Ling Wanwan's resolute move made the Wen family flee, Fan Jin hugged her daughter and cried, but she didn't know that her tears could no longer move the girl whose heart was like ashes.

Ling Wanwan wanted to become a monk, but Fan Jin couldn't stop him by forcing him to die. The moment she came out of Ling Wanwan's courtyard, her hatred for the Wen family had reached the extreme.

She led a few thick mothers-in-law with thick waists and arms to break into the courtyard of her in-laws, ignoring Father Ling's scolding and Wen's swearing, and personally took the lead in smashing the things in their room, and if they couldn't do it, they would use an axe to cut it.

"Crazy, Fan's crazy, what should we do with his father?"

Wen watched his things being smashed, and jumped to his feet in distress.

Father Ling glanced at her, "Who told you to go to Wanwan for trouble?" ”

"From time to time, I'm afraid that she will attract bad luck if she stays at home." Wen's weak defense.

Father Ling said: "Let her smash it, Wanwan was forced to become a monk by you, if you don't let her vent, I'm afraid Erlang will not be able to explain it." ”

Hearing this, Wen was a little uneasy in his heart, afraid that his son would come back to settle accounts with him.

When Ling Jiming came back, Father Ling and Wen's courtyard had become a mess, and there was no place to put their feet.

He didn't know that Ling Wanwan was going to become a monk, and after listening to Wen's rhetoric, he slapped Fan Jin hard.

Fan Jin was stunned, and looked at him in disbelief: "You actually beat me?" ”

Ling Jiming's face turned pale, "You did something to my father and mother, even if you divorced, you would make it." ”

Fan Jin's eyes turned red, "You beat me without asking the reason, and said that you were going to divorce me, just because I smashed your father's yard?" ”

She suddenly roared at Ling Jiming, "Do you know what your mother did? She forced Wanwan and your own daughter to become a monk. ”

"What did you say?" Ling Jiming thought he had misheard.

Fan Jin cried and laughed, "Your vicious mother forced her own granddaughter to be unable to gain a foothold in this family, and was forced to cut her hair and become a monk." ”

Ling Jiming was stimulated, "Impossible, my mother won't do this." ”

Fan Jin sneered, "The hair all over the ground hasn't been swept yet, you can see your mother's viciousness with your own eyes." ”

Ling Jiming immediately turned around and ran towards Ling Wanwan's yard, and when he saw his daughter with broken hair and an indifferent face all over the ground, he suddenly didn't dare to go forward.

"Wanwan." He called his daughter softly.

Ling Wanwan stared at him expressionlessly, "Father, please come in and speak." ”

Ling Jiming followed in a daze.

After he sat down, Ling Wanwan personally poured him a cup of tea, "I have never made tea for you when I am so big, today is the first and last time, please drink tea." ”

Ling Jiming didn't take the teacup, "Wanwan, don't be willful, your grandmother ...... her"

Ling Wanliang put his teacup on the table and said seriously: "I am not willful. ”

She took a deep breath and spoke her mind.

"From the moment I came back to this house, I felt out of place. You and your mother are not the only daughter of me, your love for your daughter is all given to Ling Junjun, and I only feel guilty. ”

"Do you know that during my years in the palace, I don't know how many nights I woke up from my dreams, surrounded only by despair and helplessness. I was looking forward to you and my mother coming to take me home every day, but I didn't expect you to let me serve that waste well, and my heart was dying at that time. ”

"Later, I finally had the opportunity to return home, but I felt that this home is no longer the home I left when I left, and it has lost the warmth and love I remember. Later, you took my grandfather and grandmother over, and I once again felt the malice from my blood relatives. In the palace, I have also been subjected to bad words for no reason, but none of their words have chilled my heart. ”

"I didn't want to go to the palace to run, but I didn't want to go against your will, so I went. I don't want to go back to that suffocating place, and being pushed into the lotus pond is all my plan. Because I knew that someone wanted to get rid of me before the primaries, I followed her wishes. ”

"Do you know why I was sent back? It's not that Concubine Xiang sympathizes with me, but that I soaked in the icy pool water for too long and will never be able to conceive children in the future, so I am not eligible to run again. ”

Ling Wanwan calmly told the words that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, as if she was telling someone else's story.

For the first time, Ling Jiming carefully looked at this daughter who didn't grow up with them, and felt that she was so strange, so strange that her face was a little blurred.

"Why didn't you tell us earlier?" It was a long time before he spoke with difficulty.

Ling Wanwan stared at him, "Because I know that some things don't just go according to your own mind. What would you do if I had been honest with you before I ran for office? ”

Ling Jiming didn't know how to answer for a while, Ling Wanwan said: "You will reprimand me for being ignorant, reprimand me for being willful, and you will still think that marrying that waste is a good thing that no matter how many people ask for it, I have such an opportunity but I don't know how to cherish it." ”

Ling Jiming couldn't refute it, because what she said was true. He really wanted Ling Wanwan to enter the palace for the sake of his family's wealth, because he was in a hurry to change his identity and status.

Fan Jin had already burst into tears when she heard these words outside the door, and at this moment there were two voices in her heart that kept arguing.

A voice said that she did the right thing, sending her eldest daughter to the palace to accompany the second prince, she had no right to call the shots. When the eldest daughter returned home from the palace, it was she herself who did not want to be close to them, and it was no wonder that they were unwilling.

A voice said that she was wrong, and that she should be desperate to take her daughter back, so that she could grow up by her father's side like her youngest daughter Junjun. She shouldn't be forced to run without taking her into account.

The two voices kept arguing, Fan Jin's heart was in a mess, she didn't push the door in, but hid her face and left.

Ling Jiming couldn't stay any longer, he was afraid to see the eldest daughter's dry well without waves, afraid that she would tell her about her distress calmly and coldly, he couldn't help but run away.

Ling Wanwan stood at the door, watching his back fade away.

After a long time, she called Xueyue and Yinhong in.

"I'm going to the Mercy Nunnery tomorrow, and after I leave, you can go to serve Yao'er." As she spoke, she pulled out a letter from the table, "Yao'er should be back in half a decade, and you can help me give him this letter then." ”

Yinhong cried and said, "Girl, can you not go to the Cixin Nunnery, you are still so young, you shouldn't go there." ”

Xue Yue also choked up and said: "What Yinhong said is that if the girl feels uncomfortable, it is better for the slaves and maids to accompany you to live in Zhuangzi for a while, and then you should go to relax." ”

Ling Wanwan shook his head, "Don't be sad, I had the idea of becoming a monk a long time ago, and now I am going to leave the cage that binds me and live the life I want to live, you should be happy for me." ”

Hearing this, the two maids couldn't help crying bitterly, Ling Wanwan looked at them in a daze for a while, then turned around and went to pack her luggage.

She didn't have much to bring, two sets of Chinese clothes, a jacket and skirt, a pair of cotton shoes, and a hosta engraved with her zodiac sign, which was a gift from Aunt Yuyao for her tenth birthday.

She held the hosta in the palm of her hand, and in those days in the palace, Aunt Yuyao was the first person to have kindness to her, and the only one who took pity on her. This time, I was able to get out smoothly, thanks to Aunt Yuyao's secret help.

She will remember her well, and will pray for her in front of the Buddha so that she can leave the palace and reunite with her relatives as soon as possible.

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