"Suddenly, there was a strong desire in my heart, unprecedented: I want to love, I want to live, and I want to treat the life in front of me as if it were a hundred lives. The truth here is clear: I think, therefore I am, and since I exist, I cannot pretend not to exist. In any case, I am responsible for myself.

- Wang Xiaobo"

During the evening self-study, I happened to see this sentence on the supplementary materials of the language, I suddenly felt a strange resonance, Gu Nanxing sat next to me, I looked at him, he turned the pen, wrote homework, I had a kind of idea to catch him forever.

I thought, I really like him.

Gu Nanxing felt my gaze, glanced at me a little innocently, and then suddenly smiled: "What are you doing?" Am I good-looking? ”

"Good-looking, more graceful than Pan An, like a god descending into the world, huh...... It's so good-looking, and people and gods are angry. I laughed a little playfully, and at the same time stacked all sorts of strange words on top of each other, and it sounded like a joke.

Gu Nanxing's face turned red all of a sudden, and he said, "Jiang Luokui, why didn't I find out that you were so bold before?" ”

"How dare you?"

"How dare you tease a man like this?" Gu Nanxing was a little indignant, but his eyes were crooked and full of smiles.

I didn't say anything, I immediately lowered my head and pretended to be serious about my homework, because I saw the head teacher's face printed on the window in front of me.

Gu Nanxing looked stunned and said, "What are you doing?" I was very bold just now, but now I seem to be scared. ”

I whispered, "Head teacher! Teacher! ”

But it was too late, the head teacher Feng Bin pushed the door and walked in, and after looking around, he shouted, "Jiang Luokui." ”

It was as if a big stone had suddenly pressed against my heart and I walked out.

Feng Bin walked very fast, and I followed him all the way to the office.

He sat down, and I stood across from him.

"Jiang Luokui, how are you feeling studying lately?" Feng Bin stared at me with an expressionless face and asked.

I replied, "I feel okay." ”

"Well, it's okay to study, but I think I need to try to get better and not slack off."

I guess he must have seen me chatting with Gu Nanxing just now, and only nodded obediently.

Feng Bin's fingers tapped on the desk, knocking again and again, and asked, "You have a good relationship with Gu Nanxing?" ”

"High school freshman, it's really better." When Feng Bin asked this question, I felt a little nervous - our school grasped the problem of early love very strictly. Although I don't think that seventeen or eighteen years old can no longer be regarded as early love, there is no way to refute what the parents and teachers say. But one of the funnier phenomena is that many parents are never allowed to fall in love in high school, and college is reluctantly okay, but the requirements are very high, and it is best to be local, or there are some parents who are particularly unenlightened, and college is not allowed to fall in love. The funniest thing is that as soon as I graduated from college, my parents began to urge marriage again, as if all people could find their soul mates at the moment of graduating from college. It's funny to say, but we have to admit that it's a widespread phenomenon.

Feng Bin looked at me through his thick lenses and said, "When I say it, I don't mean the relationship of good friends. ”

I bit my lower lip and looked directly at Feng Bin, but didn't say anything.

What to do? It seems to have been discovered by Feng Bin. What should I do?

Feng Bin probably saw that I didn't answer anything, knocked on the table, and said, "Go back and call Gu Nanxing over." ”

On the way back to the classroom, I was distracted. Back in the classroom, Gu Nanxing immediately asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I smiled wryly and said, "Tell you to go." Then he lowered his voice and said, "We, as if exposed." ”

Gu Nanxing immediately understood, but he smiled gently and said, "It's okay." Then he walked out of the classroom.

I looked at the English multiple-choice questions in a daze, and it took me a long time to finally put pen to paper.

Many of my classmates started to discuss it.

Please, can the ridicule be a little quieter?

When he was a freshman in high school, Zhou Cheng also liked to catch couples, and many couples moved from the ground to the underground and began to be more low-key, but there were also those who broke up because of this incident and were no longer together.

I was worried, afraid that Gu Nanxing and I would be the latter.

After a while, Gu Nanxing walked in and sat down, I looked at him steadily, expecting him to say something, he smiled warmly at me, pointed to the scratch paper, and hinted that he would write it to me.

I looked at his smile and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, no matter what Feng Bin would do with me, his smile was still telling me that he would not leave me.

I'm already very satisfied with this matter.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that I liked him very much, I liked him very much, I liked him very much.

I'm a lot more relieved.

Not long after, Gu Nanxing's note came, densely packed with many words, and the first thing I saw was a small blue heart he drew at the end, and then I began to look at it from the beginning.

"We did expose it, but it doesn't matter, I've solved it, just now Feng X called me over, and asked if the two of us were together, and I said yes." When I saw this, my heart suddenly trembled, and I continued to read: "Ran Feng X asked when it started, I said that I have always liked you, anyway, he is quite helpless, I said that I know that high school is to study, but the two of us will not affect learning." Then Feng Bin said, if we can guarantee that it will not affect our studies, it will be fine, but we can't be too high-profile. Xiao Luokui should have been frightened just now, it's okay. And then that little blue heart.

I picked up my pen and wrote, "What does Mr. Feng mean that we can still be together?" "To be honest, I was surprised, I always thought that Feng Bin would want to suffocate our relationship, but I didn't expect him to agree, even if it came at the cost of maintaining academic performance. I pushed the note back.

Soon returned: "Of course, but even without his opinion, we will still be together." But that's good, and in the future, Piggy and I will start working hard. ”

After reading the note, I didn't reply, just clipped the note into the diary.

We both really like to pass notes, probably because a lot of words can't be said in person, so it's more convenient to write them in a note, which also leads to my thin diary now containing a lot of things.

Now that you have promised Feng Bin, you have to start studying hard. I secretly made up my mind.

At this time, I suddenly felt that an extracurricular sentence that I had memorized in Chinese class was very reasonable: "If you lose the east, you will receive the mulberry." ”

I thought it would be a big disaster to be discovered by Feng Bin, but I didn't expect that maybe it was not a disaster, but a blessing in disguise.