Watching her leave, she didn't know where she was going, wandering around the campus. Thinking back to the moment when Chen Hua walked away just now, her eyes, the tears in her eyes, and her painful expression, my heart was like a knife, she must be very painful in the dormitory now, shedding her sad tears.

There was a real barrier between us, and I didn't say it on the spot at that time, but I just cared about it

"She", the photo is left around to remember her, she is so clear and blurry in my life.

I often look at the photo in a daze, the kind that has no reason, and today I am the same, the moment the photo falls, my mind stops, I forget everything, it seems to have forgotten the world.

It was at that moment that I felt a true serenity. My stunned expression was so strange to Chen Hua, it was the first time to show this expression in front of her, and it was strange that she was not angry when she saw it.

A man is like this when he treats his feelings, any woman will be very angry when she sees it, not to mention that she loves so deeply that it is impossible to accept everything in front of her, and gradually I slowly understand the reason why she was leaving at that time.

I let her down. Am I really unkind? Could it be that I was wrong today, I took her out with me in order to make her happy, why did the result be like this, it backfired.

As I walked, I suddenly heard a burst of music in my ears. It was the campus weekend radio, and Qiu Haizheng's "The People Who Love Me and the People I Love" was playing, and the voice echoed throughout the school, and I felt a lot more relaxed when I heard the music.

Gradually, I am not as sad as I was just now, and I don't think about it so much, every little thing will affect me, and I am easily impulsive, and even have a little temper.

After that, I will slowly reflect and blame myself, whether I did something wrong and did not have enough reason to deal with emotional problems.

"I can't hurt the person who loves me/A moment of tenderness, he can't deceive people/I'm not a ruthless person/But I hurt you the most....... The person who loves me has no regrets about me/But I am willing to grieve for the person I love for the rest of my life/The person who loves me gives everything for me/I cry and break my heart for the person I love/Love and be loved are equally sinful/Why don't you know how to refuse to be surrounded by passion...... "This song has been repeated in my mind, and this song has too many similarities for me.

The people who love me and the people I love, these two people are important in my life, I gradually devoted myself to music, Li Su's infatuation with me, my true feelings for Chen Hua, Chen Hua's love for me, I was trapped in this entanglement and couldn't extricate myself.

I slowly learned how to find myself. I was really ruthless and hurt Chen Hua, but now I am also worried about Li Su's safety, and I don't understand myself, loving and being loved can really make people suffer the same.

I don't know how to reject Li Su's love for me, and I don't know how to accept another love. What she gave me was only fantasy in reality, and I didn't want to reflect fantasy in reality, and I couldn't accept such a fact.

You can only gradually destroy yourself and hurt yourself. My own point of view on love, it is enough to think about a person living in the world with a beloved, why think too much, in the end, it is your beloved who is hurt.

The music faded down, and I didn't think about it anymore. If you think about it any more, the whole person will collapse.

My emotions are difficult to control, at this time I think of sports, I don't know how Lin Yang and Wuwei are training, I have the spirit when I think of basketball.

I ran to the back playground. Before I got to the back playground, I heard the sound of a basketball hitting a rebound, and my whole body was energized when I heard the sound of a basketball.

Rush over with all your might. The two of them were heads-up, one in possession of the ball, one in defense, they were both naked, Lin Yang draped his clothes on the rebounding rack, only to see Lin Yang's red shirt, hanging on it, the wind kept blowing, floating in the sky like a red flag.

I didn't see Wuwei's clothes, his clothes are the best to recognize, either white or black, he often wears these two, unless there is any special activity, usually these two colors are worn in turn, white during the day, black at night; In fact, I also like these two colors of clothes, but I don't have those two like Wuwei in a year.

It's nothing in the daytime, and a weird person like him can be seen at night like black and white, ghostly, and a little scary.

It's different from Lin Yang, this person is very avant-garde and has a better family background. So I can wear clothes of any color, sometimes it's a flower top, sometimes it's blue jeans, just buy it back, the good pants are cut out of shape, there are two more holes in the knee, he said it's so cool, I think if you go around the street, if you have a broken bowl with a gap in your hand, I think there will be a lot of people throwing money into the bowl.

Later he suggested that I do the same, that others must have thrown more money into my bowl than he did, and he said that I was easy to pretend to be pitiful and more sympathetic.

Before he finished speaking, I punched him on the door of the head and blistered. Walking there, there were plastic bags of breakfast floating on the floor.

Eighty percent was thrown by the two of them.

"Dead pig, slept later than we did. All day long says we're lazy. Now you're the last one to get up. I talk about the competition every day, and the person who cares about this matter the least is you, why did you go out on a date with Chen Hua early in the morning, what is the juncture now, and you are still in the mood to go out to flirt. I don't think we have much hope of winning the championship. "Lin Yang saw me coming, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he scolded.

Hitting on someone? I didn't mean to make her feel better, and I don't have to say it so ugly, who said I didn't care about the game, I started to retort.

"How do you know I went out with her in the morning?" I'm depressed, what do I do, they all know? Are they stalking me?

"Who is following you, which green onion are you, Liu Bin helped me deliver breakfast in the morning, he mentioned." As he spoke, he pointed to the plastic bag on the ground, which must have been thrown by them.

It seems that it is really difficult for Lin Yang to get rid of these habits.

"Why are you bullying Liu Bin again, why don't you buy it yourself?" Honest people are always affected by these

"Overlords" bully. But I met him in the morning and didn't mention it to him, could it be that the two of us were met by him at breakfast, I guess.

"Don't spare the topic."

"Okay, let's not talk about it, let's train together, it's going to be tomorrow. We have a tacit understanding. Tomorrow will be a little smoother. ”

"I'll go up first, you guys fight slowly, I'm tired today. I want to go up and take a break. "Wuwei was obviously not very happy to see me and Lin Yang saying a word to me, but he couldn't intervene a word.

After saying that, he left, he didn't take his clothes when he left, and he really came without a shirt today. Why is he very unhappy when he sees me now, especially in the last few days, because of Li Su's matter, last night's phone call has made us have a greater distance.

But I don't understand why he's avoiding me.