It hurts, it hurts.

The upper and lower bodies felt a special pain, as if they had been vertically turned sideways by some heavy object, and they had been carefully crushed by the boy, which was extremely heavy.

It's like being crushed into a bed, and then nailed to the bed. You can't even move.

You can't move your shoulders, you can't move anywhere, only your fingers can move slightly.

In a daze, my eyes could only open a slit, but after encountering the dazzling skylight, I immediately closed it, which was particularly uncomfortable.

It must have been dawn outside, and I didn't know that I had been asleep for a long time, and my stomach was deflated with hunger.

There was no one around.

Qi Qingchu didn't know where to go.

That's right, Li Jicai remembers very clearly, she spent the night with Qi Qingchu last night.

How so? How is that possible?

Obviously there shouldn't be this between the two of them, it's obvious that they have to keep their distance, but why? But why did they break through the defenses?

I didn't dare to breathe hard, and I felt pain in my chest when I breathed.

The dense pain, but there was no one around him at this moment, Li Jicai couldn't help but shed tears from the corners of his eyes.

She didn't want to speculate about what Qi Qingchu was doing at this moment, she just wanted to get up from this bed and go home.

Anyway, I just want to go home first. Didn't want to stay here anymore, this wasn't where she should be.

I can't face it, I can't accept it.

After Qi Qing came in after waiting for a while, what should he say when he saw him? It seems that everything is not right, it seems that everything feels strange, as if everything is messed up.

There was a lot of chaos in my head, and I couldn't believe what happened last night, and I didn't dare to think about it at all.

The breath was slow, the heart was beating slowly, and the ears were screaming sharply, as if they were protesting, protesting what?

Li Jicai himself didn't know.

Will she be able to trust him, will she be able to believe it?

No, it's not a question of whether they believe each other or not, it's not that the question is the relationship between the two of them, why did the relationship between the two of them become the way it is?

It's a little bit closer to a lover, and a little more away from a friend.

Oh my God, I can't explain how I'm feeling at this moment. Li Jicai just wanted to pull his hair and vent.

If Qi Qingchu really cared about his feelings when she really cared about his feelings, why didn't she stay by his side when she woke up?

No, isn't it because after hurting her, you should always be by her side?

Things were not normal last night, Qi Qingchu was very abnormal, so it was absolutely impossible for his usual habits to do such impulsive things, there must be some accident.

Yes, I urged him to go to the doctor yesterday, but instead of going to the doctor, he said something inexplicable to himself, and then pushed himself down......

So, so this thing was just a misunderstanding from start to finish? Or was he caught improvised to top the bag?

If, if the person who stayed with him last night was not himself, but that Luo Lianfang, or any woman, would the same situation happen like her?

That's that, that's not at all meaningful.

In that case, any woman can do it, and it is not the opportunity that Qi Qingchu said in his mouth at all.

Li Jicai is very irritable, she can't move now, her back hurts, and she can't get up.

Qi Qingchu should be by her side, at least it's good to give her a hand, at least let her get up on her own.

But now the room is empty, there is no trace of popularity, and people don't know where to go, so they leave her alone on this bed, is it appropriate?

There must be people outside Qi Qingchu's room, but those people are like a piece of wood, and of course they won't break into her woman's room, so it is only possible to rescue her after Qi Qingchu comes back.

Before that, Li Jicai felt that he had to think about the wording, how to explain to Qi Qingchu, and how to face it.

It's annoying.

If she was still busy with farm work in the field at this moment, taking care of it wholeheartedly, it is true that things over there would never have happened to such a thing.

But the world is unpredictable, who can calculate this?

Annoying, really annoying.

But now it's too late to complain, and it seems that there is only a thin strip of silk cloth covering the body.

Her clothes had already been cleaned, and now, if she was not mistaken, she was lying naked on the bed alone, wearing nothing.

No, it seems that some underwear is worn, but last night she clearly remembered that she didn't seem to wear it.

The only possibility is that someone helped her put on her clothes, so who is this person, and who else can it be!

It must be Qi Qingchu.

Thinking of this, Li Jicai felt a little stiff.

I don't want outsiders to break in and see her like this.

Didn't a good Samaritan come to her rescue?

Oh my God, I just feel like I have no place to be ashamed of myself, how the are I going to deal with this? How dare you face this?

Mixed feelings.

This is not to blame on others, she once again believed Qi Qingchu, thinking that he was really worried that he would have nowhere to go because the city gate was closed, so he kindly took her to his mansion for the night.

Although men and women have to be fortified, but the other party has performed well before, so she can't help but relax her vigilance, after all, she actually lived in Jiang Xihu's house earlier.

But Jiang Xihu didn't do anything to her.

Besides, Li Jicai feels that with their identity, they actually can't look down on people like themselves.

Looking ahead and backwards, he thought a lot, and he didn't come up with any clues, Li Jicai thought about it and couldn't help but fall asleep again, because he was really tired.

Anyway, she has no choice now, only when Qi Qingchu comes back, and only after he comes back, can she solve the rest of the matter.

At least I can get her up and let her go back to the country, and never come back here again.

In terms of identity alone, he is not worthy of Qi Qingchu, who is a wealthy family, and he doesn't want to really marry him, so he went to his house to suffer all kinds of sins after becoming a relative.

Although I always hear outsiders talk about how good and good Qifu is, how reasonable the people inside are, how easy people get along with each other, and so on, but these words are always heard from other people's mouths, and there is no real evidence, such as people drinking water, self-knowledge of warmth and coldness, and human relationships, it is even more difficult to explain.

And to this day, he has not proved whether Li Jiye's matter is really as he said at the beginning. Li Jiye did not die, and before he knew it, he had become the emperor of Yan State.

It is also possible that when he arrived in Yan Kingdom and saw Li Jiye, or when Li Jiye remembered her, he sent someone to find her back.

It's just not the right time.

I don't know when Li Jicai didn't care too much about these, nor did he force it too much, because time will tell everything.

Qi Qingchu saved himself and hurt himself, and even showed himself his intentions.

Regardless of whether he is sincere or false now, and regardless of the other twists and turns, at least the two of them are safe and sound for now.

But after doing this last night, Li Jicai couldn't help but feel that the balance between the two people had been broken, they had broken through the barrier, but they did not usher in the moment of real heart-to-heart as imagined.

It's not that I don't want to, it's just that it's not appropriate.

There are too many concerns, there are too many ideas.

From the day she begged to make a living independently, Li Jicai thought that one day she would be able to live independently without relying on anyone and earn money to support herself.

Both in ancient times, and in modern times.

Forever and forever remind yourself of the thing, is to live well, don't care about other things, human life is the most important, small life is the most important.

You can't be a creeper who is attached to others, because when the wall collapses one day, the creeper withers without support.

When a person is in a weak position, he will involuntarily try his best to use all the resources that can be used, and even produce the psychology of weakness and dependence, and even the psychology of stealing joy.

In fact, Li Jicai always sweats when she thinks of these, because she is not relying on others now, but His Royal Highness the current prince is involved with an unknown camp and the ministers of the court and the central government in this process.

The most important thing is that both of them have been relied on for the time being, making it clear that as long as he relies on one of them wholeheartedly, he will be well rewarded.

Let's ask, when a big good thing seems to be stable, there will be no unexpected good things, and once and for all good things fall in front of you, will normal people refuse? Refusal?

No, no, no.

Li Jicai's personality is like this, she feels that she can't change it.

Others may not think so much, but he always can't help but think too much about himself, maybe because he is afraid of poverty, or because he is bullied too much, or he always feels that he is alone, so only he can rely on himself.

Now he is a small agricultural official, and when he is angry in the future, he has made some achievements, and then he will be promoted to become a big official and have a good social status, and he will have a lot of money every month to support himself.

Although he will not be a corrupt official, he will not be a clean official, he will not be in the same stream, and he will not learn the golden mean independently in another world, so he will live carefully and cautiously in this environment that does not grow.

The previous revenge, the unwillingness, the humiliation, and all of these have all become the courage and motivation to urge Li Jicai to move forward under the passage of time.

Only when power and fame are in hand one day, maybe we can talk about fairness and justice.

That's what the hell is going on in the world.