Chapter 37 The only person he envied was Su Guo

Many years later, Qin Yao understood: some people are shallow, and some people are ruined. One day, you will meet a person who is like a rainbow, and when you meet this person, you will feel that everyone else is just floating clouds.

This person was met by himself as early as July 11, fifteen years ago.

The first time Qin Yao saw Su Guo, it should be the day before he officially moved to his new home, Fang Li asked him to go to the supermarket next to the community to buy some dish soap. He was picking things on the shelves, and suddenly heard a girl's crisp voice, which seemed to be bargaining with the owner of the supermarket, Qin Yao listened for a long time before he understood, it turned out that this girl came to the supermarket every day to buy cream ice cream, and ate thirty sticks in a month, and the ice cream was also thirty sticks bought by the box.

The girl said, "Boss, what is written on the billboard at your door, buy a box of ice cream and get two free?" Then I ate 30 sticks in a row, which can be regarded as an indirect purchase of a box, right? So you should send me two more! ”

Boss: "You are buying nothing, I will send it when I sell it in the whole box, or I will give you another box if you buy another box?" ”

Qin Yao almost couldn't believe that a girl was so concerned about two sticks of cream ice cream!

The girl argued with the boss for a long time, and finally the boss really gave her two, she said to take one today, and the other one to be stored for tomorrow. The boss was also speechless, looking like he couldn't take her.

Qin Yao felt that she was probably a typical example of what others called "small people in the market".

Qin Yao frowned, a little girl who looked the same age as herself, actually grinded with people for a long time for two ice creams, what a shame!

Qin Yao waited for the "Ice Cream Girl" to leave before taking the things that had been picked up a long time ago to pay.

On the way back, I found myself on the same road as the "Ice Cream Girl"!

The two of them walked into the community one after the other, of course, the girl didn't know that Qin Yao was following her, although Qin Yao felt that she just happened to be on the same road with her, but she felt weak for no reason, and she didn't dare to walk up to her.

Fortunately, she finally stopped at the public garden of the community, not knowing what to rummage through the flowers, and calling "Mimi Mimi" in her mouth.

After a while, a few civet cats came out of the flowers, which should be stray cats in the community. There are large and small, yellow, black, and there are several of them.

The cats seemed to recognize her, swirling around her legs and meowing.

I saw her take out a piece of bread from her pocket, tear it open the package, pinch it little by little, and feed it to these stray cats, Qin Yao knew that that brand of bread was not cheap, and even Fang Li was reluctant to buy it often.

Just now, I looked like a "small person in the market", and I grinded for a long time for two ice creams, and now I didn't hesitate to feed the cat with such expensive bread!

Qin Yao felt that some people were just quite strange, at least most people couldn't understand this kind of person's way of thinking, and didn't understand where her "point" was.

What is important to them, and what is puffiness.

So this strange girl planted a seed called "curiosity" in his heart.

At that time, Qin Yao didn't know that this seed would sprout little by little in his heart, and after more than ten years, it would gradually grow into a towering tree that filled his entire heart. The branches are lush and fruitful, and they have taken root deep in his heart, and those roots are so intertwined that even with all your strength you can't uproot them.

The next day, he officially moved to a new home, and when he was tidying up the busiest time, he ignored Fang Li's gimmicks and took the book downstairs, and then sat by the flower bed under the big apricot tree, and opened the book only to find that he had mistakenly taken Fang Li's "100 Points of Nursing".

Even he didn't understand the point of doing so, he just guessed that she might have passed by at that time, since her cream cream was still in the supermarket.

When out of the corner of his eye, he saw her walking towards him, his heart beat so fast that it felt like it was about to jump out of his chest!

The sunset that day casts a dizzy yellow-dappled orange under the apricot trees. No matter how long it was, Qin Yao could still clearly recall the girl who was sipping cream ice cream and looking at him sideways.

She is not pretty, but she has a pair of big black and clear eyes, free of impurities, and crystal clear.

Qin Yao felt that if he stood in front of her at this moment, he would definitely be able to see a different version of himself from these eyes, which were also so clean and clear. It was as if all the darkness and pain could disappear in these eyes.

Later, Qin Yao knew that this girl's name was Su Guo, and she was the same age as himself, so she lived upstairs in his house. And she, like herself, is also a child of a single-parent family.

Qin Yao and Fang Li went to her house for the first time with gifts, and when they entered the door, they saw her sitting on the carpet at home, eating noodles while watching TV. Wearing a fat tracksuit that obviously didn't fit, the kind of navy uniform with blue and white stripes, and fluffy stray hair.

But even with such an "unsightly" image, she can still show such an innocent smile at herself.

At that time, Qin Yao felt inexplicably nervous, so nervous that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, and this nervous reaction was to make his expression stiff and indifferent. He felt that Su Guo's first impression of himself must be that he was an "arrogant" and "arrogant" person.

And he, from then on, seemed to have been poisoned by "arrogance and arrogance", although it was not his original intention, but for a long time, when facing her, he always treated her with this non-natural face.

Maybe it's the ignorance of adolescence, or maybe it's the rebellious psychology of teenagers who don't care when facing a person who is "a little special" to themselves.

Looking back on those years, maybe it really broke her heart.

Although Qin Yao is very smart and is a scholar with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physical fitness, aesthetics, and labor, he can win the championship of all science competitions in the district and city. He can play the piano, swim, calligraphy, and play, and many times there are many things that he doesn't want to do, not that he can't.

But in his heart, the only person he envied was Su Guo.

Qin Yao remembered asking Fang Li once why she liked Su Guo so much, and Fang Li told her: Because this child is very good, very kind, and very true.

Fang Li said: Yaoyao, you know, most people in this world are like wearing masks, never showing their sincerity, they lie and deceive, deceive others, and deceive themselves. Only people like Su Guo are sincere, so we have to cherish such people!

A laugh or cry can not avoid others, do whatever you want; For the sake of his ideals, he can face difficulties, not afraid of hardship or tiredness, and not afraid of bloodshed and sacrifice, even if the end is to hit the south wall headlong, hit his head and bleed, and suffer a body injury.

He admired Su Guo's bravery and fearlessness, but he was also afraid of such a real person, because standing by her side, he seemed even more cowardly and incompetent, even shameless. In the face of difficulties and tribulations, he will only blindly retreat, hide in dark corners, curl himself up in a ball, and tremble.

Over time, this fear turned into disgust. I hate that she can live in the sun and live freely.

Live ...... Like yourself......