She didn't notice my abnormality at all, and kept mentioning Chen Hua's affairs to me.

""I heard" Chen Hua has a good impression of you!"

She smiled, and I bowed my head and didn't answer.

"What's the matter, don't you believe what I said?"

"No! Don't get me wrong, a little surprised. ”

I lost my temper. Why is she nervous when she is not there.

"Look at your face, why are you nervous like this, you have changed when I say casually, isn't she worse, I want to know what you think, you should be interesting to her, right?" She began to ask.

"No! I never thought how she could ......"

I stopped the ball spinning. Let it lie down slowly, roll under the tree, and quietly. Not a single sound. As quiet as my breathing.

"I can see that you have a crush on her, don't you? Don't be embarrassed! ”

"Oh, yes." I started stuttering, which was the most uncomfortable thing I ever said, but luckily I wasn't in front of her.

I don't know if I dare to speak in front of Chen Hua, anyway, I don't have anything to care about now.

"Okay, I see, do you want me to pass the word?" She smiled again.

"What? Message? I...... No, no, still don't. "I'm getting a little stuttering.

"Okay, no more force."

"Would you like to ask you a question? What do you like about her? What do you think is appealing to her? Is it her beauty? ”

I was caught off guard by a barrage of questions.

I didn't answer directly at the time, but I just felt that my face was a little hot.

"Why don't you speak? What's wrong? "Hehe, she laughed.

"Do you really want to say it? I can't say it myself! It's just a feeling of being alone, a very strange feeling. I can't even guess it myself. ”

"You're so profound, I still don't understand!"

"Hehe......" I just laughed silly.

"You play slowly, I'll go out and run two laps. Your face is getting ugly, so work out! I won't ask anymore, so I won't embarrass you. ”

She's gone.....

...... without sound Leave your back. The same sunny smile.

I was stuck by a few of her questions, and I didn't have any desire to play, so I took the ball and planned to go back to the dormitory.

But on the way back, I suddenly smiled.

Is it because of her too?

It's just an interrogation with Li Su.

I wish there was her and me in the spinning world.

After listening to Li Su's words, I was a little excited, and I was very glad that she (Chen Hua) felt about me.

But that's not what I wanted, I hope she said it herself.

Even if it's just a little bit, her smile remains the same, still so bright. It's a pity that there is very little time for class. There are not many opportunities to meet her, and when I do, I don't know how to open my mouth or say something, but I still hesitate and stutter. Or just look at her.

At the beginning of college, it takes a while to enter a new environment, new vision, and adapt, and there are more free days, which is not as challenging as before in order to go on to higher education. I stopped planning for my life, with ups and downs, and I didn't know the direction. No fatigue, no tiredness.

Each transit station has a splash of color. Because of the gorgeous, people are often reluctant to move forward. I am looking forward to my future life. I can't imagine where my path will be in three or four years, and where I will go.

It's time to stay, it's time to move forward.

Or back to square one.

The university has only been open for two weeks, and everyone proposed to hold a welcome party, which can be regarded as a friendship exchange meeting.

Everyone comes from all over the world, and it is fate to get together.

The proposal was approved by a two-thirds majority.

The "leader" of the class submitted an application to the school and used it as a "multimedia function room".

Usually, this is the place where the school "participates in school politics", and it is a veritable "function hall".

Schools are full of such powerful places.

I had no choice but to make do.

Students who are interested in the event will prepare a program. Lin Yang, who claims to have music cells, will secretly practice singing.

I haven't seen a figure for a few days, and I don't know if I'm going to take MM.

When I went back to the dormitory, my mouth was humming a song. It feels like he has happy events happening every day.

The expressions on the faces are colorful.

There are some people who are similar to me, who are always not interested in the hilarious things.

Liu Bin is like this, holding textbooks and running to the reading room.

The books I brought back in my hand are getting thicker and thicker day by day, and it is common to forget to eat.

When I came back, I was always asked what time it was, and those who ate a lot were ready to eat a second meal.

Once he came back, he didn't ask what time it was, just chatted with me, threw the book in the drawer and lay down in front of the bed.

Did I say I ate it? He nodded. It's rare that he eats on time.

"What kind of show is going to be performed at this gala?" Liu Bin got up and walked over.

"I don't know! You know I don't have any special skills. Hehe, it depends! ”

"Will you sing when the time comes? You're always hidden. ”

"I don't know how to pull, I don't have that talent, I'm still looking forward to Lin Yang, I haven't seen him in the past few days, I guess I'm working hard secretly."

"That kid probably wants MM to be so diligent."

Lin Yang's motives are clear to everyone, he is a versatile person, he has no interest in learning, but has a talent for music.

He often said that in order to pursue a girl, you need many talents.

That's what makes it appealing. Pleasing beauties was his fundamental task in college.

He even wanted to pass on the "experience of his life" to us, but we refused. He just shook his head and said no, we're sure we'll regret it.

No one understood his good intentions.

Liu Bin treats people gently and is the best evaluation given to him by the dormitory people.

"Whatever you want, I'm sure you can do it." He also snorted twice.

"Then let's talk about it then! I didn't put my mind on it. ”

A "poisoned" person has little interest in saying this. It's a bit serious.,I always shy away from lively activities.。 But she should also be happy to see her again. Is it just because you can see her? I still want to date her! I was very conflicted...... I imprisoned my heart and felt stupid and didn't know what to do with my feelings. I didn't dare to look her in the eyes, afraid that my melancholy mood would affect her, she was optimistic and cheerful. Lively and free. I can't say it, it's just that I can see that there is too much emotion in her eyes. Afraid that she would find out, I often glared at her. It would be embarrassing, she had a beautiful smile and occasionally I saw dark circles under her eyes.

"Leaving is thinking, getting together is hurt".

What if you see her and don't see her, it's a hurt to yourself.

******

Time passed quickly, and on the day of the party, I was divided into a group.

The venue is beautiful, and there are colorful tapes everywhere.

Balloons filled the room, and everyone laughed at each other.

And I've been looking for her shadow.

She was right across from me and I could look at her head-on.

I was happy that day, but I was very distressed.

Very helpless eyes, silent in the slow eye contact, she would occasionally look over, the first thing to avoid was my eyes, her eyes were too lethal. I'm just making too many assumptions, putting the problem in a very extreme position, complex thinking.

I started drinking, I don't know what wine is, can it really relieve my sorrows?

I remember that I drank a lot that day, and I didn't drink very well, and what "more" looked like in my concept, it was three bottles at most.

But that day it seemed to be beyond that range. I just feel a little dizzy, and my ability to discern direction is gone.

There is too much reverie in the intoxication. An unbounded mind has a preliminary outline, both tangible and intangible. It doesn't matter to me anymore, feelings need language communication, and eye contact is equally important, so that sparks can be generated. The same goes for liking a person. In real life, the probability of falling in love at first sight is very small, and the first time you look at each other, it feels very different.

I also occasionally go up there for events.

It's just a formality! It's just a cutscene.

When I went up, Liu Bin would applaud and dance. It will also hint that I want to go on.

That night, apart from drinking, I kept looking at her, everyone laughed and laughed, and my vision never changed.

Lin Yang was very excited, one after another, as if he was holding a solo concert.

Everyone applauded him, and he laughed for a night, then his throat began to be hoarse.

Pleased a lot of female classmates. His purpose was achieved.

He also seems to have found a direction in life. Infectious everyone with his unique voice.

I was drunk, and the more he sang on stage, the more excited he became.

Occasionally, he would turn to look at me and see that I was not applauding, and his expression was very unhappy.

Because I was tired, I didn't have the strength to applaud my hands.

One night clutching a beer bottle.

Didn't stop. Inability to refuse the anesthesia of alcohol.

Looking at her while drinking, I just wanted to see it, and the purpose was very direct.

She's still smiling...... The smile that still changes.

I had the idea of drinking with her.

Beginning to toast in the past, it is also the beginning of someone else's beginning.

Maybe it's an excuse, I'm a little blushing, I don't know if it's the wine at work. Or is it because of nervousness.

Alcohol made my body react, my body was unbalanced, and I couldn't concentrate.

And the expression is a big physiological reaction, including my shyness.

Afraid of being known by others, the toast is just a cover.

I would like to start with a toast from other classmates.

And finally she was on my face when I poured.

I was afraid that she would refuse, and I was still very worried about the result that would not appear at all.

Fortunately, she did not refuse, and drank the most crisp glass of wine......

I started to get dizzy and couldn't continue drinking.

Back in my own group, I still want to drink.

I'm happy this time, right......

"Don't drink so much!" The classmate next to him said.

I also forgot who was talking about it? Because I'm really getting a little dizzy......

Soon the happy times passed, and my imprisoned mind was a little relieved.

I slowly went back to the dormitory, I couldn't move my hands and feet. No one helped me, I staggered and almost hit the wall.

After that, all I want to do is get some good sleep.

Even after falling asleep, you can still see her smile. It's still as charming.

I was so drunk.