Chapter 217: I want to spend the rest of my life with you
They walked into the gate of the park side by side, the sky was very blue, the air was very fresh, strolling on the path of the park, looking at the statues of the surrounding music masters, talking about the musical experience and perception from time to time, Yue Yinxue seemed to be in a good mood.
She had never had such relaxing music in that home......
Li Si glanced at Yue Yinxue in surprise, he just came to the park to hang out, how could he be so happy?
Feeling Li Si's eyes, Yue Yinxue was stunned for a moment, and then said very calmly: "Do you think about why I'm so happy?" Although it is a question sentence, the tone in the words has an unquestionable tone.
So clear my thoughts? Li Sihao raised his eyebrows neatly.
Without waiting for Li Si to speak, Yue Yinxue's eyes narrowed, and she smiled and said again: "Just look at your eyes." ”
After a pause, she continued to speak: "You should know, my family is a very stubborn fan of classical music, and my thinking is a bit stubborn and old-fashioned, so they are also very strict with my education. ”
Speaking of this, her tone was already a little lonely: "I have to be restricted from making friends, and I can't go out casually during the holidays, I have to be guided by their music at home, once there is disobedience, they will be furious, I went out with you today, I said to go to the same school, but I just worked so hard, they still think I don't meet their standards." ”
"So why not fight it out completely?!" Looking at Yue Yinxue like this, Li Si was a little uncontrollable and said.
Yue Yinxue heard Li Si's words, and finally came back to her senses, "No matter what, after all, they are also my family." "How could it be that there was no struggle? It's just that whenever I look at the surprised and disgusted eyes of my family, I feel that the shackles on my body seem to be even more aggravated, you are our child, so what are you going to do......
Enough, I don't want to hear such words anymore, she has worked very hard, and the life arranged by her family is certainly smooth and smooth, but someone has asked her if she wants such a life?
Yue Yinxue smiled, her voice was already a little bitter, and the smile on her face seemed to be just to whitewash the peace.
Li Si looked at Yue Yinxue like this, and suddenly felt that there was an uncontrollable emotion in his heart, he didn't know what kind of emotion it was, he just knew that he didn't want to see the bitter and sad emotion on Yue Yinxue's face.
In the past, he only had music in his life, and music gave him another colorful and gorgeous world. He was fascinated and obsessed with music, and the beating notes, though they did not speak on their own, filled his life.
Later, a bright little sun suddenly broke into his world.
It's just that now the little sun is a little sluggish.
He suddenly spoke, and stretched out an encouraging hand against the light with a serious face, "Aren't you going to take the cable car?" Follow me. ”
Yue Yinxue was a little shocked, her upbringing told her that she couldn't have physical contact with strange men casually, but looking at Li Si's calm, resolute and encouraging expression, she couldn't afford to refuse at all.
Who can refuse such a Li Si?
Maybe since she first witnessed Li Si's music, she never remembered the idea of refusal.
She put her hand into Li Si's palm, and a sincere smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
Li Si took her hand and walked to the position of the cable car together, walking not fast along the way, Yue Yinxue felt that the hand holding her was broad and powerful, which was a feeling she had never experienced, which made her think that her father had signed her like this many years ago, but then it was never again.
Li Si's movements were very gentlemanly, he just held her firmly with his hands along the way, and let go when he arrived at the place in line, and his movements were very natural.
Yue Yinxue suddenly became a little embarrassed.
She had never had such intimate contact with other men, and more importantly, the two of them had to stay in a confined space when they took the cable car, and they didn't feel anything when they agreed, but now they always feel a little awkward.
Thinking of this, Yue Yinxue suddenly regretted it a little, but when she looked up at Li Si's silent face, she suddenly felt that the worries in her heart suddenly dissipated.
After they got on the cable car, they sat facing each other, and Yue Yinxue was still a little shy in the face of Li Si's gaze, but when she began to browse the scenery outside the window, her attention shifted to the outside.
"It's beautiful." Yue Yinxue looked at the scenery outside the window and sighed.
I have lived in this city since I was a child, but it is the first time to overlook the city from above, no wonder some people like to live in high-rise buildings, it turns out that overlooking the world from a high place will really feel that everything under her feet is very small, and all the troubles seem to be far away from her.
You don't have to think about the constraints and troubles of the family, you just want to indulge in the present moment and the scenery in front of you.
She couldn't help but smile and hum softly a tune she had practiced.
Despite the pressure put on her by her family, she actually likes music very much and enjoys it.
When the cable car reaches the very top, everything is small, but the world is infinitely wide.
She also seemed to see the climax of a drama, and her eyes bloomed with gorgeous light, just like seeing her when Li Si performed.
She couldn't help but want to share her joy with the person in front of her, but when she turned her head, she saw the man in front of her looking at her with a heavy face, as if a mathematician had seen a prehistoric puzzle, shocked and dizzy.
She was speechless.
"Hey...... Li Si, what's wrong? Looking at me like this, it was like seeing a ghost. Yue Yinxue said jokingly.
No, not just seeing the ghost, probably seeing the ghost itself he wouldn't be so surprised. Li Si thought in his heart.
He looked at Yue Yinxue just now, Yue Yinxue who was obsessed with beautiful scenery and music, he actually felt that his heart was beating faster than ever, it was almost a breakthrough from his previous experience, and it seemed to be about to leave his chest.
Yue Yinxue just now was like a little sun back on the right track, dazzling and couldn't help but want to cast your eyes on it, with a little distant shock.
Li Si felt as if a fire burned in his chest, and the last time he experienced this shock was at a master's recital, and after many years, he actually experienced it in Yue Yinxue again.
The two were relatively silent, and a strange atmosphere spread through this small space.
Just when Yue Yinxue wanted to open his mouth to break the silence in the room, Li Si suddenly spoke, and he looked at Yue Yinxue's eyes seriously: "Actually, just now I made a decision that may affect my life, I hesitated, but I still feel that I should say it." ”
As if feeling the solemnity in the tone of the person in front of her, Yue Yinxue couldn't help but sit up straight, and a serious expression appeared on her face.
"Yue Yinxue, you are a descendant of a family of classical music, I am a fan of pop music, I don't seem to like you, in fact, I didn't like you at the beginning, but now I find that this doesn't seem to be the case, it's very contradictory, but this world is a world full of contradictions, even if he is a contradiction, I don't care."
Speaking of this, he paused for a moment, and then continued: "If this kind of liking only stays at the level of I used to like someone, I only plan to think about it as if I don't know about it, and when I get old in the future, I will think about it in my memories at most, but now it seems that it is no longer enough to stay in my memories, far from enough." ”
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Yue Yinxue asked with some surprise.
"I know, I like you now as much as I like music, I once saw a sentence in a book, feelings are equal to zero when they are held in the heart, and if they can't be passed on or accepted, they don't exist."
When Li Si said this, his expression was still light and solemn, just like him, in his voice, there was a touching affection.
"It suddenly became clear to me that the meaning of all the years of the past was to wait for these short days, and that the long life ahead will be to reminisce about this moment. Yue Yinxue, I like you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, okay? ”
Because at that moment just now, Li Si suddenly felt that it was really so simple to like someone.
"I ....."
Yue Yinxue tried hard to smile, but although the corners of her mouth were raised, the smile couldn't reach the bottom of her eyes.
She likes Li Si, just like Li Si likes her, love is so simple and simple, but how difficult is it to be together?
Her father never saw her efforts and thoughts, and every time he did not listen to her own opinions except to impose his own thoughts on her.
When she is at home, her music is not free, and her soul is not free.
The corners of Yue Yinxue's eyes were a little moist, and she remembered what she had done practicing the piano before.
"Yue Yinxue, haven't you practiced the piano well these days?" The head of the Yue family listened to Yue Yinxue's tune, suddenly frowned, strode over and closed the piano fiercely, smashing Yue Yinxue's fingers into redness, swelling and congestion.
It hurts...... Yue Yinxue withdrew her hands tremblingly and whispered, "Father, am I not playing well?" ”
She hoped that her father could praise him as much as he praised his younger brother, but his father always said that girls are not good at the piano, just like those music giants in history, aren't they all great men?
"Not good? Yue Yinxue, you disappointed me so much, I heard your teacher say that you have practiced this song for three days, can't you hear that something is wrong! ”
Yue Yinxue shrank with her eyes closed, and then said with a hint of hope, "Father, I, I know, but I don't think the fourth measure is gentle enough, isn't the sea unpredictable, and the jump is too slow, so I directly replaced it with two big jumps, which makes people feel excited......"