"Hey-don't move, don't rush to get up, you're hypoglycemic!" Xu Guangbai went to pour water as he spoke, Xiang Fei propped himself up and rubbed his head and said, "It's you... That one... Brought me over in the cloister? "Belt? Look at you so thin and heavy! High density? Hehe! Here you are - water," Xu Guangbai said with a smile. Xiang Fei took the water, his eyes were wandering and he didn't know where to put it, and suddenly saw Director Xu, he was writing something in the notebook, then looked at the box and shook his head, and closed the box again.

Xiang Fei suddenly took a deep breath, glanced at Xu Guangbai viciously, got up and walked towards Director Xu, she looked at Director Xu with strange eyes, clenched her fists tightly, thought for a little and said solemnly: "Director Xu, from the first day I came to report to you, I took you as my most respected and most worthy example to learn, you once told me: A person must have at least one dream in his life, and have a reason to persevere. And what a person should insist on most is his own personality and dignity, and now... You tell me... What is it? Xiang Fei choked up and pointed to the box, "I said, isn't your imagination too rich?" I've watched too many TV series! Xu Guangbai walked over and said helplessly.

Director Xu clasped his hands in front of his chest, frowned with a tense expression, seemed to hold his breath, and after listening to Xiang Fei's words, the whole person seemed to have been unlocked, and laughed, he pointed to the box and said, "What do you think this is?" Bribe? Trade? Hahaha! Xiang Fei was still acting in a righteous manner just now, but he was confused by Mr. Xu's smile, and he blinked his eyes and didn't know what to say! Xu Guangbai opened the box unhurriedly, Xiang Fei stared intently, and the moment he opened it, he was imprinted with neat stacks of envelopes and letterheads!

"Huh? I thought..., but what are these? Xiang Fei said with some shame in surprise. See for yourself! Dare to turn me with your eyes! Xu Guangbai pouted and said, Xiang Fei slowly approached the table, picked up a letter, opened the envelope, and there was a photo inside, it was a beautiful lady with an extraordinary bearing, and the back read: Xu Manqing Female 48-year-old breast cancer has passed away What she wished before her death: Please let me leave with dignity, please do not carry out any rescue measures, that is a kind of fold! Just let me watch the sunset by the sea and go to heaven safely!

Suddenly, the air seemed to condense...... Xiang Fei opened another letterhead: Yang Suwen 8-year-old leukemia treatment is a beautiful painting on the back, painting a family of three happily walking on the beach, with a photo posted in the middle, a little girl with a bright smile, and the following is written: I want to leave footprints in many places, so that when I leave, my parents will be able to follow the footprints to find me!

Xiang Fei's eyes suddenly turned red and tears dripped down her cheeks on the letterhead, she slowly folded the letterhead and put it back in the box, she didn't have the courage to look at the rest of the letterhead, because it was a box full of bucket lists! It contains too many regrets, too heavy entrustment, too pure and beautiful wishes! …… Xiang Fei silently looked at these bucket lists, and a passionate wave set off in his heart: human life is sometimes tenacious like a thousand-year-old orchid, sometimes fragile like an ant under an elephant's feet, where do thousands of lives in this world come from and where will they go? Is it just a hundred ends, or will there be an afterlife? Can the Mahayana Buddhism retrieved by Tang Sanzang really transcend the dead to heaven? If it really can, then any ending beyond that isn't pleasant enough......

"Manqing, she is my sister, when she was hospitalized in Minghua Hospital that year, she wrote such a short sentence, and I thought about it for a night and agreed to her. Later, I went to talk to the dean, and he not only respected our decision, but also found the performance record of my sister in the art troupe a few days before I was discharged from the hospital. Dean Zhu and I met late, and the hospice care he proposed was unforgettable! Director Xu said while smoking a cigarette while looking at the photo of Manqing. I'm sorry, Director Xu, just now I was... I misunderstood you——, that... Dean Zhu also asked me to help him get something, I have to go back and find it! Xiang Fei lowered his head and finished speaking, and was ready to go back to the dormitory.

"That's... Were anyone injured in the hospital at the time of the earthquake? How can there be blood stains on your dress? Are you going back to the dorm? A lot of students are sleeping on the playground! Xu Guangbai said as he followed, "I was knocked down, the ground was covered with glass, and my hands and knees were scratched!" , the blood sticks to the skirt" Xiang Fei said as he walked, Xu Guangbai suddenly stopped and looked at Xiang Fei and said: "I heard that there is a liar in front of every fool, look at the injuries on your hands, and your knees are good when I came back with you just now!" Xiang Fei subconsciously looked at his knees and then at his hands, swallowed his saliva, was speechless, and said as if he remembered something: "By the way, if it's not oleander, it must be that pine nut, if the folded ear cat was cured because of eating pine nuts, then I also ate that pine nut, so I ...... Yes! I saw Xiang Fei's pupils dilated, and his mouth opened in surprise.

Then he said to Xu Guangbai while trotting: "Thank you for your chocolate!" After Xiang Fei returned to the dormitory, sure enough, everyone was not there, she took out all the pine nuts from the drawer and put them in her bag, then changed her clothes, hugged a yoga mat and went to Suiyuan.

In this silent night, some people are restless, some people are restless, some people are restless, some people are looking up at the future, and Xiang Fei is looking up at the starry sky, in her eyes, this is a dictionary without page numbers, you don't know who it is annotating for, and you don't know whose question it is answering with its twinkling eyes......