“…… Zhou Jin...... Xu Shu's nose was sour, and her voice became hoarse, "I'm going to die, I don't want to drag you down......" She finally told the secret herself.

"Phew! Don't talk nonsense, you won't die......" You won't die so soon, Zhou Jin's eyes darkened, "How can it be a drag?" I don't know how happy I am to marry you, today I went back to the palace in one breath and made a holy decree, I am afraid that I will not be able to make this determination after a little hesitation, and I will not be able to make up my mind to force you......"

"From the time I knew I wouldn't live long, I was determined not to owe anyone anything, and I could leave without worry, but by mistake, the bond between me and you is getting deeper and deeper, every time I want to cut you off, I can't do it in the end, and then I finally borrowed Zhuang Li's mouth to say it, but because of Brother Zheng'er...... My illness is getting worse and worse, but my heart is getting softer and softer, I covet you to give me warmth, but I don't want to disturb your life, I ......"

Xu Shu pinched the corners of her forehead weakly, now that Zhou Jin knew everything, she began to try to reason with Zhou Jin, "Zhou Jin, you see, my body is already like this, I really can't fulfill the duties of being a queen, whether it is managing the harem or giving birth to heirs, I can't do it......"

"Xu Shu!" Zhou Jin flicked Xu Shu's forehead angrily, and he talked to Xu Shu for a long time, but Xu Shu didn't listen to a word! "The decree has been given, and there is no room for turnback! You're honestly waiting to get out of the cabinet! I've said it all, you've said it all, even if you die, you can only die in the name of my wife! ”

Xu Shu sighed, it seems that there is no way to convince Zhou Jin this time, but Zhou Jin told Xu Shu about his plan with great interest, "You can get married in peace, as for the harem chores, there is the Empress Dowager Chun'an to help you share, you don't have to worry, as for the heirs...... The royal heirs have always been very thin, and Yingzong has only had one daughter in his life, the eldest princess of Qinghe, and no one will blame you for whether you have children or not......"

"Also, I don't know how long I can live......" Xu Shu laughed at herself, "I can't live long, can't you make my life easier?" ”

"With me here, you don't have to worry about anything!" Zhou Jin touched Xu Shu's head, "Your illness...... Mr. Qin will definitely have a way......"

Xu Shu shook her head lightly, not having this luxury at all, "When I was a child, the doctor said that I would probably only live to Jiji, at most only twenty years old, and I am eighteen years old this year......

"Don't be afraid, I'm here!" Zhou Jin hugged Xu Shu, "I will do everything I can to let you live!" ”

"What would you do if I died?"

Zhou Jin held Xu Shu's hand tightly, "You won't die!" ”

"Don't do that! You know I'm telling the truth, maybe in a year or two, at most three or five years, and I'll leave you, and you're still young, and in the next few decades, you won't have me in your life, I just want you to get used to living without me a little earlier......"

Thinking that Xu Shu would eventually leave, Zhou Jin's hands couldn't stop trembling, this powerless frustration made his heart clench, no one could fight against death, no matter who he was!

"Ahem......" Xu Shu was hugged too tightly, and couldn't help coughing twice, Zhou Jin immediately became nervous, "Are you okay?" ”

Xu Shu frowned and shook her head, "You hugged it too tightly!" ”

Zhou Jin hurriedly let go of his hand, Xu Shu wanted to say something, but before her mouth opened, Zhou Jin, who guessed Xu Shu thoroughly, had already stopped her, "If you still want to say something that makes me change my mind, just dispel your thoughts, don't even think about it!" ”

Xu Shu really closed her mouth and yawned.

"Are you going to drive me away?" Seeing Xu Shu showing the meaning of drowsiness, Zhou Jin shook his head helplessly, Xu Shu really didn't give up! He knows everything now, Xu Shu still wants to persuade her, her temperament is really awkward to the extreme, in order not to drag him down, she actually chose to live up to him......

"No, it's just ......" Xu Shu suddenly remembered something, "Can you let Mr. Qin and those two imperial chefs go back?" I don't like servants around, I'm not used to ......"

"No way!" Zhou Jin simply refused, "Although it's a little late, you still can't slack off!" From now on, it is always good for your body to start recuperating from both diet and medicinal herbs! ”

No matter how beneficial it is, there is no way to return to heaven! But Zhou Jin is also well-intentioned, he cares more about himself than herself......

"That's it...... Then keep it! Xu Shu thought of the two frightened imperial chefs, and felt a little big, today is really a day of exhaustion......

"You always have to get used to it, being a queen, there will only be more people around you!"

Empress...... Empress......

Xu Shu exhaled faintly, she still remembered that she had promised Gao Zhinan that she would not be the crown princess, she really didn't become the crown princess, she became the queen directly......

"Life in the palace must be lonely......"

"I'm with you!"

"I ......"

"Huh?"

"Nothing ......"

Xu Shu wanted to say something, but finally held back.

"We are about to get married, so we should be honest with each other and have nothing to hide!"

"I ...... Never mind! Go back! I'm going to sleep! Xu Shu suddenly became inexplicably irritable, "Let's go!" ”

Zhou Jin's face was inexplicable, but it was indeed not too early to see the time, so he didn't stay, "Have a good rest!" Tomorrow, the Department of Regulation will work with the people of the Ministry of Rites to measure the body, and also formulate the style and pattern of the auspicious clothes, and the next few days will be more tiring! ”

"Hmmm......"

Xu Shu nodded, looked at the corner of Zhou Jin's clothes in the distance, and felt unhappy, it was really troublesome, before Zhou Jin came, she obviously hated Zhou Jin to death, but after Zhou Jin came, she immediately lost her anger after saying a few soft words...... She actually cared about Zhou Jinna far more than she thought......

Alas, let Zhou Jin go, and let herself go!

Letting go of the knot in her heart for a long time, Xu Shu slept very heavily this night, and was woken up by the maidservant the next morning, "Miss, it's time to get up, the imperial chef has made breakfast, and if you don't eat it, it will be cold!" ”

Xu Shu yawned and already smelled the smell of bird's nest porridge, as well as red bean soup and jujube silk paste...... What a sumptuous!

Xu Shu ate breakfast according to the normal amount of food in a calm state, but fortunately, the two imperial chefs did not send new food, and Xu Shu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

After eating, Yuanyuan came in and said, "Miss, just now there was a little girl sneakily probing her brain at the door, and asked the two imperial chefs where the use of the young lady's yard came from, and I heard the imperial chef say that it was a reward from the palace, and the slave maid saw that the little girl went to the upper room, and it seemed that the old lady sent it......"