Chapter 17: The Troupe

The stage has long been set up, and the first one to sing is "The Story of the West Chamber", the full name is "The Story of Cui Yingying Waiting for the Moon in the West Chamber".

Nan Jin has not watched "The Story of the West Chamber", but she has read a story about Cui Yingying. It was the tragedy of a man who was negative and died young.

Cui Yingying is an orphan girl, and because of her good looks, she has a bit of talent to clear the museum. Meng Lang is a scholar who has never met a talented and down-and-out scholar.

The two have their own sorrows, after they met. They often complain to each other and pity each other. Feelings gradually developed. They often spend the moon before and below, chanting poems and playing the piano. Had many happy times.

Menglang also cheered up and decided to go to Beijing for the imperial examination, but he suffered from lack of money. Cui Yingying took out all the savings she had saved over the years and borrowed some from her little sister. Only then did he make up enough money for Meng Lang to go to Beijing to study, and the two of them said goodbye in the long pavilion, with tears in their eyes.

After Meng Lang left, Cui Yingying worked hard to repay the money. Spring goes and autumn comes, and every year passes. Still didn't see Meng Lang come back, Cui Yingying gradually fell ill. On the occasion of the death of the beauty, Meng Lang came back in style, and she learned that he had married a high wife.

In the end, Meng Lang lost the king, and finally he didn't see the true person back then!

Nan Jin once thought that this was Cui Yingying's story, but after watching this play today, she realized that she was wrong.

Cui Yingying in "The Legend of the West Chamber" is Miss Xiangguo, and the scholar is Zhang Junrui, Zhang Sheng.

The two of them met at the Pufu Temple and knew each other and fell in love. However, one is a grass people, and the other is Miss Xiangguo. The asymmetry of identities is bound to be frustrated by a lot of obstacles.

Sun Feihu, Cui's mother, fiancé Zheng Heng and others hindered this love, but with the help of Cui Yingying's lady, the two finally became lovers. The end of the big drama, happyend.

Nan Jin watched two stories of Cui Yingying, one is a tragedy and the other is a comedy. Maybe it's because I've seen too many stories in modern times, this kind of down-and-out scholar and young lady's drama, Nan Jin is not interested at all.

sang "Farewell My Concubine" and "Peony Pavilion" next, Nan Jin didn't watch it carefully. With the sound of drama and the noise of the crowd, Nan Jin fell into her own memories.

Love is such a thing as a luxury, and it requires not only two people who love each other, but also two unchanging hearts.

In modern times, Nan Jin has been in love twice. There is no love in the first scene, just young and ignorant. Nan Jin has always been a good girl since she was a child, and she was the only time she rebelled. Fight with a person against the teacher, against the parents.

It felt like he was guarding something great, and at that time it was like the whole world didn't support you, but he was there for you. Nan Jin: Of course they won. It was only not long after the victory that the other man left on his own.

In the first relationship experience, Nan Jin still doesn't know if it's love, she doesn't love him, but she has a strong sense of dependence on him.

At that time, he deleted the contact information of all the boys in Nan Jin's list. And let out ugly words, and no one is allowed to add Nan Jin's friends. Although Nan Jin was very angry, she deleted everything, and finally chose to compromise. Gradually, even the communication between friends decreased.

When Nan Jin was the only one in his world, he let go and left. At that time, Nan Jin didn't shed a single tear, but it was very painful. Maybe it's because the disappointment has already accumulated enough, or maybe it's because Nan Jin doesn't love him.

It's just that Nan Jin herself didn't know it, she felt uncomfortable, thinking that she still liked him, so she passed a year in a mess.

In the past year, perhaps to numb herself, Nan Jin began to play with her mobile phone, going to bed at two in the morning and getting up at half past five to study. In the beginning, she was at the top of her list. Later, her energy couldn't keep up. Grades dropped, and he was knocked out of the best class.

Nan Jin's self-esteem was too strong, and she began to work hard and stopped playing with her mobile phone. Let all those sad and sad things be buried in the bottom of your heart, or vented in your diary.

In this class, she met her second lover, Han Yan. At that time, they were probably as affectionate as Cui Yingying and Meng Lang, and there was always something to say.

It's just that Nan Jin didn't know that her view of love at that time was wrong. Although she also likes Han Yan, she doesn't love him. It is difficult for people who have been injured to give wholeheartedly, so every time Han Yan waited for Nan Jin to reply to him "I love you", he always couldn't say it.

Nan Jin is unwilling to deceive anyone, she doesn't love him, and she doesn't want to hurt him. So, simply be silent. Nam Jin always thinks that they like each other now, but one day they will separate. So, when it comes to love, she never gives it her all out, what's more, she thinks she doesn't love him yet, they just like it.

Later, Nan Jin returned to her original class through hard work. Once, the squad leader of the previous class sent a message: Two clouds, only when they meet at the same height can it rain.

Nan Jin seemed to understand something, but she didn't think it was the two of them. Or they don't care at all, or they deceive themselves.

It didn't take long for them to break up. However, both were in pain and sadness. It's back together again, maybe it's this reunion that has worn away the little patience between them.

Han Yan got along with a new girl in the class, and they broke up again. Maybe the subconscious really doesn't deceive people, Nan Jin thought at that time that he was finally here. But she couldn't help but hold him. Although, the result is just to continue to trample on one's self-esteem.

If Nan Jin knew that he had gotten along with someone else, she wouldn't have touched him again.

In the most important senior year of high school, Nan Jin had no intention of studying. I have spent this year like a punch-in, and my grades have not improved, and I can't go up or down.

There are also friends who persuade her, and some friends tell her the story of Han Yan and another girl.

That girl used to like someone, and that person was very similar to Han Yan. She confessed, but the man had a girlfriend who refused. Later, they broke up. She confessed again, but the boy still didn't agree.

If she hadn't robbed Nan Jin's boyfriend, Nan Jin would feel that this was a real love, what an admirable woman who disregards the eyes of the world!

Because that girl and Nan Jin's friend are from the same place, that girl once asked her friend Han Yan and Nan Jin about it. Friends teased that the girl was just using Han Yan as a stand-in.

Nan Jin listened to it at the time, but she couldn't laugh at all. When the two of them were together, Han Yan always thought that Nan Jin was using him as a stand-in for his ex-boyfriend. But no, she just can't get out of that gray memory.

Nan Jin didn't dare to imagine how much affection Han Yan would suffer if this was true.

Thankfully, this shouldn't be true. It's been three years since they broke up and haven't been in touch again, but the two of them have always been together.

After a long time, Nan Jin realized that she loved Han Yan. It's just that the shadow left by her ex-boyfriend at that time was too deep for her to dare to face this love.

Nan Jin won't contact Han Yan anymore because Nan Jin doesn't know if the two of them are still together.

Besides, no matter how deep the love is, it can't withstand the erosion of the years. What's more, one of them has long been out of love?

What's more, even Nan Jin himself doesn't know how much love he has left after so long to understand.