Su Guo was surprised when she suddenly heard a sharp and piercing sound piercing the chilly deep winter night, and then a loud rumbling bang exploded above her head in the next second.

Brilliant sparks are in full swing in the sky and explode in the dark night sky!

Christmas songs sounded on the radio station in the car, and Su Guo heard the duet on the other side from the earpiece in his ear.

The Christmas fireworks show at midnight on Christmas Eve caused several main roads in the center of S to be stuck in a jam for half an hour, but the traffic jam was not congested, and many drivers lowered their windows and poked their heads out to enjoy this sudden splendid feast.

Su Guo has never been a romantic person in his bones, and the only romance that he can get along with himself in the past is none other than Qin Yao.

Qin Yao's eyes unconsciously showed a chuckle and helplessness when she was entangled by herself, the back of Qin Yao's hand that inadvertently rubbed each other with her when she walked beside her, Qin Yao's slender fingers when he took the pen and redrew a cross on the math paper in front of her, and Qin Yao held her in his arms, his chin was just against her head, and his snort blew on the hot wind above her head...... Her little bit of romantic extravagance was all desperate on this man named Qin Yao. And this throw was too heavy and long-lasting, and now it is a bit difficult to recover.

Su Guo has actually done a good job, no matter how he treats Li Shuwen or Qin Yao. She did not abandon Li Shuwen because of Qin Yao's sudden "backlash", and she also forgave him for his past very sensibly, and she was so open-minded that she sometimes felt incredible when she thought about it; As for Qin Yao, she neither broke off her righteousness after a knife or two cuts, nor did she lose herself in his deliberate approach. She's been trying to keep her balance, albeit hard.

But now the sudden Christmas fireworks feast made her hand holding the phone tight and hot, subconsciously she knew that she should hang up the phone in time and throw the phone away, but deep down there was an extremely stubborn consciousness that she couldn't throw away no matter what.

Su Guo was a little sad, was she the one who couldn't throw away her phone or was it the person who had the phone......

The phone call between the two did not end until the end of the fireworks show, although neither spoke again during this period. It wasn't until Su Guo's left hand was almost numb that he remembered to hang up the phone.

"The car in front seems to be moving, I ...... it"

"Yes...... Do you want to connect the Bluetooth in your car? ”

"Huh? Oh. ”

After a while, Qin Yao's voice sounded in Su Guo's car, Su Guo kept claiming that he was driving a small broken car, but it was actually quite dilapidated, and he didn't even have a car stereo. But when Qin Yao's voice came into her ears from the stereo, it seemed that the small space of the entire car had become a stereo surround sound that could make the sound extremely clean and clear. Su Guo felt inexplicably magical.

Qin Yao said, "Do you remember that Christmas? ”

The traffic finally began to move forward slowly, although it was weak, but it was moving.

And when Su Guo slowly moved forward with her little broken car, because of Qin Yao's words, her thoughts had already flown backwards for several years.

Of course she remembers.

On the road in front of the F supermarket, she unexpectedly threw herself into his cold arms, although he didn't say anything, but she knew that after that day they would be different.

Although she would still bring him breakfast rain or shine, follow him to the library to read books, and never tire of telling him that he shouldn't spend all his money on things like mobile phones and computers, and he was always as cold to her as ever...... But from that day on, she could hold his hand openly, hold his arm, hold him firmly from behind, and imprint a shallow kiss on the corner of his mouth as he leaned on the bus seat to sleep......

Fifteen years ago, Su Guo would never have imagined that there would also be a time between her and Qin Yao to talk calmly about the relationship between the two in the past. Because at that time, she invested in everything she had at that time and everything in the future, although she couldn't talk about becoming a benevolent person if she didn't succeed, but she also had a stubborn mind that Qin Yao couldn't do in this life.

So Su Guo had to sigh again, fate, this black hand really likes to reshuffle a broken deck of cards and start again.

"You were stolen that day, and you actually came to borrow money from me, right?" Qin Yao's low laughter sounded in the car, and the aftermath was pleasant, "But you said that you only need to eat with me for half a month, and you said at the time, 'If you have a bite of me, you have to have a bite of you', I thought at the time, haven't we always been like this?" Since the age of thirteen, when have you not been with me, and when have I ever left you? ”

"Maybe I'm used to being confident......," Qin Yao is indeed very conceited, he always says a lot of things, it's not that I can't do it, but I don't want to do it, but when he says this, he does treat it as a serious heartfelt sentence and not a big word and conceit. But he later found that he was still overconfident, so confident that he thought that the person who had been chasing after him since he was a child would never leave him no matter what happened, like a ship that needs a lighthouse to show its direction, and will never deviate from its direction and lose its rudder.

"When I found out that you were going to attend the last lunch, I was a little angry. I don't know what I'm angry about, maybe I was angry when Chubby repeatedly confirmed with me that he would take you with him. I wondered what the hell was he going to do? When you were playing, you asked me about you, but it was just a casual meal, but I asked Chubby again and again to confirm the number of people in our dormitory. ”

Su Guo suddenly understood the reason why Qin Yao said he was going to go and suddenly didn't go......

"I may have been really anxious that time, I wonder why someone would still take a fancy to Su Guo?"

Su Guo: "......"

"It's like the bike you stole is, even though it's old and worn, but it's still coveted and stolen. I don't usually cherish it much, but when I think that it doesn't belong to me anymore, I feel and feel ......."

Qin Yao was silent for a while, and said slowly, "I can't bear to ......."

But even if no one is allowed to covet and steal, and he is reluctant to give up this person, it is he who loses her in the end. When I was young, I thought I would never leave you, but in the end, it turned out that I finally left you, and you are no longer by my side.

A lot of regret, melancholy, loss, and pain are all self-inflicted and self-inflicted.

Qin Yao sat in the car, his eyes were like weaving traffic, his ears were far or near the sound of brakes and horns, his left hand was lightly resting on the steering wheel, and the co-pilot on his right hand was blooming tirelessly.

Qin Yao hooked the corners of his mouth helplessly, and thought sadly and helplessly in his heart: "It was you who entered my world first, and in the end, it was me who said don't say it with a dead face." First say that those who love do not love first, and then those who are tempted do not die......"