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Listening to Pei Yuehua's faint words, the golden-faced man didn't refute or get angry, but said: "If you stand in my position and have experienced what I have experienced, you will not say such things, who doesn't want to live a stable life, who wants to fight and kill every day."

There was a hint of exhaustion in the golden-faced man's voice: "Actually, I don't want to, it's just that some people force me to be ruthless, as you said, in that environment, if I don't make myself stronger, can I still survive the cruel life in the harem?" ”

The golden-faced man's voice suddenly turned cold: "No, do you know that the queen, who is the mother of the crown prince, has mutilated many lives?" I don't envy her with the blood of many people to sit on the throne of the queen, but I think she is very pitiful, because if she wants to maintain such a position, she has to hide her previous face. ”

After a pause, the golden-faced man continued: "In the palace, compared to the struggle for the throne, the struggle for survival is the most terrible and murderous, because everyone in the palace wants to survive, they all want to be strong so as not to be devoured, if you want to survive to the end, you must make yourself a king, otherwise, how can you protect yourself and protect the people you want to protect." ”

The golden-faced man smiled: "I don't mean to justify anything, I just want you to know that I am not born ruthless, I am just forced by the situation, everything I do is just to want to live, to protect the person I want to protect the most." ”

The golden-faced man rubbed his fingers: "I know that my identity will eventually be revealed, and the day my identity is revealed, you will understand, what exactly does everything I mean?" If one war is to be prevented, it must be disguised with another. ”

The golden-faced man's eyes became confused: "If you want to protect someone, you must make yourself that person, otherwise, you can't do anything, this is not an excuse or a wonderful theory, but a bloody fact that has been exchanged for thousands of generations." ”

Speaking of this, the golden-faced man sighed.

Scenes of slaughter appeared in front of his eyes, and he closed his eyes quietly, as if he hadn't had such a hearty conversation with someone in a long time.

In all these years in the palace, even if he laughs, he has to maintain a hypocritical demeanor.

To be honest, he doesn't want to be a conspirator, all he wants to be is an ordinary man next to his beloved, but he knows that if he doesn't become strong, then, in this cruel harem, whether it is him or her beloved, will become the object of bullying.

He always remembered what his mother had said to him, that is, if you want to stand up, you must use thousands of people's lives to build bridges.

Because no one's success is not stained with blood, so if you want to protect yourself, you must let others dare not underestimate you, otherwise I am afraid that I will be killed by others before the day you become an adult.

Of course, Pei Yuehua can't understand it, but this is indeed a fact, and it is a truth summed up by thousands of people who donate blood.

And how can a person like Pei Yuehua, such a person who is accustomed to living a life of fine clothes and food in modern times, understand?

"Really?" Pei Yuehua smiled coldly.

She heard the words of the golden-faced man now, how could there be such a reason?

Seeing this, the golden-faced man just smiled slightly, and then said: "I know you won't understand, and I don't want you to understand, I just want you to know that I used to be very kind, but my kindness was exchanged for the ruin of my family, and my kindness was exchanged for others trampling me like a dog."

"So I don't dare to be kind in the future, and I don't dare to be a good person again, because I know that everything is only useful until you are really strong, otherwise you have no power and no money, and no matter how much reason you have, it will be useless." Speaking of this, the golden-faced man couldn't help but clench his fists, and he thought of the tragic death of his parents and the tragic death of many of his relatives.

He swore that he would make those people pay for their blood debts, and he also swore that he would let his only relatives live well, even if it was in exchange for his own life.

"So, you're calling me here just to talk to me about this?" Pei Yuehua frowned when she heard this, but said.

And then she suddenly remembered something? He looked up and asked the golden-faced man: "Let me ask you, Zhang Ting, what did you do to him?"

"What would happen to you if I said I would kill him?" The golden-faced man looked her straight in the eye and said quietly.

"You ......"

As soon as she heard this, Pei Yuehua's eyes widened suddenly, and she raised her hand to hit the golden-faced man, who held her white and tender little hands and smiled slightly.

"I'm kidding you, you shouldn't be so excited! Zhang Ting still has value for me to use, so how could I possibly let him die? I can't protect him, so don't worry, he's fine, I won't let him have anything to do until his use value disappears, you can rest assured. ”

"What you said is true?" Pei Yuehua asked with a frown.

Can you really believe his words?

"Of course it's true, if I lie to you, I'll let the sky thunder and make my rebellion plan unsuccessful, can you believe me when I say that?" The golden-faced man swore by the sky and said solemnly.

Hearing this, Pei Yuehua looked directly into his eyes, and then remembered that his hand was still being grabbed by that person, so he withdrew his hand and said to him: "If you dare to lie to me, I will kill you."

"Huh! All right! The golden-faced man laughed, and then said.

"By the way, I forgot, I asked you to come here with a gift for you." At this time, the golden-faced man remembered the purpose of his coming here, so he said.

Then he took out a strange-shaped thing from his arms and handed it to Pei Yuehua.

Pei Yuehua didn't take this thing, but looked at her coldly, and said to the golden-faced man: "What is this?"

"Of course it's a gift for you, have you forgotten that today is your birthday."

"Birthday?"

Pei Yuehua frowned, and then remembered that today was indeed his birthday, and he had been here for so many years, and he forgot that he still had a birthday.

It's just why would this person know?

She didn't say anything to anyone. But why would he be clear?

"Don't be surprised! I've already investigated you thoroughly. The man in black couldn't help but smile when he saw Pei Yuehua's shocked appearance.