Chapter Forty-Seven: Qin Yao Has a World of His Own
When he was a freshman in high school, Su Guo and Liu Ruoyang had a brief confrontation, when the school radio station was recruiting, Su Guo was able to openly release the glamorous voice of their family Chou Dong in public, so he had the courage to run for election.
The result was naturally a fiasco, she was not a good student with excellent grades, second, she was not an enthusiast of the school's literary and artistic activities, and third, she did not have the support of her parents who could speak. In fact, it is not a big deal that she was not selected, but it made Su Guo unwilling for a long time, because she lost to Liu Ruoyang.
Su Guo and Liu Ruoyang were not friends in the first place, and Liu Ruoyang, as the class leader of Su Guo's class before, might have said a few official words to her, such as receiving a homework book and paying a class fee. Now that I have a class in high school, I have become a stranger who doesn't even have to say hello when I meet him.
Su Guoqi is a good person, and he is friendly with everyone, if it weren't for the time when she saw Liu Ruoyang and Qin Yao chatting in the bookstore, she would just treat her as an ordinary junior high school classmate.
In fact, a long time ago, Su Guo vaguely felt that Liu Ruoyang seemed to be secretly paying attention to Qin Yao.
Su Guo saw Liu Ruoyang standing on the propaganda board of the junior high school, and he would stand in front of Qin Yao's red letter for a long time; found that she often went to the basketball court to watch the basketball games of the third class next door, and most of them were Qin Yao's ball games; I have also seen her look of surprise but pretending to be meaningless when she encounters herself and Qin Yao together.
Su Guo knew very well that even if Liu Ruoyang didn't like Qin Yao yet, he must not be simple.
But Liu Ruoyang, who said that Lao Liu had never caused any substantial harm to Qin Yao and Su Guo, finally caused the two of them to separate for five years and planted a bomb in advance.
This bomb that has been buried for many years, Su Guo always thought it was a dud, but he never thought that it was pulled by Ding Lin later, and it exploded so suddenly, so destined, and so violently.
On the day when the results of the radio station selection came out, Su Guo and Liu Ruoyang stood on the propaganda board where the shortlist was posted, and Liu Ruoyang said to Su Guo: You have always been very inferior, and you feel that you are not worthy of Qin Yao, right? Because Qin Yao will eventually go to F University, then take the postgraduate entrance examination and go abroad...... Qin Yao has his own world, and you understand that you can't enter this world.
Su Guo wanted to say something to refute Liu Ruoyang, but her head kept hovering with the spell of "Qin Yao has his own world, you can't enter this world", even if she likes this person very much, she really understands that one day, she will leave Qin Yao's world.
Liu Ruoyang said: Many times it's not your wishful thinking, first love is a matter of two people, let alone love for a lifetime.
Liu Ruoyang may have been angered by Qin Yao's disdainful and indifferent attitude towards him in the bookstore before, and instead said such a paragraph to Su Guo to make up for a little superiority. But her words also indirectly led to the breakup of Su Guo and Qin Yao later, and Su Guo chose to let go and let Qin Yao go to the world that belonged to him.
After the breakup, Su Guo felt that she was really a good hand at making wedding dresses for others, everything was Qin Yao from her church, and in the end, it didn't belong to her.
All of the above are the small entanglements between Liu Ruoyang and Su Guo and Qin Yao, in fact, it is really not a big deal.
In the second year of high school, Su Guo did not hesitate to follow Qin Yao to choose physics, and before the placement test, Su Guo was as excited as if he had beaten a few tons of chicken blood. The teachers of various subjects had to take a detour when they saw her, and when they saw her walk into the office, they either ran away to the class to start class early or went to the toilet under an excuse, and even Qin Yao, who was as calm as her, was almost out of character by her.
Qin Yao said that you are working so hard, do you want to be admitted to the highest university in China? Su Guo bit the bun in his mouth, but his eyes were staring at the English word book in his hand, and he didn't have time to talk to Qin Yao at all.
Su Guo: I'm busy, I have nothing to do and retreat.
Qin Yao: ......
The so-called Emperor Tian lived up to his hard work, and Su Guo, who even left Qin Yao behind, finally got his wish and was admitted to the improvement class, that is, Qin Yao's class. Lao Liu followed their family, Jiang Mo, to the liberal arts class, and Liu Ruoyang.
From elementary school to the second year of high school, Su Guo was finally able to be in the same class as Qin Yao, but he was completely overwhelmed by the exams and homework of the science class and the improvement class for a few days before he was happy.
In order to be admitted to the improvement Ban Suguo, he almost consumed nine successes, and he was already exhausted. The teaching method of the improvement class is completely different from the previous make-up class, Su Guo often feels tired and can't keep up with the rhythm, and he can't say a few words to the top students in the improvement class. Since Lao Liu went to the liberal arts class, coupled with his love and hatred with Jiang Mo, he has no extra energy to solve Su Guo.
Qin Yao finally couldn't help but say Su Guo, you should go to the ordinary class, you are not used to here.
Su Guo was gritting his teeth and stumbling with a physics scroll, and when he heard Qin Yao's words, his whole person was like a deflated ball, and he suddenly lost all the strength of his body. The physics rolls were thrown into the trash in a clump.
In the self-study class that day, Su Guo slept on the desk, but in fact, he was pretending to sleep, the kind of shallow sleep that could hear the sound. Su Guo heard gossip at the back table in a daze, and didn't know who she was joking with, so she said, "You see your wife is sleeping."
Su Guo was sulking because of Qin Yao's words just now, and he had nowhere to vent, thinking that this comrade at the back table was brought on by you, please wash your head and wait for me to cut it!
Just as he was about to raise his head, he immediately shrank back when he heard a voice from behind.
Su Guo heard Qin Yao say coldly, "You know you're still so noisy?" ”。
Su Guo's face buried in the crook of his arm smiled like a spring heart, and his heart was full of joy.
In fact, Qin Yao was afraid that she would work too hard, he always felt that Su Guo only needed to live a good "Su Guo"-style heartless life that she was good at, and he was good at things like studying hard to get admitted to a prestigious university, and he could do it. However, because of Qin Yao's straightforward expression, Su Guo misunderstood that he didn't like to be in the same class with her, although he didn't flip the table and quarrel with herself on the spot, but she didn't make noise but made herself depressed for a long time.
Fortunately, after the afternoon self-study class, this guy somehow recovered as before, and the physics paper in the paper basket was also picked up again, and he came to himself to ask for the solution idea.
Women are fickle and unreasonable.
At that time, Qin Yao didn't understand Su Guo's attachment to Liu Ruoyang's original words, and he was unwilling to watch Qin Yao leave him one day in the future. This is not as simple as the neighbors living upstairs and downstairs suddenly separated, because even if Qin Yao moves in the future, as long as she is not lame and blind, she can always find him, what she has always been afraid of is that Qin Yao will leave her spiritual world one day.
I'm in the world, too far away from you. It's too far away from the world of you scholars and gods, and you can't enter or want to leave, so you can only linger in the memories of me and you to quench your thirst, until one day you realize that you have completely lost everything between you and me.
Su Guo couldn't change the trajectory of Qin Yao's life, she could only force herself and try to enter Qin Yao's world. So she put a lot of pressure on herself, and she was willing to spend three years of high school to win a future for herself and Qin Yao.
However, the reality is so cruel, she is not a good material for reading, no matter how hard she tries, she can get a book at most, which is very different from Qin Yao's top domestic university, F University.
And time is the most powerful killer, if she can't move forward side by side with Qin Yao, he will eventually forget, get tired, leave, and finally find the "Su Guo" that belongs to his world, if he looks back and thinks about himself after ten or twenty years, he will find that there is actually not much between them.