Chapter 66: Difficult to Hold
The snow mass in the palm of the palm became smaller and smaller, and gradually turned red and delicate hands, melting into snow water, drying through the temperature of the palm, Shangguan got up and walked towards Changle Palace step by step.
When the snow stops and the sky is clear, the unmelted snow shines dazzlingly under the soft warm sun, adding a different scenery to the spring day when all things are born.
"Miss, come and take a look!" Yunling looked excited, staying by Huo Chengjun's side this year, Yunling was also much more cheerful than usual, looking at the birds that stopped on the branches, the sullenness of many people who were troubled by the rain and snow also suddenly dispersed.
Huo Chengjun followed Yunling's voice and looked up, and without speaking, Yunping sneered, "It's just a bird, I thought it was some kind of strange object, Yunling, you are going back more and more." ”
"Will it snow again?" I don't know why, Huo Chengjun came back from the banquet on the first day of the new year, and he always felt that he was pressed by a cloud of stuffiness, and he couldn't lift his mood, and at this time, he just glanced at it lightly, and then talked to himself, ignoring Yunping Yunling's words.
Yunping Yunling was stunned by Huo Chengjun's appearance, "Miss, this magpie is a bird of good news, it seems that there is going to be a happy event in our house." As he spoke, he looked at Huo Chengjun together, what happy events will Huo Mansion have, you don't have to think about it, you don't have to think about it, except for Huo Chengjun's marriage, it is difficult to have anything else.
Huo Chengjun shook his head helplessly, "On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, you still want to go out to enjoy the lanterns, if you dare to talk nonsense again, see if I will spare you." After saying that, he went back to the room without looking back, and when it came to marriage, Huo Chengjun was inevitably a little shy, where would he stay here and let the two maids tease.
As soon as the sky cleared, Xu Pingjun couldn't wait to move back to Changding Palace, seeing the old device, seeing everything as when he first came, Xu Pingjun knew that all this was Liu Ai's intentions, and he was moved, but also had a few more complicated expressions; And on this day, because Xu Pingjun moved to the palace, Shangguan Youhao also came deliberately, thinking that if necessary, he could also order the palace people to do it at that time, Xu Pingjun's thrift and reluctance to do much, Shangguan Youhao understood, and expected her to ask some questions by herself, it was impossible, and finally she came to see it by herself to rest assured, at the same time, Shangguan Youhao also noticed that the fat powder on Xu Pingjun's face was also thicker than before, because Xu Pingjun did not pay much attention to these things, and his heart was still full of doubts, but in the end he didn't say anything, after everything was arranged, chatted a few words, And he left.
ushered in the melting of the snow, a sunny time is already the tenth of the first month, Liu Ill has not been hunting since he ascended the throne, before the snow stopped, there were ministers suggested, out of the palace hunting, Liu Ill has already agreed, I thought that Xu Pingjun should be good at that time, she has not been out of the palace since she entered the palace, just take this opportunity to take her to see this Chang'an City, scatter her heart, and then climb high and look far, but who expected, Xu Pingjun is still tired, hunting and traveling so tired is unbearable, so the day before leaving, after the two talked about each other, On the second day, Liu Ai had already led the minister out of the palace.
On the hunting ground, Liu Yi has ridden his horse and raised his whip, holding a bow and shooting from a distance, for a while, he was in high spirits, and it was rare for Xu Pingjun to show a smile after his illness, showing the vigorous and heroic posture of the young emperor, Huo Guang and Bing Ji watched the gallop shuttle through the hunting place, and when the eunuch picked up the prey that had been shot down by Liu Yi in the place where the bow and arrow fell, he seemed to feel that the world was already the twenty-year-old emperor.
"Zimeng, Your Majesty is a benevolent king, you see that Your Majesty's prey, none of them have shot its vital point." Bing Ji was very pleased with Liu Yi's move, and his smile bloomed more and more, and so did Huo Guang, after the witch disaster when Emperor Wu was in the past, he was afraid that such a bloody situation would be staged again.
Huo Chengjun has never entered the palace since Xu Pingjun's sudden words last time, on the one hand, he is also avoiding Liu Ill to avoid embarrassment, and now he knows that Liu Ill has gone to the outskirts of the city to hunt, and he has not taken Xu Pingjun with him, so he knows that Xu Pingjun's body has not yet recovered, and he is not relieved, so he entered the palace to visit on the eleventh.
On this side, Huo Chengjun found that Xu Pingjun was more haggard and thin than before, and his forehead was sweating from time to time, and he panicked in his heart, "But ten days, how can you be like this, Your Majesty knows that you are like this, how can you rest assured that you will leave the palace?" In ten days, Xu Pingjun's body has not been as good as before, and there is a strong sense of support, and a series of questions are circling in Huo Chengjun's mind, "What about the imperial doctor, can someone go to report to His Majesty, can you know it?" ”
Huo Chengjun's bunch of questions made Xu Pingjun not know how to answer, Rao is no longer defenseless, at this time, she also understands what is wrong with herself, but where can the imperial doctor be trusted, where is Liu Ill willing to worry about him, and how can Shangguan Yu let her add another wisp of things, so if it weren't for Huo Chengjun's arrival, she only planned to carry all this silently, "Chengjun, I'm afraid it won't work." Xu Pingjun smiled and said this fact that he didn't want to accept.
Huo Chengjun's tears filled his eyes, and he couldn't stop shaking his head, "No, you're still so young, what's there to stand with." But she also knows very well in her heart what the chances of Xu Pingjun saving his life like this will be, but it is not that it is just a miscarriage, why it was not so serious at that time, but it was raised for two or three months, it was not good but it was serious, why no one noticed, the more he thought about it, the more Huo Chengjun felt that this matter was suspicious, but now is not the time to investigate these problems, but how to make Xu Pingjun return to the past.
"Chengjun, what you and I asked you last time is not a lie, nor is it a temptation, I am afraid that I will not be there one day, and there is no one to talk to about when I am sick, so I want to ......" Xu Pingjun did not finish speaking, but was stopped by Huo Chengjun, and she still talked about herself, "Chengjun, you listen to me, I can only believe you in this palace and outside the palace, it just so happens that Mrs. Huo has this heart, if you can accompany the illness in the future, I can also rest assured." "Who is willing to give up his husband to her, but Xu Pingjun has to be like this, in the end, it is just for Liu Ai, and he is also afraid that this harem will add another unjust soul, and he will become what he is now, who gave it, there is always some speculation in his heart.
"He only has you in his heart, no one can replace you, and no one can replace your fate when you started small." Tears have wet her face, since the moment she learned that Xu Pingjun entered the palace, Huo Chengjun has given up, and she is unwilling to pick up the things that have been put down.
"Do you know how much of this is true and how much is false, Chengjun, he is not as strong as outsiders see when he is sick, and he is also vulnerable, what I am most afraid of is that he can't get out of the sadness after I leave, so my illness has not been truthfully told to him, in front of him, I have been strong, and when he left the palace, I let down my guard, and I became even weaker." It is because he is afraid that he will worry about himself every day, and it is because he is afraid that he will abandon the government for his own sake, so when Xu Pingjun learned that he could only resign himself to fate, he did not talk to Liu Ill, but pretended to be better and better, but the consequence of this made him more troubled and accelerated the spread of the disease, but as long as Liu Ill had one more day of peace of mind, for Xu Pingjun, it was all worth it.
"You're too stupid...... "Covering his mouth with one hand, he couldn't care about the gaffe, Huo Chengjun shouted to the maid outside, "Hurry up and announce the imperial doctor, please the queen mother!" "I have never experienced such a thing, in this palace, all Huo Chengjun can think of is Shangguan Youhao, it seems that only when she finds Shangguan Youhao can she have the backbone.
Such Huo Chengjun, Xu Pingjun has never seen it, there is a little shame in his heart, but he is also a little helpless, things in the world are not something they can control, or, everything is already doomed, from the moment they first met, fate has entwined the two together, Xu Pingjun's eyes moved to the plum blossoms that Huo Chengjun picked and carefully placed years ago.
"I can't see this flower bloom again, Chengjun, your kindness, I was finally let down." The smile replaced the flickering tears, she had too many things that she couldn't let go, there were too many things that she hadn't realized with Liu Ai, she was unwilling to leave, but she was powerless to fight against the sky, she wanted to watch the flowers bloom in the vase, but the flowers in the vase withered and withered day by day, just like she is now.
"People with excellent medical skills are in the palace, you will be able to see the flowers in the coming year, Pingjun, do you still remember that year, you and Your Majesty enjoyed the plum blossoms in the snow together, I said that you have white heads in the twilight snow, you will definitely be able to stay until the real gray hair, and you can also walk in the snow hand in hand to find the plum." Huo Chengjun's accelerated speech revealed the panic and expectation she had never had, and she tried her best to comfort Xu Pingjun, but at the same time, she also said it to herself.
"Maybe we'll just have to make the snow white."
Huo Chengjun was speechless, but tears poured out uncontrollably, at this moment, she was sad that Liu Yi had been unable to stay with Xu Pingjun's fate, but she didn't know who she should be sad and pity after that.
After Shangguan Youhao learned the news, she came all the way, the news came too suddenly, although she was in the palace, but yesterday she saw Xu Pingjun was not as serious as the palace maid said, yesterday morning, she sent Liu Ill out of the palace, there is still a little spirit, how can there be such a change in one day.
When Shangguan went to Changding Palace, he saw it with his own eyes, and only then did he know that something was wrong, and he ordered people to go out of the city overnight to find Liu Ai, who was in the hunting ground, but was stopped by Xu Pingjun.
"It's hazy, it's been a long time since I've been riding a horse, don't let him leave and turn back for this." Xu Pingjun's heart has always been very small, so small that only Liu Ill has been, but she doesn't know that Liu Ill has already cared about her beyond her imagination, her stop today is just to make the regret deeper, the hatred is stronger, if you know the scene of the other day, maybe Xu Pingjun will not stop it anymore.
In desperation, Shangguan Youhao was afraid that after Xu Pingjun was in a hurry, his already unoptimistic condition would worsen, so he no longer ordered people to go to look for him, and only listened to Xu Pingjun softly say what she wanted to say.
"Do you know why I returned to this Changding Palace?"