Chapter Eighty-Nine: May We All Be Well
Xiao Ye's surname is Ye, it seems that it should have something to do with the word "one leaf lonely boat", she has no mother since she was a child, and she was sent to study abroad before graduating from college, and finally stayed abroad alone for a few years to return to China, and her father left her not long ago.
In terms of love, in addition to having a fake boyfriend who restricts the existence of competitors in the shopping mall, there is a tricky man who has been entangled in love and hatred for a lifetime and can't be loved. Now that there is an extra blood clot in her brain, she will kill her at any time, so ill-fated, it really responds to the strong theory of a thin life.
After Xiaoye lost his memory, he only knew Qin Yao alone in China, whether it was treatment or eating or sleeping, he couldn't do without Qin Yao. Of course, this is not Xiao Ye's fault, although Su Guo has no way of knowing what Xiao Ye experienced on the night he jumped from Zhao Yinan's house, but he was so ruthless that he had the heart to jump off the building must have been out of some kind of despair.
Although Qin Yao is the so-called fake boyfriend, but aside from this relationship, the two of them must have had a good relationship when they were studying in the United States, because with Qin Yao's personality, he would not agree to do such a ridiculous thing as a "fake" boyfriend, so even if it is out of sympathy or morality, Qin Yao should help. For this, Su Guo had no reason to condemn him. But just like Qin Yao said, when Xiao Ye is well, he will come back to her, and then they can be together.
In fact, it was understandable for Qin Yao to think so, he couldn't bear to let Xiao Ye fend for himself, of course, if he really did this, Su Guo would not agree, and he was unwilling to let Su Guo leave him. That's why he said Su Guo, you wait for me, and when I take care of Xiao Ye, I'll come back to you. If Su Guo closed his eyes and crossed his heart, he would be able to comply with Qin Yao's request. In the end, she can be regarded as getting the male god she has been fighting for for ten years, and she and the male god love each other happily until they are old and can't go anywhere.
But many times, people just can't get over the hurdle in their hearts, and they can't convince themselves that they can really care about nothing because they love someone. Su Guo's heart is not small, he has been helpful and generous since he was a child, except for Liu Ruoyang, who has never held a grudge against anyone, especially Qin Yao, for so many years, Qin Yao ignored her, was indifferent and ruthless to her, spoke harshly, had a bad attitude, said to break up and said to leave, and wanted to come back as he wanted, Qin Yao was so shameless and rampant, Su Guo never hated him; But in fact, when faced with Qin Yao's request to make her wait, she flatly refused.
In the eyes of Qin Yao and others, she was mostly because she was small-minded and couldn't tolerate Xiao Ye in her eyes, she was jealous and jealous, and she couldn't accept Qin Yao to take care of another woman, so she refused. But Su Guo knew in her heart that the real reason why she wanted to leave him was not that she didn't love Qin Yao, nor that Qin Yao didn't care about her, but that she ...... Qin Yao always put her behind him, in a place where he could see her at any time when he could look back, and Qin Yao never considered standing side by side with her to face all the problems they had encountered or were going to encounter.
Just like when he learned that he was not born to his father in his third year of high school, he went to the United States in college without asking himself clearly, and now, he treats Xiao Ye's affairs as something only related to himself, and never wants to bear it with her, and he even refuses to tell her about the past between him and Xiao Ye.
Su Guo is like his shadow, an indispensable part of him Qin Yao, but he will never be able to move forward side by side with him, he protects her and pampers her, he is reluctant to let her worry about his affairs, he always wants to solve all problems by himself, he only has pure love when he wants to be with her, and he is not allowed to let other people and things disturb. To summarize Qin Yao's psychology, it is enough for him to feel that as long as he and Su Guo love each other, nothing else matters. He can come and go in and out of her world as he pleases, but he ignores the most unpretentious companionship that she wants to share with him in the ups and downs of life.
Su Guo experienced the taste of gaining and losing in the most tragic way, if she still couldn't overlap her world with Qin Yao, then the ending between them would never escape Liu Ruoyang's prophecy back then...... Qin Yao will eventually leave Su Guo and go to the world that truly belongs to him.
Su Guo rejected Qin Yao's proposal to send her back, originally he said that he didn't worry about her going back alone, but the hospital seemed to be in a hurry, and Qin Yao left after Su Guo repeatedly assured her that she had money and a mobile phone and would not be lost at all. Sugo eats the rest of the pizza without salmon at the bar, and the pizza without salmon garnishment and cold is very unpalatable. Su Guo had to order a beautiful "drink" to enrich his taste buds.
The waiter who was smiling at Su Guo just now in the bar had a shiny back comb, a row of blind studs on his left ear, and Su Guo felt that the little brother's eyeliner was particularly charming, so she split her feelings with the little brother in the bar for a while, and learned why the young master Tang would condescend to be a resident singer in such a humble bar. The little brother told Su Guo that their store manager went out with a broken guitar a few days ago, saying that he would come back after a few days of fun, so the boss had to go into battle by himself......
Su Guo took a taxi back to the hotel, said hello to the front desk brother on duty who was still on the night shift today, and then returned to the room to take a comfortable hot bath, and when he lay down on the soft enough bed in the hotel, he exhaled deeply, and he had been depressed in his heart for many years without vomiting unpleasant resentment.
Su Guo, who was troubled by Qin Yao's return to beg for reunion some time ago, found that in fact, it was not Qin Yao who had been bothering her, but herself, and it was precisely because of her hesitation and expectation that she was troubled. In fact, as long as she made a decision, then Qin Yao and the past would definitely not be troubled anymore. In many cases, it is more grounding to lose than to have. You don't have to be cautious anymore, you are honestly afraid, afraid that he does not love you and that he loves less than you. After experiencing the most beautiful and cruel love, we who finally transformed into a long-term growth, and finally need to understand that although some people do not belong to themselves, it is good to meet them.
The phrase is very vulgar - loved, may each be well.
The next morning on the plane, she put on earplugs on the plane to make up for a sleep, got off the plane and took her luggage to the exit in the country, and saw her boyfriend who didn't know who came to pick up her girlfriend from a distance, with a large bouquet of white flowers in her hand. Although a pair of fashionable gray sunglasses covered half of his face, his slender legs, white face, and ruddy lips really attracted the attention of a large number of little girls and big sisters.
Su Guo passed by this "boyfriend" with envy, but she was dragged into her arms in the next second as soon as she turned around, her chin hit the second button of the other party's windbreaker, and she was about to raise her face to scold, but her mouth was tightly sealed.
"Are you going to pretend you don't know me?" He punished enough to give her the right to breathe.
"I ...... You ......" Su Guo tried to follow his breath, I don't know whether he was suffocated or shy, his face was unusually ruddy, and it overshadowed the haggard aunt, "You...... Dressed so handsomely, I thought it was a star! ”
Li Shuwen held the hand of the flower on her back, and the other hand gently pressed the back of her head to himself, and then lowered his head and buried his whole face on top of her head.
"What are you doing?" Su Guo was disgusted.
Li Shuwen took a deep breath and said, "I smell it, is there a smell of the sea?" ”