In this way, several generals of the Cao family withdrew from the stage of metrical history in my youth. They are all ordinary and ordinary people living in this world, they have dreams and pursuits like others, or sharp, or tactful, but no matter what, the road of this life, whether long or short, has a fixed number.

They are all in a different mood when they say goodbye to their mediocre lives. There is despair, disappointment, unwillingness, and hatred. But they all still chose to compromise and live their lives strongly, including Aunt Qin. It's just that Aunt Qin was a little special in the farewell ceremony she chose, and after thinking about it, it seems that she has no regrets about leaving.

They have all thought about others, and they have also rowed and sang in the long river of their lives, and they all love those they love among their mediocre people, but the love is abrupt and loved, and some of them are out of order.

So, as if I had experienced a torrential rain, I woke up suddenly on a sunless morning, and I sat at the head of my bed in a panic, and I saw the dew drops on the sycamore leaves, dim and cold in the absence of sunlight. Who is left?

Yes, in the three years when I was ten ~ twelve years old, I went through reincarnation and impermanence, and said goodbye to one mediocrity after another in the Cao family, and in the end, in addition to Cao Ge and Cao Cancan, only my biological parents remained. I suddenly felt a rapid relaxation in my chest, I felt shortness of breath, in this heaven and earth, has there been time for me to bid farewell to my loved ones? I have never said goodbye to the mediocre people I have passed by in my life, nor have I paid attention to their short and hurried journey of life.

In that season, I Xu Shaohua will live forever, mediocre, and Yong'an.

After Zhang Jing left, the Cao family returned to silence. Silence became synonymous with everyone, and they seemed to be unable to walk. When his father went out, Xue Hao was afraid that something would happen to him and wanted to follow, but his father refused, he said: "Don't worry, isn't it just another person, I'm used to it." And so, my father did not return that night. Everyone believes that even if his father was weak enough before, now, he should be strong, as he himself said, just leaving another person, no big deal.

My father's words, I will still remember after a long, long time, are easy to say, but they are really heavy. Some time ago, it was Cao Ge who was calming down, and now he has changed the master and become his father. It's like the old plane tree outside my window, season after season, year after year, and endlessly.

Listening to Xue Hao's later words, Lu Fei squandered all the money that Cao Ge had defrauded, and he was used to eating ready-made, so he didn't want to and didn't have the ability to work anymore, so he simply cheated everywhere to eat and drink. A chance encounter with Zhang Jing made Zhang Jing feel that she could use this Lu Fei to frame Cao Mu, she knew that no matter how old the brother and sister usually looked at it, but, especially after Cao Qi's accident, Cao Mu would definitely fight when he saw Cao Ge being harassed by Lu Fei, and was ready to let Lu Fei stab his arm with a knife to sue Cao Mu, but as a result, he miscalculated.

By the way, my father later said that that day, when he went to the underground parking lot to pick up the car, Zhang Jing was standing in front of the car. This woman was sure that her father would use a chance encounter to protect herself, yes, her father had indeed been protecting her, but she also did not expect that when she dragged her luggage past her father's eyes, her father did not keep her, but said goodbye completely.

and thou shalt not live. That's all I can think of.

Later, I never heard from Zhang Jing again, and I don't know what kind of mood this woman will have for the rest of her life. Cao Ge sighed for a long time because of Zhang Jing, and she once asked her when chatting with Wu's mother: "Wu's mother, you say, Zhang Jing, is she a good person or a bad person?" ”

"To the Cao family, she is a bad person, but to herself, she is a good person. She just wants something with too clear goals, maybe outsiders think that this Zhang Jing lives very clearly, in fact, life, to people, things and to herself, it's rare to be confused! Wu's mother said with a sigh while folding her clothes.

"Rare and confused?"

"Cao Ge, in fact, your mother has been dead for so long, and I am still a servant, so I shouldn't have said it. However, Wu's mother can be regarded as growing old with your mother. Do you know why she likes Zhang Jing and not your second sister-in-law Xiaoqin? ”

"Because the second sister-in-law didn't have Zhang Jing to act resolutely? Indecision? ”

"It's not. I remember, Zhang Jing showed up to be good with Cao Qi at that time, and your mother said behind her back, this girl is like her. I didn't understand it at the time, and I only learned later that in fact, what your mother said was like desire. ”

"Desire?"

"Yes, I didn't go to school either, and I can't say anything too profound. The reason why I say desire is that it has been tasted for so many years. The old lady is actually quite good, don't look at her sometimes speaking sharply, but in fact, she is giving herself a long prestige. She, in this life, just took some external things too seriously, hey, when your father was alive, at that time, I remembered that there was no you, yes, not you. Once, several wives of your father's colleague were going to come to the house to play cards, and the family had just changed houses at that time, and the conditions were not good, so there were no valuable ornaments. Your mother is in a hurry, she is carrying your father on her back, so what street is she going to? You said that I can't remember it when I'm old, in short, it's far away, there is a friend of your father living on the street, yo, his friend is not simple, doing foreign trade business, that is, to that foreign country, I don't know which continent to transport fabrics, that era was very rich. At that time, his house had a small black and white TV, which was so big, but it was a rare thing, and it was a great thing if anyone had a small TV. Your mother went to someone's house, borrowed it for a long time, and hired a foot puller to get it back. Your father happened to be on a business trip a few days ago, so he didn't know, and the old lady didn't know where to get a few empty snack boxes, just the very high-end, red, ones on the table. On the day when the wife came, Ah You, watching that little TV is very rare, this one is also touched, that one is also seen, your mother's face is smiling. As a result, at night, as soon as this person left, your mother found out that the TV didn't know how to get it, and she couldn't get out of the painting! Oops, that made us both anxious, your dad came back the next day, and your mom and I didn't figure it out after a long night. Hey, there's no way, your mother sent it back, and she made it up and lost someone's money! People are very good, say nothing and don't want anything, don't do it, we can't not give it, and then it will be forced to others. When your mother was there, she told me not to tell your father. I didn't say it, but when people send the money back to your father, isn't that a revelation? That night, your dad was so angry that he almost got divorced! You must know that in those days, divorce was a big deal, like now! Your mother, when she heard that your father was really angry, she coaxed left and right, apologized, and cooked. At that time, your father said to her, is face so important? Why are you so tired of living? Your mother promised to change it, but she didn't change it, in fact, she couldn't change it. You see, Cao Ge, as the old saying goes, this person, from a hard life to a good life, he can do anything, but from a good life to a hard life, few people can accept it. Because of what? Do you know? Because, this desire, is fed. ”

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