Liu Zhen shook her head: "No." ”

"What's that?" The more she was like this, the more anxious I became. I saw that she was muffled and didn't speak, so I grabbed her shoulder hard and shook it: "No, Liu Zhen, can you tell me what's wrong?" Why can't I stand your stuffy look like this! ”

Liu Zhen was still holding back for a long time, and then suddenly said while crying: "Yes, it's Jiang Shanshan's boyfriend!" He's looking for me again, again because of the lipstick he had last time. Mu Xi, I really didn't do it, I really didn't. ”

"Jiang Shanshan's boyfriend? What do you mean by looking for you again? Approached you before? Isn't it, even last week when you came back to cry in the cat's bed? Liu Zhen nodded.

I asked her what the man had said, and Liu Zhen said she didn't want to mention it again. I reprimanded her for not telling me at the time, but later, I understood that she didn't want to repeat those words, because she didn't want to make herself sad and inferior again.

That night, Jiang Shanshan went back to the dormitory, humming a little song and happily putting the book on the table, and was about to take the mobile phone from her bag.

"Is that all you have to do?" I said to her across the street.

"Huh? You say me? She looked up in confusion.

"Isn't it? If you have something to do with your father or a boyfriend, even the matter between girls is solved by a man, why, you don't have a man to support you, you can't live, right? Jiang Shanshan looked up disdainfully at Liu Zhen, who was hiding in the quilt on my upper bunk, and said contemptuously: "What should I do, what do you say!" I really didn't let it. Hey, who let my boyfriend be good to me, knowing that I've been in a bad mood lately, in this stomach, I can't get out of a fire, and I take the initiative to fight for me. You say, what can I do, isn't it? ”

Jiang Shanshan's expression was very hateful at that time, I forcibly suppressed my anger, really, just like that, I could really stand up and rush over and hit her in minutes. I endured it again and again: "Fire in the stomach? You've been eating a lot for a week, what's the matter, this stomach hasn't been filled yet? Do you have a big appetite? ”

Jiang Shanshan glanced at me with slanted eyes: "It's okay, I can't help it." With that, she twisted her ass and went to the bathroom to try on her new facial cleanser. I was so angry that my heart was pounding, but there was always a voice in my heart telling me that I couldn't quarrel or fight, and once the conflict was escalated, it would not end well. So, I persuaded myself, it will be fine in a few days, after all, it's such a big deal, no matter how much your boyfriend loves you, he won't be idle enough to go to the door of the dormitory and wait to ridicule people, and these two times will be about the same.

As a result, I overestimated their normal person index. After a few days of calming down, Jiang Shanshan's boyfriend appeared on the stage again with a shining appearance. I was bumped into that time, and I saw Liu Zhen being blocked by him with a frightened face, and his boyfriend's face was almost on Liu Zhen's face, and the spitting stars were flying, how disgusting and disgusting it was. When he spoke, the corners of his mouth were still raised, and he was holding a cigarette in his hand, and he looked fearless, so that people wanted to kick him a few times.

I rushed forward and pushed him away: "What are you doing?" When he looked back and saw that it was me, he smiled: "It's nothing, I'll talk to her." ”

"What are you talking about?"

"I didn't talk about anything, I just told her the truth of being a human being. Children are small and need to be educated. Jiang Shanshan's boyfriend is the same age as Liu Zhen, but his birthday is older than Liu Zhen.

"The truth of being a man? How many do you know? Tell me, I'm learning. I'm also young and lack teachers. I looked up into his eyes.

His gaze was a little evasive, and then he made up his mind: "If you want to move other people's things, first look at how many catties and taels you have, and take a look at the things you can't afford, don't move." If it is damaged, it needs to be compensated, and if it is compensated, it needs to be paid, and if it is spent, it will not be able to eat. ”

"I'm good at linguistics, and my logical thinking is quite strong! When I was a child, someone also told me that if you want to educate people, you must first look at how many pounds and taels you have. When I was a child, someone told me that this man had to look like a man, and that things like this kind of obscene behavior and verbal aggression were usually done by old ladies. What about you? Is it an old man, or an old lady? "My words are also rough, but they are very effective against him who is also rough.

He replied a few words and left. After that, it stopped. However, after all these repeated troubles, basically the entire girls' dormitory building knew that there was a person named Liu Zhen in 611, and she couldn't afford it, so she stole her roommate's things and broke them. This is the social law of the development of events, good things are not transmitted, and bad things are spread thousands of miles. Soon, Liu Zhen became "famous" because of this.

Then, the rumors about Liu Zhen became more and more violent, and even made up something out of nothing to the point of stealing things. Liu Zhen also fell into autism for a time during that time, she didn't dare to go out, she didn't dare to go downstairs, and she was sneaky in everything. And all of this started because of me.

I looked at Liu Zhen at that time, as if I saw myself in junior high school. I have also been trapped in a bottomless pit by public opinion, and I have also felt abandoned by the whole world, but I have come out, but in an extreme way. During that time, whenever I saw Liu Zhen always staying in her bed in a daze, I was very afraid, will one day, she will be like me, use hatred of the world to dispel the haze of public opinion?

However, I did not have the courage to admit my mistakes. Except for silently doing what I can do by Liu Zhen's side, for her, I am powerless to even persuade.

The period of students, now that I think about it, is also beautiful and terrifying. Some people may say that it is too inappropriate to describe horror, but I think that during that period, because there was not too much awareness in society, and there were no many grinding machines in society to smooth the edges and corners of young people, everyone could basically be fearless when venting their human side, and they would not think about the consequences at all. Then, one mouth opens and closes, and a hundred mouths are divided into opinions, and I don't know whether they are young and vigorous, or those children who have not entered the society, can be face-to-face with the disrespect of other people's words, no need to be evasive, no need to be euphemistic and obscure, and the vicious words of red mouth and white teeth are terrifying to the soul of the person concerned.

Soon, on the same floor in the same dormitory building, people from different faculties and different majors, they didn't know each other, and they didn't even see people they hadn't even met. In this regard, Liu Zhen was already numb at that time.

Later, I asked Liu Zhen: "Lipstick, now that you think about it, are you still panicking?" ”

"Panic? No panic, but horror. I never imagined that a human mouth could be so powerful, and a few words came out of the mouths of many people, and they buried me directly. Really, during that time, I was like being buried alive, and my breath was not as smooth as day by day. Especially, I was saddened by being mentioned to my parents at home. I made a mess in a distant country, and even my parents were implicated. Hehe~ My parents are very good, they are the kind of very honest farmers, who have worked all their lives in farming, and have never blushed with their neighbors. A handful of old, nameless and generationless for most of his life, being mentioned, is actually a group of hairy children who don't even have a thatched house, every time I think of it, I feel very sorry for them. Liu Zhen buried her head in her arm when she said this. I couldn't see her face, in fact, even if I could, I wouldn't dare.

Liu Zhen buried in her arm may not only be the black memory of the past, but also the "generous gift" of growth that her youth gave her in the year when she struggled and hesitated alone.

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