Chapter 382: Giving Myself Up

Sometimes when others call some people who are not mentally normal, they often don't think about their own situation, and always think that others are abnormal, but think about themselves on the other hand, how many people dare to scrutinize themselves?

If you dare to figure out what kind of person you are, then you will find a particularly strange point, there is a little devil in everyone's heart, if you don't pay attention, you will jump out at any time and destroy everything.

said that Bing Xiuzhe was not good, it was because his little devil completely broke out and plunged him into the darkness that belonged to him.

However, compared to those guys who casually hurt others, is Bing Xiuzhe really wrong? He's just closing off his own world?

People often like to be cocooned like this, but the things that shouldn't be entangled are tangled non-stop, and the people who should be well guarded choose to hurt.

Qian Rou wanted to protect Bing Xiuzhe, but could scolding and slapping him sober up? In addition to adding embarrassment and pain to Bing Xiuzhe, what use could such a thing be?

In the future, if Bing Xiuzhe is influenced by reasoning, it is better to throw him directly into his own world, because in his world, there are not so many rules to follow, and there are not so many things that people need to understand.

In fact, many times people are greedy and always try to get more, if you think about it the other way around, everyone will find that they have actually got a lot of things when they ask for it.

The love between Qian Rou and Bing Xiuzhe is full of hardships, and because of this, Qian Rou should know how to take care of himself more than ordinary lovers.

It's a pity that she didn't do it, because she always felt very wronged in her head, and she always felt that Bing Xiuzhe was a man and should bear all the pain.

But there is no law in the world that says that a man should not give up on himself when he is sad, and there is no law that says that a man must hide all his tears in his stomach.

With such paranoia, there are more and more problems in everything, and as long as you understand men from a different perspective, everyone will be happy.

But there are really very few people who can really understand men, because the vast majority of people always only know how to pay for men in life, and don't know that they also have to pay to get it.

There are many risks in the days ahead, and many of them are actually caused by the wrong choices of the women themselves. Because of their stupidity, there are many uncertainties in love.

It's not enough, Qian Rou has done a good enough job as a woman who has been hurt and riddled with holes, at least she didn't leave Bing Xiuzhe and turn away.

You must know that for the current Bing Xiuzhe, if Qian Rou leaves like this, then his inner defense line will collapse instantly, because his subconscious knows that Qian Rou is his most important person, and if the most important person also abandons himself, he will really feel that there is nothing left in the world to cherish.

The feeling of being loveless also varies from person to person, if this man was extraordinarily strong in life in the past, then he will be extraordinarily vulnerable in such a difficult matter at the moment.

If he is superficially average, then he will be very strong in such moments.

But as far as Qian Rou is concerned, Bing Xiuzhe always lives very strong in front of outsiders, and looks very vulnerable in front of his family.

So this also proves that he belongs to the kind of person who can't stand the blow, if there is something, he will choose to escape, if he can't escape, he will choose to hurt himself, in short, he will not want to face the problem.

In the future, every detail in it will become a fatal injury, if Bing Xiuzhe does not have the courage to face it at all, then it is better to hide in his small world, because instead of increasing the pain again and again, it is better to hide like now.

His father's death was a big blow to him, but if he were to see the uglier side of the world, he would have completely lost faith in his desire for life.

No one can deprive each other of their right to live, even husband and wife can't do that, Qian Rou knows this very well, so she didn't have the idea of accompanying Bing Xiuzhe to die.

It's not that she doesn't love her man, but because she loves her too much, so she has to think more about the person she loves, and think about the future for the person she loves.

The future of the child is the hope of himself and Xiuzhe, no matter who in the couple encounters any problems, it cannot affect the child, this is something that the two of them have discussed a long time ago.

Now, this plan will not change with Bing Xiuzhe becoming such a person, she knows that she is a relatively calm person, but calm does not mean cold-blooded, because in her heart, she hopes that Xiuzhe will be good and not have any pain.

But there are too many variables in life, so many that Qian Rou can't stop it with both hands, so she can only watch Xiu Zhe have an accident.

Hearts hurt, tears fall, and people become.

The question that Qian Rou has always been unable to understand now has an answer at this moment: it takes courage to love someone, but what is more needed is to bear all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

It's not that you're okay, but if you can't make your woman happy, then everything is fake.

There are too many calculations and failures in life, and there are so many that Qian Rou can't cope with them at all.

She had disbanded the Phantom Clan in the hope that they would have a good life, but what was the result? The result was that they attacked the Bing family with Shangguan Yu for selfishness.

If it weren't for the considerable strength of the Bing family, then these so-called victims would have become murderers in the past.

The sad protagonist and the evil protagonist are often in the middle line, if you can't control your own proportions, the final end is to be used by others and become someone else's pawn.

There are many pains in life, among which birth, old age, sickness and death are the most common, for Qian Rou, after facing the death of her brother and the death of her child, she has nothing to fear.

However, seeing Xiuzhe like this now, she will also feel heartache, not because of the show, but because she really can't face the various tests that life has on Bing Xiuzhe.

From the year she met Bing Xiuzhe to the present, Qian Rou has seen Xiuzhe's lonely eyes the most, and those eyes are always full of pain.

No one knows how big a person's heart must be to completely take away the wounds.

Qian Rou's life has become a lot colder because of the loss of her favorite man to laugh with her, but she also knows that many times it is difficult to have both, and the so-called perfect life is just so hypocritical, and in a blink of an eye, people will return to dust.

Looking at the fate of the ice drink, she now knows why her brother was so opposed when she became the leader of the Phantom Clan, he may have predicted that he would be in trouble after becoming such a person, so he had to use everything he had to fight against her as a younger sister.

Now it is in vain to regret that he did not treat his brother better, because his brother is dead, and it is impossible for him to speak his mind to a dead person, and it is impossible for my brother to give him any advice.

For those who so-called know themselves, Qian Rou thinks they are ridiculous: if there are no ten or eight years, who would dare to say that they know a person so pretentiously?

You don't have to say it in your mouth to really understand a person, because everyone can see it.

If you don't have a thorough understanding of a person at all, but you can speak well on your mouth, then there is only one possibility, and that is hypocrisy.

Hypocrites will always think about how to live their lives more deliciously, but they never know how to live tomorrow.

For people who enjoy today's life and run out today, Qian Rou will never have much interest in being friends with them.

Maybe others will think she is indifferent, but if a person doesn't even know the basic rules of survival, then what qualifications do others have to respect, and what qualifications do others have to treat her as a friend?

It is true that there may be such people who enjoy life in the future life, but if there is only enjoyment and no creation, how can life be colorful?

Taking a deep breath, Qian Rou knew that what she needed to do now was to make Xiu Zhe feel that she was on his side, even if this position on his side was wrong, she would do so.

As husband and wife, they naturally have to share weal and woe, not to mention that now Xiu Zhe is just sick?

If you can't put yourself in the shoes of a man when he is sick, then sooner or later he will be discarded.

And the feeling of being discarded is never pleasant, and everyone should understand that. Some people say that happiness is very short-lived, and some people say that happiness is always short-lived, but today Qian Rou has to use her own behavior to prove that those words are wrong, happiness can also be a lifetime, it can be long-lasting.

Every day I feel the wrong words that Bing Xiuzhe said, and every day I feel the confessional words that Bing Xiuzhe said, my heart will actually reflect on it, because husband and wife are never separate individuals, one person is wrong, then the other person cannot do it completely right.

Bending over and squatting beside Bing Xiuzhe, Qian Rou reached out and touched Xiuzhe's face with red eyes: If you are sad, I will accompany you to be sad, and if you are happy, I will be happy with you. In short, I will accompany you as long as you want to choose how long you want to sink, and I will never let you feel lonely.

When she saw Bing Xiuzhe wiping her tears, Qian Rou's heart was filled with warmth: It seems that he still loves me very much, otherwise, he would never have made me gentle.

It's just that she also knows that this kind of gentleness is not real, Bing Xiuzhe is doing it without any consciousness now, he may have thought it was funny, or he may have wondered why he was crying and wanted to comfort himself.

People are so strange, obviously thinking about not crying in their hearts, but the tears can't help but fall.

Everything about Bing Xiuzhe is everything to Qian Rou, and she knows that if she doesn't see him get better in this life, her smile will disappear.

But rather than the smile disappearing, she felt that there were some things that were more important than a smile, such as giving Xiuzhe a sense of security.

Today's Xiu Zhe is like a guinea pig, he often feels danger, every time he sees his threatening eyes, Qian Rou will always be so painful that he can't breathe, and he will always want to find some way to solve this problem.

It's a pity that some things can't be solved by thinking about it, and the residual pain in my heart can't be erased so quickly.

I wanted to sing to Bing Xiuzhe, but I stopped halfway through singing every time, because tears were dripping down one by one, making the song unable to go on normally: Xiuzhe, can you get better? If you can get better, I won't have any more pain in my heart! If you are not good, I will not be happy, at least I will accompany you for the rest of my life to taste the joy and sorrow.

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