Chapter 68: What is life?
Baili Cangming didn't say anything in the end, he respected Qin Susu's choice, since she said that she wanted to go back, then go back. It's just that he still has some doubts about this reason, but Qin Susu doesn't want to say it, so he doesn't ask more.
It's only been a few days since I've been here, and there aren't many things, so it's very convenient to go back. It's just that along the way, Baili Cangming is still worried that Baili Mufan will kill again halfway.
But obviously, he was overly concerned, and the way back this time was surprisingly smooth, and it was not as difficult as when he came.
until I went back to the palace of the king of Naming......
Xu is because of the last incident, and the people in the house are also a little afraid of Baili Cangming, and this time they don't dare to be like before.
After going back, after packing up his things, Qin Susu mentioned the matter of entering the palace to Baili Cangming.
"What are you doing in the palace?" Baili Cangming asked with some displeasure. Although he knew that he had always misunderstood Qin Susu and Baili Canglian, he was still a little worried in the end, he even dared to use such a thing as Zimu Gu, he was really afraid that Baili Canglian would do something.
Ever since he learned about what Baili Canglian had done, Baili Cangming was convinced that he was not as simple as he seemed.
How can a person who is extremely good at disguise, a person who has been disguising himself for more than 20 years, be a simple person? He was just worried that Qin Susu would suffer a loss over there.
Seeing Baili Cangming asking, Qin Susu only frowned slightly, and then spoke, "Some things have to be solved after all." Qin Susu gave Baili Cangming a look and signaled that he was at ease, but even so, Baili Cangming was never at ease. In the bottom of his heart, he was unprecedentedly panicked, as if something big was about to happen, and he had never been so anxious before, even before he was about to go to the battlefield.
"I'll go with you." He spoke.
Qin Susu just shook his head, "I'll go alone—"
"Mother, Xiaobao will accompany you, no matter where you go, Xiaobao will follow." Before, Xiaobao was stalking and had to come with them, Qin Susu really couldn't resist him, Qin Susu's original plan was to send Xiaobao back to Luanshan, but in the end there was nothing to do.
Qin Susu glanced at Xiaobao, reached out and touched his very soft hair, and just sighed lightly, "Mother will come back in a while-"
"My mother deceives people, every time something big happens, my mother will always show such a look, my mother must have encountered some trouble, right?" Qin Xiaobao still knew Qin Susu very well after all, but in just one or two sentences, he pointed to Qin Susu's thoughts.
Qin Susu's face was slightly shocked, and then he turned his head and glanced at Baili Cangming on the side, "Little child, how can you talk nonsense?" After speaking, he sighed again, "You stay here with your father, I will come back when I go, and I won't delay too long." ”
"Really?" Qin Xiaobao turned his head sideways and asked.
Qin Susu nodded.
Baili Cangming stepped forward, stretched out his hand, and held her hand tightly, "I said, no matter what happens, we will bear it together, now you don't tell me what happened, I don't want to ask more, it's better to have nothing, otherwise, if something really happens, I won't be able to spare you!" He said this, but his face was gentle, "If you dare to leave me, go up and down, go down to the Yellow Spring, I will definitely find you—remember, you are mine, and I, too, are yours—" His words made Qin Susu's eyes red, Qin Susu never thought that Baili Cangming would say such a thing.
Raising his head, Sue Su looked at Baili Cangming, just took a deep breath, and then smiled, "Don't worry, it'll be fine, why are you so worried like Xiaobao?" With that, he broke free from his grasp, "It's just a few simple things—"
"It's better to be like this." He narrowed his eyes slightly, his eyes were full of domineering, and he couldn't tell the panicked consciousness, but he knew that something big must have happened to Qin Susu's side. However, he could only watch her endure all this......
Qin Susu still left in the end, but it was only a moment of effort, and he disappeared without a trace in their sight.
"Daddy, my mother will be fine, right?" Qin Xiaobao turned his head sideways, looked at Baili Cangming, and asked. In the past few days, Qin Xiaobao has really accepted Baili Cangming, how Baili Cangming has treated Qin Susu in the past few days, he also saw it in his eyes, after determining that Baili Cangming is really good to Qin Susu and will not do him any harm, Qin Xiaobao finally lifted all his vigilance against Baili Cangming, and finally opened his heart and fully accepted this father.
According to what his mother said, let the past pass, my mother doesn't care about it, why does he cling to the past?
Listening to Qin Xiaobao's question, Baili Cangming just squinted slightly, looked into the distance, and sighed lightly for a long time. "It's going to be fine."
Qin Xiaobao nodded fiercely, I hope, so.
But it was said that Qin Susu, after coming out of the Ming Palace, went straight to the palace, this time, she directly skipped the red wall and green tiles, and flew directly into the palace, regardless of any etiquette.
Baili Canglian had just gotten the news that Qin Susu and them had returned, he was very surprised, he never thought that Qin Susu had come back. After he really let them go, Baili Canglian regretted it, especially after he clearly noticed the demise of the mother Gu life in his body, his heart was even more filled with a sense of powerlessness.
He knew that she had lifted the Zimu Gu, and he thought that he would not come back without a tie in the future......
He had been immersed in deep remorse for the past few days, and he hated himself for letting her go like this, so that everything he had done in the past had been in vain. And today, when he really saw Qin Susu standing in front of him, a trace of joy finally crossed his face.
"I thought—you really won't come back—" I hadn't seen Qin Susu for a few days, and when I saw Qin Susu again, Baili Canglian couldn't help but get excited, his lips trembled, and his eyes flashed with great joy.
Qin Susu looked at him directly, and just said lightly, "I have something to do with you." ”
"I know." His thin lips hooked slightly, hooking up a weak arc, and the fists on both sides were also clenched tightly, but immediately, they were soothed, and his complexion gradually relaxed. He knew that Qin Susu must have come to him for a purpose, although he didn't know what it was for, but at this moment, Baili Canglian was happy, just for the sake of the fact that there was still such a connection between them.
If that's the case, then things are much easier.
But Qin Susu obviously misunderstood the meaning of Baili Canglian, and when he heard Baili Canglian say that he knew, Qin Susu raised his head suddenly, "You know? Do you know what I'm looking for you for? Her eyes were full of murderous intent.
Baili Canglian looked at Qin Susu, a flash of doubt, and then chuckled, "I can't imagine that I have always been as calm as you, but I have lost my mind here again and again, you say, is this also my success?" ”
"Fart!" Qin Susu roared violently. "Baili Canglian, why do I have to be entangled with you, why do I have to be entangled with a villain like you, the thing I hate the most in my life is to know you-" The most hated thing is to know him...... The most hated thing is that she has come to this era, and the most hated thing is that the curse of her life and life is related to the man in front of her......
How could she not hate, how could she not resent? Obviously, she has already decided to live her own life with Baili Cangming and Qin Xiaobao, and from now on she is just enjoying the joy of her family, but why do you have such a bullshit life! Why has her life been disrupted over and over again? Why...... She can't control her life...... Why should her life be left to someone else's hands?
Her face crossed with deep unwillingness, and her body showed a strong killing intent. Her cold eyes flickered, she just looked at the man in front of her coldly, if she could, she really wanted to kill this man directly, but she couldn't...... She finally understood that Master had emphasized that she must be allowed to protect him, and it turned out that Master had always been thinking about her. If she kills the man in front of her, her life may not be able to be cracked in this life.
"You want to kill me?" Baili Canglian naturally saw the killing intent in Qin Susu's eyes, but the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and he said with a smile.
"If I could, I'd like to kill you with one sword—"
"You can—" he said with a smile as he narrowed his eyes slightly, "I know that I am already doomed in your heart, and it would be a blessing to die under your sword." ”
"People like you don't deserve my hands!" She sneered, her eyes full of disdain.
Baili Canglian was stunned for a moment, then sighed lightly, and then said lightly, "This time, you are looking for me, what is the matter?" He used "I", that is to say, at this moment, in front of Qin Susu, he still couldn't afford to stand up to any shelf.
He did a lot of wrong things, but it was all for the woman in front of him. For her, he turned against his brother, for him, he violated his own principles of doing things, and for him, for the first time, he poisoned her with his own hands...... With that Zimu Gu, it was indeed for her to be able to come to him. However, everything went in a direction he didn't want to imagine......
Qin Susu listened to the words for hundreds of miles, and the hatred on his face became even heavier. But in the end, she came over and asked him, and in the end, she restrained herself, "I want your help-"
Baili Canglian didn't seem to expect Qin Susu to say this, and raised his head suddenly, "What's the busy?" ”
He approached him and whispered a few words in his ear, but it made Baili Canglian's face happy.
"Why? Don't you hate me? He looked at Qin Susu, but there was a trace of excitement in his eyes, and asked.
Qin Susu lowered his eyes lightly and said lightly, "If you can, I don't want to have anything to do with someone like you at all." "But she can't...... You can't just sit idly by, you can't just watch the people around you leave one by one. She was scared...... I'm really scared, the departure of Ou Shaoxun before was already a blow to her, if Qin Xiaobao and Baili Cangming really had any more accidents, Qin Susu thought that she would definitely collapse, but now, all she could think of was this way......
Looking at the firmness on Qin Susu's face, Baili Canglian's lips trembled slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he still didn't say a word. "I am—"
In the summer, in the afternoon, it should be extremely hot, but Qin Susu walked on the path of this palace, but he didn't feel the slightest heat, and even felt a little cold. It's cold...... Cold heart......
She looked up at the blue sky, and if she could, she really wanted to rush up to the clouds, to the blue sky, and ask that day, "What is life—"
However, whether she can't, these are just fantasies. Nothing more.
Qin Susu was still in extreme depression, but in the distance, there was a loud voice, looking, but he saw several richly dressed women talking and laughing, and walked over.
She narrowed her eyes, intending to get out of the way.
She's tired...... The body is tired...... Heart, even more tired. , thinking, she directly bypassed the road, intending to leave.
But it was a coincidence that the women were a little tired from walking, but the maids beside them had already been separated by them, just because they wanted to say something considerate to themselves. At this moment, I was really tired, and when I looked from afar, I saw a woman in white dressed in extremely simple clothes standing on the side, and the women thought to themselves, which maid should this be.
"Hey—you—come here." The woman at the head suddenly pointed at Qin Susu and shouted loudly.
Qin Susu chuckled helplessly, whether she was young and frivolous, she was still not as good as them. But even so, Qin Susu didn't want to look back, didn't want to listen to their shouts, just didn't hear it, and walked directly in the opposite direction of them.
Those women are the daughters of the important ministers in the court, because the emperor has been unwilling to accept concubines, the ministers are anxious one by one, and have arranged their daughters to the palace, only hoping that the emperor can jump on who at a glance, so as not only to solve their hearts to the emperor has been unwilling to accept concubines, and then there is, if the emperor really likes his own daughter, it is also excellent, when the time comes, one step to the sky, smooth steps, it is extremely beautiful.
These women were originally raised in the boudoir, coupled with the identity of Miss Qianjin, all of them are very expensive, where is there a situation where they are ignored? At this time, I am in a hurry......
The green-clothed woman led by Qin Susu saw that Qin Susu ignored her at all, so she rushed forward directly and stopped Qin Susu directly.