The professor was in great pain, buried his head, and hammered his head.

He said, it's all his fault, if he can swim? Or if he had helped in time, they wouldn't have left him.

The professor's words were intermittent and weeping.

He said that day, when he finally found a branch nearby and turned back, trying to save the mother and daughter.

At that time, there was no trace of the mother and daughter in the waterhole, and the water was rippling slightly, as if nothing had happened.

In fact, he said, he has always had a special fear of water, and it all stemmed from an experience he had as a child.

One summer when I was a child, I once went to play with my friends by the river not far from home.

In the meantime, the friends played a prank, lifted him up, and threw him directly into the river.

That time, he thought his life was coming to an end, and a boundless fear enveloped him in the water.

I couldn't breathe, I felt suffocating, and I didn't know how much water I was drinking.

At that moment, it was as if he had left his body out of his body, passing through a deep tunnel and entering another unknown dimension or dimension.

Fortunately, his life did not end that summer, and he was pulled up by his friends.

He lay on the grass by the creek and vomited, his intestines almost vomiting out.

Since then, the water has left a permanent shadow on his heart.

That day, he trembled and moved to the top of the bluestone, desperately shouting Xiaoxing's name, and stretched the branch into the water, hoping that they could grab this life-saving branch and climb up.

However, there was nothing, only the echo of him kneeling on the bluestone and shouting desperately.

When the nearby villagers and the town's police arrived at the edge of the waterhole, it was already noon.

He knew that the two of them had lost their lives and would never return to him.

He lay on the grass by the waterhole, silent, tears streaming down his cheeks.

Ah Niu, who has the best water nature in the village, went down to the pond to explore countless times, but did not find the bodies of Xiaoxing and her mother.

An elderly man in the village said that the waterhole leads to an underground river and is bottomless.

When he was a child, the buffalo at home originally wanted to go down to play in the water, but he didn't want the water to be played, so he fell directly into the waterhole and disappeared without making a splash.

And he said that if this man falls, he will never see the light of day.

The professor was not reconciled, it was just a trip, and the two important people in his life left his side.

He didn't believe it was true.

For the next month, he spent a whole month in the grass at the edge of the deep pool.

He didn't want them to lie under the cold water, he wanted to take them home.

However, the water was always calm, and the sun rose day by day, and two beautiful rainbows were still reflected on the waterfall.

His beautiful wife and lovely daughter Xiaoxing never came up.

I never even came back to my dreams.

He was a physicist who believed that when people die, they go to another dimension, a high-dimensional space, or quantum space.

There were several times when he wanted to plunge headlong into the waterhole to find them, hoping that the three of them would be reunited in another world.

However, he didn't have the courage after all, and he wasn't sure that he would be able to see them in the other world when he went.

When he said this, he beat his chest and said that he was not worthy of being a man, a complete coward.

Luo Ya was silent for a long time, and felt that he should comfort him a few words, a man who had lost his loved ones and couldn't get out.

Even though she knew it might not be of half a dime.

"Professor Ouyang, people live in the world, and they will inevitably die. They're just a little ahead of you, and it's a relief for them. And we who are alive have to live well, don't we? ”

The professor did not respond to Loya's remarks.

"Qingming Festival is coming, and I decided to go to that place to see them again. Maybe they've been waiting for me in that place. ”

In fact, the professor didn't really tell the story for a long time, and the mood was very low at the end.

Loya watched him pinch the empty coffee cup as if he was about to pinch it out of water, and beckoned the waiter.

"Give this gentleman another cup of coffee."

The professor waved his hand: "No, I should go, thank you Miss Luo for listening to my nagging." ”

He stood up and walked out the door, and a ray of sunlight reflected through the glass curtain window, hitting his back like an autumnal gloom.

There are many accidents in life, but this accident is too heavy for this professor.

………………

The Qingming Festival came quickly, and City B felt like early summer.

A train bound for a city in the north left the city and soon entered the green mountains and green waters.

The green train, the No. 9 car is a soft sleeper car, and in the private room in the middle position, Chu Xixi's hearty laughter comes out from time to time.

With her, there is joy everywhere.

One day before the festival, Luo Ya stumbled upon an email from Professor Ouyang in his mailbox.

The content of the email was simple, saying that he did not have the courage to return to that place alone, and that he could not go with him if it was convenient for Loya.

At first, Loya was very hesitant.

That day, Chu Xixi happened to be idle and ran to Luo Ya's house to rub instant noodles.

Luo Ya took her to a Hangzhou xiaolongbao shop at the entrance of the community to eat a wonton, Chu Xixi was full of praise for this wonton, saying that she ate the taste of Longchaoshou in her hometown C city.

When Chu Xixi was full of interest and Luo Ya discussed where the point of convergence between this wonton and the dragon copyist was, Luo Ya casually said something about Professor Ouyang Yi.

Chu Xixi immediately became interested, saying that she was not interested in even if the Manchu and Han seats were in front of her at the moment.

On this day, Chu Xixi's 360-degree persuasion function was launched, and Luo Ya finally succumbed to her Chu Xixi-style nonsensical nagging, and decided to go to Peacock Mountain with that Professor Ouyang on Qingming Festival.

Of course, the main reason is because of the company of the woman Chu Xixi during the trip.

As for Chu Xixi, who has always forgotten his friends, why did he entangle Luo Ya and not let go on this Qingming Festival? The reason is that Xiao C is going back to his hometown to worship his ancestors on the Qingming Festival, and Chu Xixi's identity is not suitable for appearing in that solemn occasion.

And in order to not be so idle and panicked this holiday, she naturally has to find something to do.

First, she felt that she had absorbed too much filth in the city for so many years, and she really wanted to absorb a little aura of nature to purify her soul.

On the other hand, she suddenly became interested in Professor Ouyang, saying that she had admired that kind of highly educated person since she was a child, and wanted to explore how their brain structure was different from ordinary people.

Could it really be that there are two more brain flowers than ordinary people?

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