I looked at his serene face, he was so quiet in front of me for the first time, his face did not have his arrogant look, he no longer looked at people with contempt, the corners of his mouth no longer showed a contemptuous smile, and his mouth no longer spit out words that looked down on others. At this moment, he is like a baby next to me, sleeping innocently and peacefully.

My heart kept aching, I turned my face sideways, my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe, and every painful breath was pulling at the wound in my lower back, and the pain of the wound was like the pain of my heart cracking.

I tightened my brows in pain, and my brain began to swell again, and my brain was in chaos, like falling into the depths of the ocean, and the pressure of the water squeezed my ears, leaving only a vague buzz.

A lot of times, I'm scared of this moment, and a lot of times, I know I can't face it.

That's why he didn't dare me fall in love with him.

You know, even though I'm not deeply in love with you, every time you hurt, it makes my heart ache and I can't breathe. I don't dare tell you because I'm afraid you'll sink deeper into me.

However, today, you still let us meet this moment, I really want to scold you, I really want to beat you, why are you so desperate? So don't you love to believe in your own life?

Why can't you be a little selfish and cold like Xinyan and Ou Cangming? No one will blame you for valuing your own life more, because you are not obligated to protect the lives of others.

Do you know that there are still many people around you who are worried about your heartache, do you know that you are in the hearts of many people, you are that very important and special person.

Boxer Battalion Commander, Hai Ji, Shocking Girl, Void Girl and Divine Hidden Girl, they are all your relatives, your family, you are lying here now, let your team lose their captain, let your Blue Dragon team become leaderless, isn't it also a dereliction of duty?!

I slowly raised my hand and gently dropped it on his. His hands were unusually cold today, and I began to clench, trying to warm his body temperature with my warm hands, but in the end, it was his coldness that gradually cooled my hands......

"Optimus ......" my throat was already choked with pain, "wake up...... If you don't wake up today, you'll be ...... up and down Plug in the tube...... It's ugly...... It's ugly...... Do you know? Do you want me to see you like this......" I leaned down slowly, my forehead pained against the back of his cold hand.

He must have been like this since the end of the rescue yesterday, but Ou Cangming, Lun Hai and Qing Mu, they didn't say anything, what did they ...... Didn't even tell me......

"Optimus ...... ......"I choked up as I held his hand tightly, and a deep feeling of powerlessness and helplessness enveloped my whole body like darkness. No matter how strong my ability is, I am still useless in the face of life.

The astral overload cannot be cured even by the healer, because it is a mutation of the astral body, which is the center of all star races' energy, it is not a loss or damage to the cell, and scientists have not yet found out the exact cause of its abnormal changes, and can only find the common ground from most of the dormant star clans, but the overuse of energy causes the star constoids to fall into excessive fatigue.

Again, no cure has been found, and so far, this is the only way to wait for StarClan to wake up on its own. At this stage, there is no difference between a vegetative person.

The evolution of a small area of the brain has become a huge universe that is difficult to explore.

We know too little about the brain, and our research on the astral plastid, a region that suddenly evolved, is almost infancy, trying to decipher the secrets of the astral plast, which is as far away as hundreds of millions of light-years.

I leaned on the back of his cold hand and remained silent for a long time, tears quietly dripping from the corners of my eyes and falling on the back of his hand. That's how he used to wait for me to wake up......

He used to worry about me like that......

Qingtian, why do you fall in love with me, you still cling to me and pestering me like this when I can't give you any response. Well, now, your love for me still infects me, and I am so worried about you that I can't ignore it.

What would you do if I really fell in love with you? What should you do?!!

You don't even want to face and be responsible! At that time, did you owe a beating than Lunhai?!

"Optimus ...... If you don't wake up again...... I watched as the doctor stripped you naked, intubated you, and filmed the whole thing......" I choked up and chuckled, "When you wake up, let you see for yourself how embarrassed you are, and let you be arrogant again......" I squeezed his hand, breathed deeply, and rose and fell with his chest.

I have been with him, leaning on the back of his hand, breathing with him, listening to the monotonous sound of those instruments, accompanying him as the sun outside gradually sets, accompanying the light in his hospital room, and his hand finally warmed by my hand.

The baby wakes up, Qingmu will come in to take care of it, the baby wants to play, Lun Hai will accompany the baby to play, the baby is also very well-behaved today, and he has not cried, and he has not gone to the sky.

"Go back, Spirit, it's time for dinner." Lun Hai said to me softly.

Qing Mu had already put the baby who was asleep back in the crib.

I shook Qingtian's hand and shook my head: "I don't want to eat ...... right now"

"That's not going to work." Lun Hai squatted beside me and looked at me as if begging me, "Your injury is not small, and now the healer is useless to you, if you bleed internally, you will be in trouble, good, go back and rest, there is Ou Cangming watching." Lun Hai pointed to Ou Cangming, who had been standing outside the lookout window, silent.

I turned my head to look at him, his silver pupils flickering, his eyes slightly lowered to avoid my gaze, and there was a look of loss on his face.

I turned my face back and shook my head: "I'm resting here, I"

There were more people outside the door, it was Hai Ji, Shock, Void Girl, and the Hidden Girl.

Lun Hai stopped them, Hai Ji angrily pushed him away, and also took out a special pass and swiped the card directly, and immediately, Lun Hai also followed.

"Haihime, Qingtian needs to recuperate." Lun Hai seemed to be reminding Hai Ji of something.

Hai Ji glanced at him coldly: "You are here to disturb our captain's rest, we are his team members, his family, no one is more qualified to accompany him here than us!" ”

Lunhai immediately stood beside me, as if he was going to fight with Haihime and them at any moment.

The first one was embarrassed, and stood between me and Hai Ji again, looked at Hai Ji, and then secretly glanced at me, and then reached out to pull Hai Ji: "Hai Ji, we ...... it"

Hai Ji pushed him away, Hai Ji's temper is actually similar to me, such as we are both more crisp and not tired.

"Don't bother with Optimus anymore!" Hai Ji suppressed her voice and anger and said to me.