Chapter 8: Despair

Have you ever experienced despair?

Especially when you are physically and mentally exhausted but have the courage to accept it, but God just played a huge joke on you?

It's like fate taunting you in the face......

And the thin girl remembered the unbearable past, and her heart began to crack.

Just as she had mustered up the courage to go down with the beautiful boy, a thunderbolt tore all her illusions......

When she spliced together her broken heart and wanted to talk to him, another thunderbolt cut her and she couldn't find her direction!

When he was dizzy, he lost his last hope......

When Su Min ran out of the gymnasium, he received a call from Wen Jing, but after the two confirmed the place where they met, Su Min accidentally collided with the person walking opposite.

The thump left her brain blank for a moment, and the phone she was holding in her hand slammed out, sliding down the U-shaped groove into the sewer, and the car Wen Jing had called her just arrived.

So she could only drop her mobile phone and get into the car, and went to her hometown with the despair in her heart, which was the last scene Wang Zicheng saw.

After a long time, Wang Zichengcai slowly stood up and returned to the gymnasium with heavy steps.

His face turned slightly pale, for he had a faint feeling in his heart that she would leave him......

The heartache had been echoing in his heart, and the tears were hanging a little on his eyelashes, but his reason had returned to the real world, so he quickened his pace and went to the interview site of the Asian Traditional Skills Conference.

Today is S· T· On the days of the debut of the Y men's group, he could not be absent as the captain, and his uncle was right, Su Min could leave desperately like this, and it would be useless for him to chase him out......

It's just that he suddenly started to be stunned when he sat in the seat, but fortunately, there was a hippie smiling person like Xie Junfeng on the side, so the interview scene was still very happy.

Xie Junfeng reminded the sad young man by the way, otherwise this first interview was estimated to offend people, so the prince gathered his mind and accepted the interview with the most professional smile and attitude.

When Su Min arrived at the destination airport, Wen Jing was still on her way to the airport.

Su Min looked at the empty front, feeling the coolness of the approaching summer, and her heart was empty and not desolate. Her tears were falling like tens of thousands of needles were piercing her, making her cry a little breathless.

She can still bear the pain on her body, at least it won't hurt anymore if the scar is formed, but once the scar on her heart is revealed, it will be the most bone-eating pain!

Fate cut bloody holes in her heart one after another, and finally made her, who was not strong, a little unbearable, so that a faint pain came from the back of her head.

So she found a place to lean on, and looked at the emptiness in front of her.

The ancients said: Go to the army to fight and strategize, and attack the heart first!

For Su Min, the words of others can be ignored, but the hurt of her heart can't be ignored, especially the three knives that poked her heart, the knives are so desperate!

The first knife that poked in her heart shattered her trust in the opposite sex, including the boy she loved so much in her heart.

It doesn't matter if it's lost or not, it's just because of the fear that I once had......

It's cringe-intimidating, and it's hard to mention a word......

The second knife that poked her heart disrupted her steps to go out again, making her want to give up this relationship.

Even in the future, she will not be emotional to anyone......

Even if she dies alone, that's good......

The third knife that poked into her heart pushed down the strongest belief in her heart and made her feel powerless.

It was her family, her spiritual support......

Although she still has a master, and she is also half of her father, but she is only half of her father after all......

Because her biological father was in a car accident and is still in the hospital......

Perhaps fate used this incident to tell the world that if you want to destroy a person, then destroy her willpower!

When Su Min heard that her father had an accident, it was like five thunderbolts falling from the sky and she felt that the sky was about to fall, so she was so desperate to leave Kyoto.

And my mother's health has always been bad, so she has to go back to check on my father's condition.

For her, tears have always been not a sign of weakness, but the release of her sadness, and if she can't cry at this time, that is the greatest sorrow......

Because of the huge grief surging in her heart, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing, so she could only squat on the ground to relieve the discomfort caused by grief.

So when Wen Jing came in a hurry, she saw Su Min squatting at the airport drop-off gate with tears in her eyes.

The reason why she came late was because she went to pick up Su Min's luggage, so when she saw Su Min, she immediately rushed over, "Minmin, don't cry, let's go!" ”

Su Min glanced up at Wen Jing, then wiped her tears and slowly stood up, "Hmm......"

Gently, like a mosquito buzzing.

While waiting for the plane to take off, Su Min's tears never stopped for a moment, and Wen Jing could only let her cry on her own.

At this time, no amount of comfort is useless, all she can give her is quiet companionship.

Su Min felt her vision become more and more blurry, and her breathing became more and more difficult, so she couldn't help but shake her body.

Wen Jing felt that Su Min was trembling, so she hugged the girl tightly in her arms and said in her most gentle voice: "Min Min is good, everything will be fine, everything will be fine......"

When she learned about Su Min's past from Ah Quan's mouth, she began to feel sorry for this girl from her heart, and now that she learned that something happened to her family, her heart began to fill with sadness.

What kind of fate is it to polish such innocence?

At the moment when the plane took off and left the land of Japan, Su Min stared blankly at the scenery outside the window and said softly in his heart.

Facing the former gentleness, he said softly: Zicheng, I love you, but I'm sorry......

Because I love you deeply, I don't dare to come close; Because I love you deeply, I chose to escape; Because I love you deeply, I can only say one thing: I'm sorry......

After the Asian Traditional Skills Conference, S· T· The boys of the Y boy group took a few more interviews from the Japanese side, and by the time they returned to the hotel, it was already four o'clock in the morning.

After Wang Zicheng washed, he lay on the bed in a daze, his eyes had been replaced by irritability, and his wet hair was even more dripping.

The once gentle young man had already turned up an uneasy monstrous wave in his heart, and the wave made him a little dizzy, and his heart was as uncomfortable as if someone had choked his neck.

He called Su Min countless times, and it wasn't until the voice on the other end of the phone indicated that he had turned off the phone, and he gave up calling that familiar phone number so often.

Minmin, don't you want to pay attention to me...... Still is...... You wanted to leave me......