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I've been saying these things for a long time, just before I became Cao Yunxiao's girlfriend, I started to think about this problem, and until these things happened, this question has been bothering me. I really want to find someone to answer these questions in my heart, and I also want to find someone to talk to, but I also know that no matter if I ask Fu Chengwen or the moon, I can't get this answer.
Today, however, I finally got the question out of my mouth, in front of a stranger.
I just couldn't hold on, and I felt like if I had to think about it on my own, I'd probably drive myself crazy first. What I didn't expect was the result. The sister seemed to understand my feelings, and when she had heard me say these words, she put her hand on her shoulder, like the moon, and took me in her arms, and said to me:
"I can't answer this question for you, but I know one thing, no one is perfect, so it is impossible to be liked by everyone. You're right, celebrities are also people, so they can't be accepted by all audiences, I now think Cao Yunxiao's acting skills are very good, but to put it mildly, there may be people somewhere who think his acting skills are particularly poor, which is a very normal thing for actors, and even sometimes I think they should have an extra course when they go to school, which is called 'how to ignore other people's dislikes', so as to protect some actors with poor psychological quality to continue on the road of acting. ”
"Okay, that's basically a joke, let's get down to business. If you are with Cao Yunxiao, most of his female fans may not be able to accept it, and a very few female fans may come to attack you. But what do you think about that? No matter what they do, isn't the person Cao Yunxiao loves still you? Don't those girls say about your shortcomings, he doesn't know? No, you've known each other for so many years, and he should have known about your little shortcomings, small faults and small habits earlier than those people. A man who understands all your shortcomings, but still loves you, why don't you take advantage of it? He keeps working hard for you, trying to make everyone else accept you, and wants more people to wish you happiness, so why should you give up? And if we can be with such a person, in fact, we ourselves are a little wronged, and there is nothing wrong with it, right? After all, the two of you love each other, and love is the best weapon that can block all harm! ”
Although this sister looks fierce, she is really gentle when she says these words, and I think she should also be a person who is spoiled by the person she loves and is jealous. Because only the loved one is equally deeply loved, this person will be so gentle and kind in everything.
"Well, I see, I'm really bothering you today."
As if the knot in my heart that had been dormant for many years had finally been opened, I raised my head firmly and smiled at this sister and said thank you. The sister rubbed my head, then looked back to the front.
Even though it was only such a short moment, I still found that although this sister was very sincere when she smiled at me, when she looked away, her eyes were full of loneliness and melancholy.
So am I guessing wrong? Looking at this, she seems to have lost the person who made her gentle, but the happiness and firmness revealed in his words cannot be denied so easily.
I thought about these things in my heart, and my eyes unconsciously stayed on this sister, who felt my comment, turned her head and asked me:
"What's wrong? Still have any questions? ”
"Well, but my question probably has the same effect as your question."
"Hahahaha, little girl, you're so cute. It seems that Cao Yunxiao's eyes are not bad, and he earned it to find your girlfriend. If you have any questions, you can ask, and since I've talked about it all today, I don't mind going a little more. ”
I was a little embarrassed to be praised like this, but curiosity overcame my shyness. I couldn't help but ask:
"My sister should have someone she likes."
"Well, yes, the guy I like is really good."
At the mention of this person, her eyes, which had been dull, suddenly lit up again. This fueled my curiosity, and the sister told me his story without waiting for me to ask.
"He was my senior brother, three years older than me, and he became a police officer directly after graduation. He's great, he's really good, because no matter who you ask in the bureau, they'll tell you he's a very good guy. Although he is usually a little cold, he seems to be difficult to contact, and he doesn't like to talk much, but in fact, he is really kind. ”
"You know, sometimes people who are too kind are not suitable to be police officers. So one of the things I admire most about him is that although he is kind, he has boundaries. He was almost always impartial before the law, even if he felt pity for the prisoner. As long as someone violates the law, he will definitely deal with it according to the law. ”
"It's the kind of guy who caught my eye when I wasn't really a police officer. He took me during the internship period after graduation. To be honest, you don't see that he is usually so gentle and good to people, but when he took me, he was really very strict, and several times I accidentally made mistakes, and he scolded me so badly that I wanted to give up, but after thinking about it, if I could become a police officer, in addition to realizing my childhood dream, I could also spend more time with him, I could only force myself to give up the idea of resigning and changing careers. ”
"And later... And then the two of us were together. He really loved me, and he taught me everything I should do as a police officer, but he also taught me how to treat the world with gentleness and kindness. But he is such a good person, but he is not treated gently by the world. Just the year before last, when our city was carrying out anti-pornography and anti-crime activities, a group of lawbreakers killed him when he came home alone from work in order to take revenge. ”
"You know, I've seen a lot of corpses, all sorts of them, all sorts of things, and I'm really used to it, but when I saw him in the sweatshirt I bought for him, lying in a pool of blood, unrecognizable, covered in blood, I still broke down. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.