Relieve...... Do not lift ...... Do not lift ...... Relieve......

The two answers were swaying in Shi Yao's mind for a long time, and she didn't find a definite answer.

In the end, Shi Yao replied with four words: "I don't know." ”

"I was also very annoyed by this, when I first knew that I had a fiancé, he was only thirteen years old, and I didn't really understand what a fiancé was. All I know is that one day, a car drove downstairs to my house, and then the car took my parents and me to a very big and beautiful house, and the old man in the house was very kind, and he gave me a lot of delicious food, a lot of candy that I had never seen before......"

"Then my mother told me that as long as I became the fiancée of this young master, I could always eat these candies in the future, and I was quite happy, but that night, I saw the fiancé they talked about, a very beautiful little brother, who was even more beautiful than the boys in the cartoons I watched, and I was also happy when I looked at him, and I wanted to be friends with him, but he was very fierce to me......"

Then I was scared by him, I didn't think he was beautiful at all, just like the demon king in the cartoon, I ran to tell my parents, I don't want to be his fiancée, my parents were very angry at the time, especially my father, smashed the chair, told me that I can't refuse...... I grew up, I never made my parents angry, at that time my father said, if I don't obey, I don't want me, what the specific situation, I can't remember too clearly, anyway, I just didn't resist, and then he probably didn't resist his family, my relationship with him, just continued......"

"Some things, when I was young, I may really seem to understand it, but as I get older and older, I slowly understand it, I have a fiancé, I can't make friends with other boys like girls of the same age, that's not right, I can't like boys, that's not right......"

"How so? Anyway, throughout my adolescence, I just kept in mind that I had a fiancé who ignored me and probably didn't even know me, so I couldn't be as wanton as girls of the same age, wanton hate, wanton love...... Even if I have someone I want to like, I only dare to like it, not like it......"

Shi Yao didn't realize it herself, and unconsciously, she typed out the words that she had suppressed in her heart for so many years and didn't dare to say.

When she clicked send, the whole person was stunned for a while, and then she realized that she seemed to have too much to say, she hurriedly withdrew a large string of words, and then changed a sentence and sent it to Mr. Numbers: "It's not early, I'm going to take a bath and sleep, bye." ”

Mr. Digital didn't reply to her message.

Shi Yao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he probably didn't look at his phone, that is, he didn't see the bunch of verbose words she just said, and then he put down his phone and went to the bathroom with confidence.

When she came out of the bathroom, she saw her phone >

[111111]: "Good night." ”

Shi Yao replied with a "good night" expression and went to sleep.

…

At the same time, the old house of the Lin family.

Lin Jiage glanced at the goodnight expression sent by Shi Yao on his phone, and did not reply to her, but got up and walked to the balcony.