Chapter 84: Keep Your Grief to Yourself
Jiaxin refused Shao Cong's request without thinking about it.
Shao Cong said: "I still have more than ten days to start school, take this opportunity, I will go with you, I am more familiar with Kyoto than you, my uncle and grandparents are also over there, with me, it is not a problem to ensure that your food, drink, housing and transportation are not a problem!" ”
Jiaxin still disagreed: "Shao Cong, it can't be like this, I can't point to you everything, then when we are in different places in the future, if I have something, what will you do?" You won't be separated, I always have to solve it myself, besides, you should take advantage of this holiday to stay at home with your parents, if you want to accompany you in the future, I'm afraid you won't have time! ”
Shao Cong knew that as long as Jiaxin decided something, it would be difficult for him to change it! He was worried that Jiaxin would also go to Kyoto alone, without relatives and for no reason!
But since Jiaxin is so insistent, he can only reluctantly compromise temporarily!
A few days later, Jia Xin embarked on a journey to Kyoto!
The day before leaving, just in time for Jiaxin's birthday, Jiaxin personally cooked and invited the store to eat at home! Because everything about the store has been negotiated before, and the relevant contracts have been signed, everyone will not talk about work at this party, but to see off Jiaxin!
Since it was a birthday, everyone prepared gifts.
At the dinner table, Mu Chunhua unexpectedly shed tears, she said that she originally planned to let Jia Xin stay by her side for a few more days, but she didn't expect to leave so soon!
Jiaxin looked at Mu Chunhua crying a handful of snot and tears, and she was also a little moved, she said: "Mom, I haven't told you, I'm afraid of you, I'll go to school, and I'll come back, whose child is admitted to college, and the mother is still crying, hurry up, wipe your tears!" ”
Hearing Jiaxin say this, Mu Chunhua actually burst into tears and laughed: "You kid, obviously you concealed me first, why is it my fault now!" ”
Song Qingqing is actually in the same state of mind as Mu Chunhua, she deliberately sat next to Jiaxin, and when she saw Mu Chunhua shed tears, her eyes were also sour, at this time she smiled bitterly, reached out under the table to pull Jiaxin's hand, and told her: "Call back when you settle down there, let us rest assured, get along with our classmates, and come back often when we have time, isn't there a holiday or something." ”
Jiaxin also held Song Qingqing's hand tightly, and it was difficult to control herself: "I know the master, don't worry about me, but you have to pay attention to your body, your varicose veins are getting worse and worse, don't always stand, isn't there someone in the store again, you just need to be a good master safely!" Saying that, Jia Xin said to Jin Lian and Xu Xiaochen: "Senior sister, Master Jin Lian will please give it to the two of you, and you can share more in everything!" ”
Xu Xiaochen and Jin Lian were also teary-eyed, and the two of them nodded frequently.
It was a good birthday party, but the atmosphere was low and the mood was low! Seeing this, Jia Xin quickly changed the topic and said to everyone: "Hurry up and eat, senior sister has to reconcile after eating, this is the point!" ”
The atmosphere eased and everyone started talking and laughing!
After eating, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, Xu Xiaochen cashed the account, and after everyone had no objections, Xu Xiaochen said that he would go to the bank to pay his salary the next day!
After a few more words, several people took their leave! After sending them away, Jiaxin returned home, and when she entered the house, she found Mu Chunhua crying.
Jia Xin sat beside her, put her hands around her shoulders, and gently rested her head on her shoulder: "Mom, in fact, I didn't have any nostalgia for home before, I didn't have any feelings for my father, in fact, at that time, I also had a lot of complaints about you!" ”
At the time when Jiaxin was talking about, it was the previous life, although her marriage with Wei Kang was all decided by her father and grandmother, but her mother never said a word for her, just like the day she was reborn, she even persuaded Jiaxin to accept the reality!
"But you and Jiacheng are the only people in this family who give me warmth, so now I want to leave, and I am most reluctant to you!" Tears slipped from the corners of Jia Xin's eyes: "So I want to arrange your lives properly and then go to school, but then I know that I have arranged for a year, but I can't arrange a lifetime!" So when I'm away, you and Jiacheng should be more thoughtful about everything, and don't associate with everyone! I have deposited money in your bank, for emergency use, usual living expenses and so on, and the proceeds from the store are enough to spend! ”
Jia Xin said sentence after sentence, always feeling that there was something that could not be told!
"Jiacheng's learning and growth, you have to spend a lot of energy, I will come back during the winter and summer vacations, the most important thing, if my dad comes to you and asks you for money or something, you must not give it to him, let him spit lotus, you can't shake it, there is an old lady behind him who gives advice, and there is no one around you! You can't be fooled, you know? ”
Mu Chunhua's tears fell one by one, she and Jiaxin Jiacheng have been dependent on each other for half a year, she has already realized that Jiaxin is not easy, and now she wants to go to a bigger city, she still misses this home! She's still a child, but she's going to have to take on so much!
"Mom wrote it down!" Mu Chunhua quietly wiped away his tears, sniffed, changed his smile and said: "Don't worry, mom won't be fooled again, you can go to college with peace of mind, if you have a chance in the future, let your dad regret going, you can rest assured, mom will guard it for you!" ”
Jia Xin nodded heavily.
It was already more than ten o'clock, and the mother and daughter chatted for a while, and Mu Chunhua told Jiaxin to go to bed early, because she had to get up early in the car the next morning!
As soon as Jiaxin entered the room, the phone rang.
When she called at this time, Jia Xin had basically guessed who it was!
So I went back outside to answer the phone!
As soon as they connected, they said, "I'm at the door, you come out!" ”
Jiaxin put down the phone, said to Mu Chunhua, and went out!
Jiaxin saw Shao Cong at the mouth of the alley, he was a little lonely leaning against the wall, the street lamp pulled his figure long, he put his hands behind his back, and then watched Jiaxin walk towards him step by step!
"Didn't we just meet yesterday?" Jiaxin looked at Shao Cong and asked, "It's so late, why did you come here again!" ”
Shao Cong stood up and pulled Jiaxin's hand directly, and then the other hand behind his back quickly put something in Jiaxin's hand!
"Here's to you, happy birthday!"
Jiaxin looked down and saw that it was Shao Cong's mobile phone that was not commonly used.
Without waiting for Jiaxin to ask, Shao Cong said again: "Your birthday, you don't let me buy you any gifts, but I think it's inappropriate, think about it, it doesn't seem to make sense to give anything, this phone call was bought to me by my father on my birthday last year, because there were some contradictions with him at that time, I basically don't use it, and now I give it to you!" In the future, no matter when and where I call you, no matter what you are doing, you must pick it up as soon as possible, and don't let me worry about it, okay? ”
"This..."Jia Xin saw Shao Cong with a serious face, and didn't know how to refuse such a valuable gift from him.
"Shao Cong, I can't ask for it, this thing is too valuable!" Jia Xin touched the necklace around her neck: "It's not like this thing, this mobile phone, it's something that money can't buy, how can you give it to me casually!" It's just a birthday. ”
"Yes, it's just a birthday, but it's your birthday!" Shao Cong was unmoved: "Jiaxin, don't refuse anything I send you, whatever I send is willing, if I can, I can give myself to you!" ”
Jia Xin looked at the mobile phone in her hand and said, "Shao Cong, we are only temporarily separated, it's not like we won't see each other for the rest of our lives, don't be like this!" ”
Shao Cong suddenly turned around, he had been forcing himself not to be too emotional.
Especially after knowing that Jia Xin was going to Kyoto tomorrow, he even stayed in his room all day and refused to go out, even if he knew that today was Jia Xin's birthday, he didn't call to say happy birthday! He was afraid that he would lose control, and he would really follow Jiaxin to Kyoto regardless of it, and he finally calmed down for a day, so he had the courage to come out and meet Jiaxin at night!
But when Jiaxin said this, he really couldn't suppress it anymore.
"I won't send you tomorrow. Stay safe on your way! ”
Listening to Shao Cong's somewhat choked voice, Jiaxin felt uncomfortable!
Jiaxin feels that she belongs to the kind of girl who can't fall in love, and she can do very little for Shao Cong, but how can she make Shao Cong be so good to her?
"Shao Cong..."Jia Xin felt that her throat was a little blocked, and after a long time, she said: "Thank you, I will accept the call, I promise, as long as you call me, no matter what I am doing, I will answer it as soon as possible, and I will not let you worry, not only that, I will also write to you every week, tell you the most numb words, every letter will say that I miss you, I will also keep my distance from the boys around me, give you enough security, I will take care of myself, I will go to see you on vacation, I will..."
Jiaxin cried, she couldn't say a word, her mind was all about her past with Shao Cong, frame by frame, like a movie......
I knew it was so stumbling, how could I not know each other at the beginning!
Shao Cong turned around, hugged Jiaxin tightly in his arms, and made Jiaxin cry, he didn't dare to show too sadness!
So he pretended to be relaxed and said, "That word is a certainty!" ”
Jia Xin nodded desperately!
Shao Cong was wiped with tears by Jiaxin, he had never seen Jiaxin crying like this, although he didn't make a sound, but the tears were like beads with broken threads, and he couldn't stop it!
"Alright, let's go back!" Shao Cong urged Jiaxin: "It's windy, don't catch a cold!" ”
Jiaxin nodded again, she also hoped that the two of them would not be so tired and crooked anymore, but when she turned around and walked a few steps, she cried more fiercely than just now!
Shao Cong sang the song again behind her:
"Can you let me accompany you, since you said, I can't keep you, the road ahead is a little dark, I think it's because I'm not gentle enough to share, your sorrows, if so, if you can't say it, put regrets in your heart, keep my sorrows, keep your sorrows, keep yourself, your beauty, let you take away, from now on, I have no reason to be happy......"