1081, Take-in
"Xu Shu, you say, how can he be so ruthless? But what I have in my stomach is his own flesh and blood! Deng Yarong touched her stomach, and the sad emotions swept in one after another, making her heart clench.
Perhaps, he has never considered your life or death, and he doesn't care about your good or bad at all, once you have any problems, he will not hesitate to choose to protect the child! And even ...... In the first place, all he wanted was for you to die......"
Although Xu Shu was very reluctant to hit Deng Yarong like this and make her mood worse, it was necessary for her to know the truth of the matter, and she should not be kept in the dark, let alone lie and deceive her because she couldn't bear it, otherwise once Deng Yarong still had illusions about Qi Peng, she would only be hurt even more.
After listening to Xu Shu's words, Deng Yarong opened her mouth wide and was stunned there for a long time, a long time...... Motionless, his eyes were empty and unfocused, and his expression changed from shock to sadness, to pain, and then to indifference......
"So that's ......" After a long time, Deng Yarong muttered, and the whole person suddenly fell backwards weakly, but fortunately there was a thick cushion behind him, so he didn't fall.
"If he wants me dead, why should he marry me? Why did he marry me? It was he who went to Deng's house to ask for a kiss, but his father did not agree, so he knelt at the door of his father's study all night...... My father was moved by his sincerity and felt that he really liked me, so he married me to him! Although I didn't marry him willingly, but now I really want to live a good life with him, and even I have thought about how many children we are going to have, and I have even thought about the names of the children, but he ...... He actually ......" Deng Yarong clutched her chest and gasped unbearably, as if she was going to suffocate in the next moment.
"He also wants a child with noble blood, with this child, he has a constant connection with the Deng family, and at the same time, without your ties, he will not be swayed by the Deng family, and the Deng family can be used by him......"
Qi Peng's plan was so cold that Xu Shu couldn't help but feel a chill down her spine, Xu Shu had always known that Qi Peng was scheming, but she didn't expect Qi Peng to be ruthless to the point that he could eat the life of the person next to him in such cold blood, which made Xu Shu, who had always thought he was cold-hearted and cold-lunged, feel trembling.
"It turns out that I am just a tool for him, a tool for him to connect with the Deng family, what he values is the Deng family, not me at all, if I am not the daughter of the Deng family, I'm afraid he won't even want to look at me......"
Deng Yarong hung his head for a long time, and suddenly smiled, "That's fine!" That's fine...... So I don't have to feel guilty anymore, I lost him, he also lost me, we evened out, no one owes anyone, evened ......"
Xu Shu breathed a sigh of relief, it would be better if Deng Yarong could really think like this, Qi Peng really didn't deserve Deng Yarong's sincerity.
"I've always been haunted by my past with my fourth cousin, I have always felt sorry for him, and I desperately want to make up for it, but I didn't expect him to think like this, he actually didn't care at all, no wonder he knew that I had a fourth cousin in my heart and still insisted on marrying me, and he was kind to me without any guilt, it turned out that these were all fake, all fake...... Woowoo woo ......"
Deng Yarong couldn't help crying again, and explained while crying, "I didn't cry for him!" I feel wronged for myself, I put down my body for him to please everyone in the family, go back to my parents' house to say good things for him, want to get him a good errand, think about him everywhere, he is not worth my sacrifice at all! He doesn't deserve it at all! ”
"He doesn't deserve your cry! Wipe your tears! ”
Deng Yarong stared at her eyes and tried to restrain her tears, but it was only in vain, "I said I didn't cry for him!" I'm crying myself! Cry how I am so stupid, so stupid! ”
"Actually...... There's something I shouldn't hide from you......" Xu Shu said with difficulty.
"What...... What's up? Deng Yarong wiped her tears, but she still couldn't stop sobbing.
"I ...... I ......" Xu Shu turned her face away and avoided looking at Deng Yarong, "The reason why Qi Peng insists on marrying you is because I ......"
"What...... What the? Deng Yarong was stunned? Even the sobs were scared!
"It was I who proposed to Qi Peng to go to the Deng family to ask for marriage!"
Xu Shu turned her heart sideways, and finally said it, and after saying it, she breathed a sigh of relief, some words could have been buried in her heart for a lifetime, but she didn't vomit or feel unhappy, even if the result after saying it might be beyond Xu Shu's control.
"It can also be said that all the grievances you have suffered today are due to me!"
Deng Yarong looked at Xu Shu blankly, put down her hand at a loss, wanted to get the teacup, stretched it out halfway and retracted it, and felt at a loss after retracting it, and then touched it randomly, and finally touched the hem of the placket, and grabbed it hard, as if she wanted to draw strength from it to support her crumbling body.
Deng Yarong's appearance of the six gods and no owner was extremely pitiful, Xu Shu couldn't bear to touch it, "I'm sorry...... I really didn't expect Qi Peng to be ruthless, I just didn't want Xu Ting to have a better ......."
"How can you do this to me? I believe in you so much......" Deng Yarong muttered, and then suddenly burst into tears, when she learned that Qi Peng was going to kill her, she had never lost her temper like now.
Xu Shu was also a little at a loss to look at Deng Yarong, who was crying and crying, completely ignoring her image, comforting people has never been her forte, especially in the face of people who have been hurt by her, it is still a person who believes in her wholeheartedly...... Maybe it's good to let Deng Yarong cry and vent now?
Deng Yarong cried for a long time, and suddenly raised her head, full of grievances, "Why don't you come to comfort me?" ”
“…… I thought you wanted to cry......"
"It's almost time to cry......" Deng Yarong sobbed, pursed her lips, and suppressed the sadness in her heart, since crying can't relieve the grief in her heart, what's the use of crying?
In this way, Xu Shu looked even more uncomfortable, "If you want to cry, cry!" Blame me if you want! ”
"I don't blame you!" Deng Yarong shook her head, "I really don't blame you!" Even if it weren't for your proposal, I would have married him in the end...... The marriage of two families depends on the family background and status, which can be influenced by your words...... And the situation at that time, the Deng family was also difficult to ride a tiger, and at most you were just firm in his idea of marrying me! ”
“…… You don't have to do this, as if you're afraid of offending me! Deng Yarong's sudden empathy made Xu Shu both uncomfortable and uneasy.
"Yes, I don't dare to offend you, if I offend you, I have nowhere to go...... Xu Shu, I am homeless, are you willing to take me in? ”