Back at my cousin's dormitory, we simply cleaned up and there was nothing else to do. She was pretending to be flipping through the books.

"Little beauty, do you still have time to read?" I'm kidding her.

"Don't bother me!" She scolded me a little shyly.

"Hey, hey!" I laughed as sinister as Snow White's stepmother.

"Tell me where you went when I graduated and left? What have you done! "My heart knot has never been untied, a person can walk without a trace at that time, if it were me, I wouldn't be able to do it. That's probably the difference between me and David.

The men on the grassland are very careful and sensitive, and there are a few sheep that are very clear, and they can feel it immediately if they are missing, and they must find it, or they can't sleep at night.

What's more, people who get along day and night, without a word, can walk silently, if it's not a god, it's a play! If it's a play, if you say it, you can walk very freely, but it's not a play, why is this happening? I didn't laugh at all, and asked A-Ying very seriously and sincerely.

"Play? That's how you play it? Can you make people want to die and want to live? This play is too real! She said calmly.

"I've thought about it or stop, but I can't make up my mind. The family and cousins are persuading that the love of the young age is too thin, too delicate, and can't withstand the wind and waves, so it is regarded as a growth experience. ”

"And you've ever wavered?" I asked.

"Yes!"

"Then why not just miss it! Save so much pain! It's so bitter! ”

"If you let go, I'll give up! Have you put it down? "Look at me like a challenge.

"This has nothing to do with me, it's all up to you, even if I don't let go, you can leave without guilt, we don't owe each other!"

"But you owe me! Last life! In this life! Next! All owed! You have to pay it back! Never want to leave like nothing! ”

"So, you made the picture like that, you hid your hair in my suitcase, and if I didn't open it, I wouldn't know what you were thinking, and what would happen if I didn't find out, or didn't find out until much later, and that result was what you wanted? Or I didn't find out until N years later, how can you let me accept it? ”

"No, it won't! You will open it, and you will find it, unless you don't have the heart and don't know how to cherish it at all! Then I'm dead! ”

"Then why hide? If you say it, you can understand everything, and there are so many plots, which makes people bother to guess, you know that I am simple, and I am lucky that I was not killed by you. ”

"Hide, that's because it's so sad! I want to watch your performance, I don't know how heavy I am in your heart, so heavy that your heart hurts, you won't leave flat! ”

"Are you satisfied?"

"If you're not satisfied with those things, you don't deserve them!"

I remember that day vividly. At that time, my hunch was: outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, wave your hand, wipe your tears, and never have a chance again!

"I always think that it is a gameover scene design, especially through the design of you, a big director, more exciting than others, to make a fool, fooled around, when you say that you have a low IQ, there is no way to excuse you, you can escape all the anxiety, all the blame, all the debts, live freely, peace of mind!"

"I'm so nervous, I wonder if you're as I think you are? My cousin persuaded me that you were a bastard and wouldn't have too many emotions, I thought in case...... What to do, I'm the last fool! Be laughed at for a lifetime! ”

"If I really walked away calmly without looking back, you'd think your design was a failure, right?"

"I'll kill you!" Gnashing of teeth.

Wow! It turns out that stupidity can save people's lives!

Grab it and hold it tight! "Thank you for the grace of not killing!"

Crying and laughing. "Stupid!"

My ears are about to be bitten off, and it doesn't hurt! "A-Ying, I hope this is the last time, never again!"

"I promise!"

The afternoon sun shines through the window lattice, which is beautiful.

At night, Ah Ying and I walked under the street lamps that we were all too familiar with.

This light is a testimony of our love, a caretaker of our love, which tastes our little ignorant love from our childish, clumsy, and simple steps, and today it silently listens to the worries and thoughts of two young people about the future. It is like a never-tireless eye, watching the two young people in love in its arms, caring about their joys, sorrows, and sorrows, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, wind, frost, rain and snow, holding up a bright and colorful tunnel of love for them, sheltering their amorous and difficult to catch dreams, in the middle of the night.

After so many changes, we seem to be more able to bear the caress and encirclement of this gentle rose-red light, and we walk next to each other in this late night street surrounded by this light.

The past, like a beautiful picture, recurs in their respective hearts, vividly and vividly, and has been deeply engraved in the hearts of the two young people, and will be as clear as new until death.

Life and death have different meanings, but the inseparable pain is the same!

The dawn is already counting down, and at this time, the crescent moon is sinking in the west, the stars are shifting, and the morning star is shining with a cold light.

The tighter the grip of the hand, the slower and slower the footsteps, as if to hold back the pace of time, so that the moment of separation will come as slowly as possible, or even never come.

"Brother, won't I send you at dawn?" A-Ying said in a trembling voice.

"Well... Let's do it! You get a good night's sleep, and when you wake up, you'll be better. "I looked at the little girl with sad eyes, a lot of unbearable, a lot of pity came to my heart, at that moment, it was too heavy!

"I'm afraid it's going to take a long time to get used to life without you, will you miss me? Will you dream of me? A-Ying's voice collapsed.

"Silly girl, you are in my heart, living with me, dreaming together, and it is impossible to leave me for a moment!" The person in front of him is already weak.

I carried my heart, my beloved, and walked slowly along the streets in the morning light, the street lamps calmly and tiredly watching our figures, as if they had wept.

Time to go. Another helpless separation.

At 6 o'clock, David drove the borrowed Volga and honked at the door. A-Ying struggled to get up and send me off in a groggy state, and I asked her not to come out, but she stubbornly refused. Pack all the things you need on the road into a small bag, like a wife.

Constantly telling me to be careful along the way, not to cause trouble or anything like that, incoherently, tears falling down one by one, I could hear the roar of the crystal tears falling to the ground and breaking. His hands caressed my hair weakly, and his eyes kept looking at me without blinking, how much affection was contained in this stiff and warm movement.

"Little girl, okay, let's go, it's not like you're gone, there will be more than half a year, and you will be free!" The cousin urged coldly. "It's all self-provoking, you have to bear it!"

"A-Ying, I'm leaving, you have to take care!" I grabbed Ah Ying's hand that stopped on my head and bit it lightly on the back of my hand, leaving a bloody mark, and she didn't even move her eyes. He took it over and kissed it fiercely, and walked out of the door without looking back. Don't dare to take another look at the tears behind her......

Hopefully, this is the last helpless parting, I think.

Who can guarantee that?

Life is like an omnipotent magician, who can always give you many strange and strange stories, so that your happiness is one step away from you, as if you are thousands of miles away, so that your heart is always painful, and it can only be cured unless you cultivate it to perfection. Otherwise, you will be wounded until you die.