I actually don't know if Aunt Qin's "that's good" really wants my mother to be good, or if it's a lie. What I suspect is not Aunt Qin's intentions and her good or bad person, perhaps, everything is my cranky guess. I hope so. After listening to Cao Ge tell Aunt Qin about the ingredients of my mother's medicine upstairs, my heart fell to the ground. After that, Xue Hao and Cao Ge had been chatting about some innocuous topics, until Xue Hao got up and wanted to leave the Cao family, when he suddenly said to Cao Ge: "Oh, by the way, your eldest brother seems to be coming back tomorrow, but it should also be at night." "Big brother? Coming back tomorrow? ”

"Well, I talked to him on the phone during the day today, and he said nothing unexpected, and it was preliminarily decided."

"Great!" Cao Ge's excitement was beyond words, and it could be heard from the tone of his voice.

"Cao Ge, I'll tell you a secret, haha!" Xue Hao said to Cao Ge mysteriously: "Your eldest brother, you have been promoted again!" Ha ha! ”

"Really! Big brother is amazing! What is the position this time? ”

"I don't know, I didn't ask too much. It is said that this time I went back to talk to him, but the real documents have not yet come down. Don't worry, your big brother, you can't be wrong. When Xue Hao said this, he was also proud, as if this Cao Qi was also his brother.

"Hey, Cao Qi, what a legendary man of the hour, rising again and again at a young age. Eh, Cao Ge, you said that if I change my name to Xue Qi tomorrow, will I be able to enjoy it! Xue Hao said half-jokingly.

"Pull it down! Just like you, it's impossible! Thinking too much! Your brain thinks about such an unreliable thing, don't be tired and panic! ”

"Cao Ge, I seem to have heard you say a few words of Nanjing dialect when I just came back, why don't you say it now? Don't say it, your Mandarin is still more standard than when you were in school. ”

"Isn't the country advocating Mandarin now, plus there have been a lot of things in the family recently, and the two children are also taught in Mandarin, in this kind of environment, who should I listen to?!" "Haha, you still know!"

"Haha, I know, the point is, no one cares about it."

"Don't worry, Cao Ge, you wait for me to finish this time, and I'll introduce you to your boyfriend. Don't worry. ”

"Don't, don't. I'll be honest with you Xue Hao, I'm really not interested in any love and marriage now. There is no attitude of indifference. ”

"What, you're still going to die alone? I can tell you, you give me a dispel this idea as soon as possible, and we won't have time when you're old and need someone to take care of you! Xue Hao's joke doesn't sound good, but in fact, it is full of love.

"It's not that bad, it's just that after so much, I've seen a lot of things now. Xue Hao, don't you think that marriage is just a formality? No matter what kind of lifestyle you choose, in fact, what you really live is to live yourself. If you blindly get married for the sake of getting married, it's really a miserable thing. Am I not like that? ”

"What you say is true. However, when you got married at that time, there should still be love in the early stage, right? ”

"Hehe, yes, but it's just one-sided. Later, I realized that love is bullshit. The so-called love, you have to see what kind of person the other party is, not everyone is worthy of love. I noticed that when Cao Ge said the last sentence, she raised her voice significantly, and I don't know if she deliberately said it to Zhang Jing upstairs. After Xue Hao went out, Cao Ge chatted with Aunt Qin for a while, and then went to sleep.

There seemed to be nothing unusual that night, but in fact, everything that happened in this world was hinted at in the dark. It's just that we are not Zhuge Liang, we can't see through the nebulae and we can't watch the stars at night, and we can't understand whether the sun is shining or the thunder is rolling. If you can, everything is prepared, where is the bad thing?

For me, before I entered the Cao family, I thought of myself as a relatively simple-minded child, but since I learned about my background, especially in the Cao family, it is not an exaggeration to describe my situation as an idiom of walking on thin ice. In just a few months in the Cao family, I suddenly found that I was instantly more mature and grown than my peers. Although this is a forced condition, even if it is reluctant, there is no way.

What does human maturity represent?

It represents a lot of things on the mind, it means learning to hide one's emotions, and it means being able to pretend to like and get used to accepting everything that one is not willing to accept. That's what I am.

Because, I found that since Cao Cancan gave me a diary, I suddenly could suddenly smile at the matter of hiding my inner emotions. Is this the man's short-handedness? Perhaps.

This kind of improvement in interpersonal relationships is also a survival skill for people. In other words, it's very simple, it's not that I don't want to be good with Cao Cancan, but this relationship causes me to not want to be too close to her. As I mentioned earlier, the relationship is a thing, from good to bad, and it is easy to mix hatred in the middle, especially the already complicated family relationship between us.

If I see this layer clearly, then I have to control the distance between the two of us.

Unfortunately, when the two of us sat in the back seat of the car the next morning, and I saw the spring-like bright eyes she threw at me, I suddenly realized that I had no strength to avoid her eyes, after all, she was only a 12-year-old girl, only two years older than me. In a sense, she was also a victim. We will never be enemies, but we will never intertwine our hearts either.

She narrowed her eyes and asked me, "Did you write in your diary last night?" ”

"Nope."

"Didn't write it? Didn't I give you away for nothing? Or do you have to send an eraser while you wait for me to deliver the pen? ”

I smiled, "No, no. I was just a little tired last night and went to bed early. ”

It's true that I'm tired, but going to bed a little early is a lie.

When I arrived at the school gate and got off the bus, I suddenly stopped when I was standing at the school gate. I glanced at the playground through the gate of the school gate, and suddenly remembered that the day I first entered the playground of this elementary school as a member of the Cao family, my pride was very different from what it is now.

At that time, I was only worried about the exposure of my identity in the Cao family, so as to continue all the developments of things. But what about now? When I was young, I didn't know that there would be such a day, and the Cao family and school would become my precarious battlefield.

Even though things aren't as bad as I thought they were, people have a sixth sense.

Cao Cancan walked into the gate with his feet raised in front of me, and after taking a few steps, he turned around and asked me, "Cao Muxi, are you leaving?" What are you standing there for? It's all in the way! Hurry, hurry! You don't wake up! ”

"No, no, then hold on tightly, I'll go first, I still have to be on duty today." I nodded.