Chapter 759: Is That Love?

"No problem, I can do anything for you as long as you want." Jom said as he slice the pork chop on his plate.

Xia Ning was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly lowered her head to continue eating her own pork chops, deliberately trying to escape this problem.

I don't know why, my heart is struggling more and more. Just now, I was thinking that I had to work hard to forget the past and accept the hard-won happiness around me.

But now, as soon as he said such ambiguous words, she felt so embarrassed for her.

But it's also because of shyness, because I feel my heart beating faster.

She had also experienced this feeling from Yuan Chen, so it was clear that it should come from the goodwill of love, right?

But she is so contradictory, I don't know if this kind of good feeling will continue to extend into love. So I always feel like I'm delaying Jom and wasting his life.

The prince-like man on the other side seemed to see through her thoughts, and opened his mouth again with a smile, "What's wrong?" Does my sentence make you shy? ”

He looked at the flush on her face and rejoiced. He likes Xia Ning's shy appearance, which shows that he is influential enough for her.

It's not that you can't be excited, it's not that you can't be intoxicated by him, it's just that the time hasn't come yet.

But he believes that as long as he is so unswervingly good to her, there will always be a day when the clouds will open and the moon will shine.

I used to always feel that there was no hope, as long as I was a male girlfriend by her side, but since last year, before she returned to China, I found that she began to blush and heartbeat because of herself, and she became extremely concerned because of her various actions.

If this is not the budding of love, he would not believe it, but after returning to China, she met Yuan Chen, and became so sensitive and vulnerable, which made him sad.

He will not deny his selfishness, and wants to take Xia Ning back to the United States or to Australia, all in order to keep her away from that man, the man who hurt her, and to create more opportunities for himself to let her fall in love with him slowly.

The time can be long, but be sure to give him a chance.

And that man is undoubtedly the biggest threat to him. Because that was the first man Xia Ning had loved deeply and been deeply hurt.

No matter how much he hated the harm that man had brought to Xia Ning, he couldn't change it.

But since he can't change it, he will accept it.

Change what is unacceptable, accept what cannot be changed. This is what he wants to do to Xia Ning.

He accepts all of her past, and his heart aches and pities. But there is no way to accept the possibility of her being injured again, and he wants to put an end to such a possibility, not in the slightest.

Sometimes I often think that maybe doing this by myself is also a very selfish practice, which will make Xia Ning hate herself.

But once he said such selfishness, Xia Ning didn't blame him, which made him even more eager to join hands with her.

If in this world, he must choose someone to grow old with him, he must hope to be Xia Ning.

Xia Ning ate the pork chop quietly, and the blush on her face deepened by his words, "You're really getting more and more flamboyant now." ”

Naturally, she wouldn't deny her shyness, but there was more contradiction in her heart, and Jom didn't see it.

But she was also glad that he didn't see it, because in this way she could still have those secrets in her heart that she couldn't tell that hurt him.

In fact, it's not a secret, it's just that I don't know how long it will take me to get out of the past emotional wounds.

Looking out the window, I felt a little irritable inexplicably, and I didn't want to be so quiet when I got up in the morning.

It seems that anything, as long as it involves feelings, will definitely make people have different emotions.

She is like this, and Jom should be like this, but the emotions of the two are different.

She found that Jom's face couldn't hide the joy, everything came from the kiss before, although she was unintentional, impulsive, but he had already taken it seriously.

She doesn't deny that she has a crush on Jom, but that doesn't mean it's all love.

There may be times when she can't tell the difference herself, but when it comes to making a choice, she will be so confused, so overwhelmed, and always feel that she can't delay the lives of others.

Xia Ning didn't speak again, and Jom shut up and didn't continue to tease, but he kept smiling silently, and the two of them ate for a long time.

"Would you like some dessert? Here's mint tea jelly! Jom said, pointing to the menu on the sign in the upper right.

Xia Ning glanced at the mint leaves on the menu that were so cool, and was greedy at a glance, and nodded with a smile, "Okay, I want to eat." ”

It's rare that she wants to indulge even in eating. Because I gained 20 pounds after giving birth to Duoduo, I have been committed to weight loss since then, until I weigh 90 pounds, but now I often have a good appetite.

I don't know if it's because I came to this beautiful place like the inside of a painting, or because Jom's happiness is infectious.

In short, it seems that I have left behind the disturbances and unpleasantness in City A, and when I come here, everything is fine.

"Jom, if this continues, I might really consider staying here for a long time~" She said half-jokingly, sighing contentedly and taking a deep breath of the air filled with the aroma of food.

Jom was buying mint tea jelly, two servings, one for her and one for himself.

"Well, I'd love to, we can stay here as long as you want, and we can sit down and talk with bright eyes.

She reached out her spoon and took a bite of the mint jelly, almost falling out of her mouth in shock.

"I, how do I live now? I still have my parents' inheritance, and how much I still have, and these mundane things can't let me leave, and I can't get out of it. She regained her composure and said lightly.

A lot of the time, people can't help themselves. If she really could, she would rather not want her parents' property, but she couldn't ignore her parents' years of hard work.

Xia's and Duoduo are her heaviest and sweetest bonds.

As long as one day, she can get out of the way, she will definitely choose a place to grow old, let time slow down, and let everything be refined.

But it's too early for now. She is only 26 years old, and perhaps in ten or twenty years, such a wish may not be realized.

But no matter what, if you have a dream in your heart, you can definitely do it.

And, Jom, it's so good, so good, she really doesn't want to waste other people's lives. By her side, he can't handle his own business, and he has to be distracted for her, so that his family's affairs can't be taken care of.

Sometimes, I really feel like I'm a burden. If she could, she would definitely let Jom leave herself, someone like her who made him sad.

But it was because he knew in his heart that he was unwilling to let go and unwilling to leave, so he didn't continue to mention it.

And sometimes, I always feel that if I mention it, it will be a disservice. Especially now, such an awkward moment.

After she made such a move, every time she thought about it, she would feel pain and she didn't know how to deal with it.

Although Jom is a pure American, which should be understandable, she still has a Chinese tradition in her bones. If it weren't for impulse, if it weren't for the fact that you had a crush on him, you wouldn't have been able to make such a move.

But is a kiss really anything? She didn't know either, but she was conflicted.

Jom is such a wonderful person, someone who has never been seen in his life. But it's so close and so far away.

Maybe it's because some people are more open than her, so they don't care about such things, but she is obsessed.

Maybe it's because I want to be my best friend.,But I'm not happy to be a friend.。

She may like Jom, but she's not sure if it's love, or if it's love at all.

She didn't know herself, so she couldn't give Jom an affirmative answer, but she knew that there was hope in his heart, and he wouldn't leave her.

Although she is also used to being by Jom's side, she can't really become a couple with him.

Sometimes I feel that there is not much difference between them and couples, except that they have not had a relationship and have not taken a bath together, and they have done everything that should and should not be done together.

Falling in love can sometimes be a very small thing. However, it makes people feel so heavy.

Sometimes looking at Jom makes my heart move, but it can also be embarrassing and painful, and mixed feelings are intertwined, and it becomes love, right?

However, is it really love?

Watching Jom lower his head and seriously eating mint tea jelly, he is like a person who couldn't be more focused, even eating is so elegant and beautiful.

"What's wrong?" He looked at her amusedly, showing his white teeth.

"Ah, nothing." Xia Ning was a little trance-like, and was brought back to her senses by his voice, just looking at him like that, making herself so stupid.

Jom smiled and didn't say anything more.

The two of them quickly finished their dessert and started back to the beach.

"How?" Jom looked at the men who were trying to transport the dives and pointed, "You can go to the line." ”

Xia Ningwan, "Are you really not going?" A half-joking, half-joking tone.

Jom smiled and shook his head, "Go ahead, I'll walk around here." ”

Xia Ning was stunned for a moment and frowned, "Jom, are you unhappy?" ”

She was nervous, and everything she was doing made her feel uneasy. She had done something that made Jom feel hopeful, and then she had said those specious things to mislead him.

Why do you suddenly feel so shameful and despicable? Xia Ning's heart began to be conflicted, feeling that she had hurt Jom, but she couldn't express such feelings.

She was immersed in her own thoughts and guilt, but suddenly she felt a warm touch on her arms.

"Xia Ning, you have to remember, no matter what, I won't be angry with you, and I won't be unhappy. As long as you like it, I will like it. As long as it's a decision you make, I'll respect it. ”

He said earnestly as he looked at her affectionately, with affection in his eyes.

And at this moment, not far to the left of their location, a pair of handsome eyes under sunglasses captured this scene.

Damn it! Yuan Chen scolded in his heart and ran in the direction of Xia Ning and Jom.

"Stupid woman!" Yuan Chen's voice sounded suddenly, and he also pulled Xia Ning with his hand and ran in the other direction.

Xia Ning and Jom barely reacted, and it took a few seconds to come back to their senses from their surprise.

"Yuan Chen?" Xia Ning looked at him in disbelief, not knowing why he came.

And, how did he know he was here?

"You're stalking me?" There was a great deal of doubt and horror in her eyes.

How could this man be so terrible that he actually followed her to Hawaii?! It's horrible!

"You damn demon! You let go of me! ”

"Let him go!"

Xia Ning's voice and Jom's voice rang out almost at the same time.

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