Chapter 75: Fog
June passed very quickly, and the senior high school students came back after the college entrance examination to get some things, and then the entire third floor of the high school was empty.
I don't know when the results came out, but after a weekend, the statistics of the school's college entrance examination results were read out by the principal when he spoke under the national flag on Monday.
The results reached a new high, and the principal expressed his ardent hope for our class in Mandarin, which is not very standard.
It was summer, and the sun was so hot that the green bushes surrounding the playground were shining brightly, and my eyes could barely be opened. But I just think the future is foggy.
Because next year, it's our turn.
That exam may determine our whole life.
When I went back to the classroom and sat down, it was still hot all around, and there was a lot of noise in the classroom.
Today's Gu Nanxing is wearing a clean white shirt with his cuffs rolled up, clean and good-looking, full of youthfulness.
"Gu Nanxing, we will have the college entrance examination soon." I said with some emotion as I looked at the sycamore leaves glowing in the sunlight outside the window.
Gu Nanxing smiled slightly and said, "There is still a year." ”
"Well, anything is possible." Gu Nanxing was silent for a while and said leisurely.
Oh, yes.
Anything is possible.
Once, a friend of mine said to me, she said, "Anything is possible", and this is the most beautiful thing, because it includes infinite possibilities, and the future can be expected.
Sometimes, however, I feel that this sentence is not pretty. Because we don't know whether the future where anything is possible is cherry blossoms or deep swamps.
I laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "yes, anything is possible." ”
Gu Nanxing didn't say anything anymore, lowered his head and began to write his homework, I always felt that he was really serious about studying.
I took a breath and spread out my homework book as well, well, I was a little wrong with biology yesterday, I need to work harder!
I met Lin Xi at noon, there was a girl next to her, she was also very good-looking, but it was completely different from Lin Xi's good-looking, Lin Xi was pure beauty, and she was dressed more maturely, with short hair, and she could see faint earrings. It's rare for a girl in our school to dress up like this, and I couldn't help but take a few more looks.
"Falling Aoi!" Lin Xi walked over with a smile, and then introduced, "This is Anya, who is in the same dormitory as me. ”
"Hello, my name is Jiang Luokui." I said.
Anya looked me down from above, then smiled, "Hello." ”
After all, I didn't know a classmate, I felt a little embarrassed, and was about to leave, when Anya suddenly stopped me: "I heard that you are Gu Nanxing's girlfriend?" ”
I asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's nothing, Gu Nanxing mentioned it to me." I noticed that Anya's little finger was painted bright red – very low-key, but also very high-key.
"Do you know Gu Nanxing?" I tightened the corners of my clothes, and suddenly I had a vague sense of foreboding.
"Well, junior high school classmates."
I didn't know what to say, but that kind of ominous premonition intensified, I glanced at Lin Xi, and she smiled a little embarrassedly: "It turns out that you and Gu Nanxing also know each other?" ”
"You know each other, too?"
"Yes, his mom and my mom are good friends." Lin Xi said with a smile.
At this time, I especially want to "admire" Gu Nanxing's excellent interpersonal relationship, the three people present, one has known her since childhood, one is a junior high school classmate, and the other is me, a high school classmate, although he has a little relationship with him now, but he is the latest of the three.
I'm feeling a little stuffy.
"Gu Nanxing told me that he was with you." Anya said, and suddenly changed her words, "Because you have a good relationship, he doesn't want to lose you, good, friend, friend." ”
The last three words were uttered by Anya word by word, and she seemed to emphasize to me that Gu Nanxing and I were not with any other feelings, but just because of the affection between friends.
It seems that I am still quite popular as a friend.
Anya's operation, Lin Xi was also a little embarrassed, she looked at me, and then at Anya, she didn't speak, as if she was particularly embarrassed.
I smiled faintly and pretended not to care, "I see." ”
I look light and breezy on the surface, but what they don't know is that I am already turbulent inside.
Anya gave me a steady look and smiled, but didn't speak. She was really beautiful, tall and slender, with big eyes, skin like snow, red lips and white teeth. Thin bangs, high ponytail, and delicate.
"Then I'll go back to class first." I tried to smile brightly, then waved my hand and left.
I hope in their eyes, I'm not running away.
When I returned to the classroom, there were already a lot of people, so I erased the words "study hard and make progress every day" written on the table, and then carefully wrote them one by one, and finally sealed them with transparent glue.
Be neat and tidy.
With one year left, anything is possible.
If it's just as Anya said, I can't force Gu Nanxing to stay by my side because of "friendship". I've watched a lot of TV series, or novels, where the female protagonist is extremely brave, directly tying the male protagonist to her side, kicking the green tea, and punching the white lotus, which is very refreshing to read, so this is probably the reason why these novels are popular. I also love to read this kind of novel, probably because in real life, I am too cowardly, I am extremely inferior, I don't know my position in the heart of my male protagonist - Gu Nanxing, so I am submissive, I am ridiculed, and I want to leave first.
Because I was so afraid that you would leave me behind, I even wanted to leave you on my own initiative.
This kind of thinking seems contradictory at first glance, but when you think about it, it is indeed what I have in mind.
So I don't know how many times I've decided to study seriously.
I was afraid that the remaining year would be the last year I would be able to see him.
I was especially afraid that the difference at the time of graduation was not only my friends, but also him.
He I was most reluctant to part with.
But ah, learning and love, you have to get the same.
One afternoon, when Gu Nanxing talked to me, I only responded to him in a very simple tone, he seemed a little confused, but he didn't ask anything.
When I went back to the dormitory and talked to Chen Lan about it, when I talked about how beautiful Anya was, and when I talked about what Anya said, I was smiling, I was indeed smiling, and I could feel the corners of my mouth rising.
It's weird, I'm so sad and yet I'm smiling.
I even joked: "You see, I usually make a lot of noise, jumping up and down and not afraid of the ground, but now I was actually knocked down by a sentence." ”
Chen Lan flattened his mouth: "Why do you describe yourself as like Sun Wukong, besides, the person you are talking about who is not afraid of heaven and earth must not be you." ”