My mother used to tell me to be bold when I met someone who made me feel excited.

Tonight, I braved the wind and rain and secretly left Baifu behind my father's back.

With my package and umbrella in hand, I walked quickly towards the place where I had agreed with him.

"Ah Xian." A female voice with a hint of surprise suddenly interrupted my progress.

I looked up slowly, and through the haze of the rain, I could see her in a corset and holding a whip.

She was drenched in the rain, staring at me intensely.

"Sister Saiko." I froze and looked at the person in front of me.

Thousands of situations flashed in his mind, could it be that he was Sister Xizi's person who was about to marry or Sister Xizi's sweetheart.

"Ah Xian, it's raining heavily. Let's go back! ”

Wei Xizi stared at the girl in front of her and felt a lot of reluctance, but what could she do.

She was a woman, and she was her sister.

I looked at Wei Xizi infatuatedly, my lips moved slightly, but I choked down what I wanted to say.

"Yes, Xian'er will go back." I turned slowly, my steps like a jack of stone.

Step by step, step by step, slowly.

Wei Xizi looked at me and turned around for a moment, and tears immediately flowed down his eyes.

Tears and rain mixed on her cheeks, and she had already become one.

"Xian'er."

Although the words with a thousand feelings came out softly, I still heard them.

Umbrellas fall, rain splashes.

I suddenly looked back at Wei Xizi: "It's you, it's you, isn't it." ”

I shouted angrily that I had fallen in love with a woman.

Why, she is a woman.

Why, she's not a man.

Why, I came out without figuring it out.

She's a woman, and she's my sister.

I looked up to the sky and laughed as if I had been possessed by a demon.

Seeing this, Wei Xizi immediately ran over and threw away the whip in his hand: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, it's me who is not good." ”

Listening to her crying, I felt like my heart was about to break.

That night, she and I hugged and cried for half the night.

It was slightly bright, and we decided to separate from each other and never see each other.

"I'm sorry, Ah Xian." Wei Xizi gently plucked my messy hair with his fingers.

At this point, I'm actually not angry, maybe I used my emotions in the wrong place in the first place, which caused this situation.

"Sister Xizi doesn't need to be like this, we will be gone in the past."

I opened her hand with my hand, stood up trembling slightly, and walked towards home step by step with the soaked package.

But there has always been a voice in my heart telling me that I can't go, I can't go.

I suddenly turned around and said to Wei Xizi with the package: "Aren't you going to get married?" Today I will send you back to the frontier to see you married. ”

The moment Wei Xizi saw me turn around, the gloom in his eyes immediately lit up.

But when he heard what I said, he faded again: "Okay, Ah Xianru likes Xizi Ding." ”

I don't know why, but I feel like my nose is sour, and tears always want to go up.

Later, it took us half a year to return to the frontier.

Actually, if we ride a fast horse, it only takes a month, but for some reason I get sick so many times along the way.

Later, I saw Wei Xizi marry a frontier soldier.

I don't know when I'll return to Kyoto.

Time passed slowly, and my father promised me to Jiang Yi, the city lord of Cloud City.

Time can dilute many things.

As Jiang Yi became more and more fond of me, I also slowly put the previous things into my heart.

But one day, she appeared in Cloud City and gave me a baby.

I hope I can raise her as an adult, and don't let anyone else know about it.

Other than that, she didn't say anything more.

And that child is Grandma, and for fear of being doubted by others.

My child Xiu'er was fostered next to Jiang Yi's concubine.

It wasn't until Ah Yan and Xiu'er were five years old that my husband told me that after the death of the first queen, the new queen was called Wei Xizi.

Bai Yiyu slowly opened her eyes, and at this time she finally understood why Jiang Yan, the daughter of a little city lord, was killed.

In her previous life, Xiu'er was favored by the Queen Mother, and she has always supported her to become the favorite concubine of King Nie.

It turns out that behind all this, there is an unspeakable secret.

"Aunt Yun, please come in and dress up for me."

The eldest sister is gone.

She had to endure the pain no matter what, and put a stick of incense on the eldest sister.

Yun Die, who had been standing outside the door, heard the sound in the house and immediately broke into the door and helped Bai Yiyu up.

Bai Yiyu, who was sitting in front of the bronze mirror, said to Yun Die: "Simple dressing, no need for any hairpins. ”

"Yes." Yun Die gently combed the white jade.

At this time, Jiang Yan, who was dressed in plain clothes, walked in with a bowl of medicinal soup with red eyes: "Auntie, why did you get out of bed if your injury is not healed?" ”

When she passed the door, she saw Bai Yiyu sitting in front of the bronze mirror and combing herself, and Jiang Yan couldn't help but raise her voice.

"It's okay, Auntie, you can put Ah Yao in the tomb." For Wu Yao, the eldest sister also told all the reasons in the letter.

Someone else died of affection, and we should have a grave for her.

"Daddy has done it."

Jiang Yan put down the decoction in her hand, turned to look at Bai Yiyu's face in the bronze mirror and replied.

"Auntie, you have to remember that she died for you, so you have to put a pillar of incense on her every Qingming."

"Grandma should remember that the grace of dripping water is reciprocated, not to mention that she gives you the grace of sacrificing her life."

Jiang Yan listened to Bai Yiyu's words, and wept with tears: "What my aunt taught me is that Ah Yao will never forget Ah Yao's sacrifice of her life. ”

"Every year, Grandma Qingming will definitely go."

Listening to Jiang Yan's answer, Bai Yiyu nodded.

The eldest sister is gone, and now she will take care of these two children.

I don't ask them how rich and glorious they are, but I just want them to be of decent character, so it's good.

Jiang Xiu, who had just walked outside the door of the white jade house, looked at Jiang Yan, who was crying in the house, thinking that she was sad again because of the departure of her mother-in-law.

stepped forward to comfort him: "Don't cry, my mother doesn't want to see you cry." ”

The groomed white jade was supported by Yun Die, and looked at Jiang Xiu quietly.

The kid wasn't sad at all.

Eldest sister, alas!

Forget it, even the eldest sister and brother-in-law are unwilling to tell her the truth.

Bai Yiyu naturally won't tell her the truth, in fact, sometimes living in a lie may not be a blessing.

Because behind most truths lies a heartbreaking pain.

"Aunt Yun, let's go." Bai Yiyu, who was silent for a while, said to Yun Die.

Yun Die slowly helped her and walked towards Bai Shuxian's mourning hall step by step.

The white that enters the eye, the heart of the white jade that stings deeply.

With every step, her body trembled more and more, but fortunately, Yun Die supported her to death.

Looking at the smoke on the fragrance, Bai Yiyu was late.

He took the incense from the maid's hand with both hands, lit it slowly, bowed three times, and slowly inserted it into the incense cup.

Eldest sister, Ayu is leaving.