Chapter 188: Jia Xin's thoughts

Jiaxin was extremely depressed, she didn't want to get into such a situation with Xue Song, but why did she just want to lose her temper at that time?

A little later, Jiaxin called Zhang Yiran and asked her if she was filming, and when she got Zhang Yiran's negative answer, Jiaxin asked her to have dinner together in the evening.

said that he was eating, but in fact, he didn't tell Zhang Yiran about his situation.

Here, Xue Song returned to school angrily, she was almost impulsive enough to go to the dormitory administrator to ask her to change the dormitory, now it has broken up, she and Jiaxin are still in the same dormitory, the contradiction will only escalate and worsen, she doesn't want to really go to the point of not getting along with each other!

But in front of the girls' dormitory, she saw Shao Cong!

Shao Cong undoubtedly saw her too, Xue Song's eyes were a little red and swollen, obviously he had cried, and there was no Jiaxin by his side, Shao Cong guessed that the two must have not been able to get back together.

"Xue Song..."Shao Cong stood in front of Xue Song: "Are you arguing again?" ”

"Don't mention her to me again!" Xue Song also looked so angry that the root of her teeth itched, "She is the boss, she has the right to make decisions, what am I, I thought I was at least her friend, but now it seems that I am not bullshit!" ”

Shao Cong lowered his head and quietly listened to Xue Song's complaints, without interjecting a word!

"I know, she's very capable!" Xue Song continued: "But am I really so good-for-nothing? It's been two years, I've helped her less, although I'm a layman, but in the past two years, I'm about to become a professional in the raw materials of hair dye, every time I go to buy, I wear my mouth and look at that piece of eight cents, isn't it just to save her a little, I know, she doesn't care about saving the one hundred and eighty yuan, but at least it proves that I am 100% attentive to the store, but now..."Xue Song said, choking again.

Shao Cong slowly raised his head and looked at Xue Song's increasingly red and swollen eyes, she knew that this time the two of them had moved their real character, and it might not be so easy to reconcile.

"I think Jiaxin should have something, with what I know about her, she is not such a person." Shao Cong also recalled what Jia Xin said to him before: "Is there anything abnormal about her?" ”

"Abnormal? Hum! Xue Song snorted coldly: "Who knows what ecstasy soup that Mr. Shang poured into her!" ”

"Mr. Shang? What Mr. Shang? Shao Cong was shocked, and tried his best to verify with Xue Song: "What the hell is going on!" ”

Xue Song covered her mouth, realizing that she had said the wrong thing, she raised her head to meet Shao Cong's eyes, and in an instant she was burned by Shao Cong's burning eyes, and her face was suddenly red to the root of her ears!

"That's... It's nothing! Xue Song touched her face unnaturally, but thinking of Lu Jiaxin's previous attitude towards herself, she paused, and still told the truth: "There was a man in the store before, in his forties, elegant, funny, he was engaged in academic research, and he was still a visiting professor at XX University... I came to the store twice, but he said that the current store is too small and slightly crowded, so Jia Xin is jumping and making noise to expand the store! ”

Shao Cong felt a bang in his head, and then grabbed Xue Song and asked sharply, "Is that man plotting against Jiaxin?" ”

Xue Song struggled to ask Shao Cong's restraint, and said hesitantly: "This, I don't know, only the man knows~!" ”

"Where's Jia Xin?" Shao Cong asked.

Jiaxin has already set off here, because she made an appointment with Zhang Yiran in the evening, and it is only afternoon, so it is still early, she drove around the street for a long time, and suddenly felt that she should go to see Xinping, she has been in school for so long, she has not been to see her, I don't know if she can adapt well in school!

I bought a lot of things at the store, most of them snacks that Xinping likes to eat, and I also bought winter clothes and shoes, and then drove straight to the School of Communication!

Earlier, Xinping received a call from Jiaxin, so she waited at the school gate!

"Sister, get out of the car, I'll take you around the school! It's dinner time soon, I'll take you to our cafeteria! Xinping danced happily.

"No, I'll make an appointment in the evening." Although Jiaxin had a smile on her face, Xinping always felt that her mood was wrong.

"Sister, what's wrong, you don't seem right!"

"It's fine!" Jiaxin handed the big bag in the back seat of the car to Xinping, and turned it out the same: "Eat a little snack when you're hungry, don't eat it as a meal, I bought two pairs of shoes, a pair of single shoes and a pair of cotton shoes, the weather is about to be cold, wear it!" I also bought a few clothes that I could change into in winter, and by the way, two sets of underwear..."

"Sister, what's wrong!"

"It's okay, okay, I'm leaving! You can go back too. Jiaxin touched Xinping's hair: "When I go back one day, my sister will give you your hair!" ”

"Okay, sister!"

Xinping reluctantly got out of the car, watching Jiaxin drive away, Xinping stood in place and muttered: "How do you look preoccupied!" ”

Here Jiaxin drove straight to the place agreed with Zhang Yiran, but she didn't expect that she had arrived more than an hour early and was bored, so Jiaxin called Zhang Yiran again and asked her to come early!

Zhang Yiran was in a hurry, and as soon as she entered the door, she asked Jiaxin if she was chased by a wolf and why she was in such a hurry.

"I'm discussing the plot with the director, it's good for you, the phone calls are one after another, if this drama is changed, I tell you Lu Jiaxin, you have to compensate me for a heroine!"

Jiaxin ignored the topic of whether Zhang Yiran would lose the heroine, and just asked lightly: "Can I drink?" ”

Zhang Yiran was stunned: "You are such a strict person, you actually want to drink today?" Hehe, then what am I being polite to you, to be honest, I've wanted to drink for a long time! ”

"I ordered a spirit!" Jia Xin pursed her lips.

"That's drunk!"

"If you don't get drunk, you won't go home!"

Then Jia Xin just drank a cup, and her face turned red as if she was on fire, but Zhang Yiran's face didn't change!

"Okay, the wine is also drunk, let's say, what's wrong!" Zhang Yiran saw through everything.

Jiaxin put down the wine glass, looked at Zhang Yiran, her mouth opened, but she couldn't speak, she drank all the wine in the wine glass.

"Are you trying to drink to strengthen your hero's courage!" Zhang Yiran snatched Jiaxin's wine glass: "If you have anything, just say it, as for it?" ”

Jiaxin suddenly lowered her head and looked at the desktop, suddenly, a tear fell, and when she looked up again, Jiaxin was already full of tears: "Yiran, how much do you know about me?" ”

Zhang Yiran shook his head: "Not much, a little!" It's also something you said unintentionally before. ”

"Actually, I think I'm a particularly fragile person!" Jiaxin stroked her forehead with her left hand, and then grabbed her bangs on the top of her head: "But sometimes I don't dare to be so hypocritical, so I study hard, work hard, I want to earn a lot of money, I want the people I care about to live a worry-free life, but in fact, I have always had a lot of regrets in my heart, for example, the word father, in my place, I almost don't mention it, it's not that I don't dare, I don't want to, you may not know, I have broken off relations with my own father!" ”

Zhang Yiran was stunned, she really didn't know about this!

"Since I was a child, my dad didn't like me because I was a girl, and because my grandma didn't like me, my dad listened to my grandma the most!" Jiaxin was already drunk: "Later, he forced me to marry, I cut off contact with him in a fit of anger, and I also asked my mother to divorce him, to be honest, he is not doing well now, he eats the east and the west all day long, and eats the last meal without the next meal, I am very relieved." I think it's all his retribution, but... Sometimes, I have regrets. In two lives, even if I started again, I have never received real fatherly love, I am my most regretful, sometimes I think, but whenever my father is one-tenth of my brother's goodness to me, I will treat him well, let him rely on his old age, let him enjoy the blessings of all people! But he never will, so I'm more excited, and sometimes I wonder, am I really bad? ”

Zhang Yiran listened to Jia Xin's dream-like words, and felt very sorry for her! This person who works so hard in his studies and career has so many sad pasts.

"Jiaxin, don't think so much, it's all over!"

"I can't get by." Jiaxin sniffed and coughed a few times: "Ahem, cough, cough..."

Zhang Yiran hurriedly went over and patted Jiaxin's back softly, holding her in his arms, "Why did you suddenly become like this today." ”

"Because my imaginary image of a good father really appeared in my life, he spoke softly, not like my dad who only knew how to roar, he was humorous and knowledgeable, although I didn't have much contact with him, but I can't deny that his appearance is what my father should be like countless times I have imagined, he is like a light..."

"You don't like people, do you? This can't be done, Shao Cong is such a good boy, you can't hurt him! Zhang Yiran bent down and pressed his hands on Jiaxin's shoulders, "Now that he has fulfilled your regrets, you don't have to worry about him anymore, just a guest!" ”

"But because of his appearance, my life seems to be messed up, I don't fit in with everyone, and I even fell out with Xue Song, just because Xue Song said him!"

Jiaxin felt that her eyelids were so heavy, as if she had a thousand gold, she couldn't open them no matter how she opened them, and gradually, she fell asleep deeply!

Zhang Yiran shouted at her a few times, seeing that she didn't respond, and was about to send her back, she saw Shao Cong coming in a hurry. Seeing Jiaxin like this, Shao Cong was quite angry and asked Zhang Yiran: "Why did you let her drink so much wine?" ”

Zhang Yiran was aggrieved: "It's her who wants to drink it herself, I can't stop it!" She's in a bad mood, so don't blame her. ”

"What did she tell you?" Shao Cong walked over, Zhang Yiran got out of the way, Shao Cong held Jiaxin in his arms, looked at her red face and asked, "Is it Mr. Shang's business?" ”

"Now that you know, you should enlighten her! Don't let her get cranky. ”

Hearing this, Shao Cong became even more nervous, "She likes that man?" ”

"No, what's the matter, I just think that the man is the father figure she imagined!"

Shao Cong breathed a sigh of relief and said thank you to Zhang Yiran, and left with Jiaxin in his arms.