Chapter 286: The Abandonment of the Cat Effect
It was she who was careless, and obviously promised Ye Qingming to keep it secret, and promised Ye Qingming to wait for Song Yao to tell her about his illness and tell her about her pain in person.
But on the night of Song Yao's birthday, when she heard him say those words, she still couldn't hold back.
"I've also contacted Dr. Ye recently, but he didn't talk about anything other than asking me to be gentle and accommodating to you."
Song Yao kept silent and listened to Chen Yue's gentle explanation.
"I know, you told him something. You don't want me to know what you're going through, you don't want you to look vulnerable to me, you don't want me to feel sorry for you. ”
"I understand, really."
"So if you don't say it, if you don't let him say it, I won't ask. I can wait, wait for the day you open up to me, wait for the day you really want to say it. ”
"Or if you really can't speak, and you feel uncomfortable in your heart, then you will quietly hint at me through a certain action, a certain look, or a certain thing."
"They all say I'm thoughtful, so don't be afraid I won't be able to see it...... Really, I can, please trust me one more time anyway, I'll be with you all right. ”
Song Yao never thought that Chen Yue would suddenly say these words to Li Yaoyao after he left.
Originally, he thought that Chen Yue would ask him, and in those five minutes, what Li Yaoyao said to him, he had already prepared the wording.
But now, her words made him not know how to deal with himself, and his whole heart was teased by her.
"Girl." Song Yao's peach blossom eyes stared directly at Chen Yue's face, but he didn't speak again.
It wasn't until he stared at Chen Yue embarrassedly that he hooked his lips and chuckled, resisted the urge to hug her into his arms, and simply reached out and rubbed her hair.
"There are some things that aren't what you think, and I'm not that good as a person. What I don't want you to see is not necessarily my vulnerable side, there are many things that you may not like to see and don't want to know. ”
"I don't just want you to feel sorry for me, many times, I want you to feel sorry for me and care about me. But you know, I'm a person who wants people to be nice to me, and I don't want people to be nice to me. So, a lot of things are not what you think. ”
"I may not be the heinous person in the eyes of some people, but I am definitely not the selfless person in your eyes."
Especially when it comes to loving you, I can be so selfish that I have no friends. Especially when it comes to loving you, I have no rules, I have lost all my bearings, and I am paranoid.
Song Yao said this, she didn't understand.
She is not a psychology student, let alone a psychiatrist, but there is a saying that a long-term illness becomes a doctor, and she belongs to this category.
However, in the end, she has different experiences and different personalities, and she naturally can't make judgments about Song Yao's condition.
"Well, okay, I don't care what kind of person you are, anyway, you are my boyfriend, and you are all my person~" Chen Yue smirked at him on her back, and at the same time her little hand clenched tighter.
Song Yao saw her smiling stupidly, and felt a little distressed in his heart for some reason, and unconsciously moved his gaze in other directions, suddenly remembered something, and asked, "Do you know the abandonment cat effect?" ”
Chen Yue was stunned when she heard this, and in the face of Song Yao's sudden question, she was puzzled in her heart, but after thinking about it, she still responded honestly: "I know a little bit." ”
Song Yao heard this and said: "I've always been scared, I left you alone at that time, you will become like that, like an abandoned cat." In the future, you will become cautious, well-behaved and sensible...... It's heart-wrenching. ”
Song Yao's voice was faint, without any ups and downs.
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