The bedroom of the Miemon Building is separate from Xingchun's bedroom.

The window in this bedroom was not closed tightly, and the wind rushed in. The curtain was lifted to the ceiling and banged frantically against the roof.

Mi Menglou clenched a yellowed photo tightly with both hands, for fear that the wind would blow it away, and the whole person was immersed in memories and forgot to close the window.

He always carried this photo with him, and it was not easy to save it. Above is a photo of him and Gu Ying, holding a hundred-day-old rice valley jade.

Why is the daughter named Mi Gu Yu? Her name combined his surname with Gu Ying's surname, indicating that it was a piece of treasure jade between them, so it was called Mi Gu Yu.

Gu Ying is very beautiful, her eyes are shining, so young, he stroked her face, her eyes flashed with tears, and she was heartbroken: "Ying, I can't stand you." It's me who is too weak! Mistakes are made, but you are left to bear them! You won't be able to die! ”

A bolt of lightning, like a twisted knife, pierced through the double glass of the window and pierced into his heart, and he covered his aching chest with the photograph as he slipped off the couch and fell to his knees.

"Warbler." He stretched out a hand and touched it forward, as if Gu Ying was standing in front of him.

Gu Ying hugged Gu Yu, who was only six months old. Gu Yu was crying at the top of her voice, putting her fingers in her mouth and sucking hard, but no one cared about her at that time.

She must be very hungry, why did the originally sweet milk suddenly become bitter? Why can't I suck the milk that is constantly flowing?

Her cry brought out tears for him and Gu Ying, and all three of them were crying there.

"I didn't know what to do. She can't get away, and threatens to kill herself with her son in her arms, what should I do? He hugged Gu Ying's leg and complained regretfully.

He hoped that Gu Ying would kick him and scold him. But she was like facing a child who had made a mistake, and when the child cried, she cried even more sadly, and squatted down and hugged him and wept bitterly, and finally said, "Let me go." I'll go with Gu Yu. ”

He was worried in his heart, where are you going with Gu Yu?

Gu Yu was really young at the time, and even his father didn't learn to scream, so he could only look at him and smirk. He's been busy with work, he hasn't hugged her a few times, and he's never gone out with her to have fun.

He retracted his hand, put his fingers on his clothes and wiped them repeatedly, and then carefully touched Gu Yu's chubby little face in the photo. His vision was blurry, he didn't know if it was tears or old flowers, he wanted to see her carefully, but he couldn't see clearly.

He closed his eyes and remembered that Gu Yu stretched out his little hand and grabbed his fingers and put them in his mouth to gnaw. A smile slipped from the corners of his mouth, but it was immediately wiped away by tears. He held the picture to his chest again, like she was holding a baby.

No matter how strong a man is in front of others, there are times when he is vulnerable. The stormy weather gave birth to a strong sense of longing for him.

He seemed to hear Gu Ying humming a song and playing the piano. It was so warm to stay by her side, her smile was so sweet, and her piano sound was so touching......

It was he who was too ridiculous, didn't control himself, and ruined his happiness alive!

His vision blurred again, and he rubbed his eyes again, as if he saw himself hiding outside the window of the classroom, peeking at Gu Ying's class, and his heart was surging.

She is like a slim lily on the podium. The picture is switching, all are beautiful, all happy.

Their life was hard at first, and she never complained. When his first investment failed, she put all her savings into his hands and said, "It's okay, we can do it all over again." ”

But why, when he succeeded, would he ignore her, bewildered by the stuporous wine? Will she make a shield for the consequences she can't bear?

He thumped his chest in pain: "Cowardice! Retribution! He scolded himself fiercely.

What was he afraid of at the time? Are you really afraid that Xingchun will seek death? Or is he reluctant to have an extra son out of thin air? Or are you reluctant to give up the glorious image that you have built up with great difficulty? He was reluctant to do this, so he sacrificed Gu Ying and Gu Yu, right?

Only they are the most innocent. For more than 20 years, he has lived with pain and remorse. He wanted to say sorry to Gu Ying in person, but she died before he could see her!

How much should she hate herself? You can't blame Gu Yu for refusing to recognize him as a father. How can the world be so unfair and let good people suffer like this! Let the malevolent sit back and enjoy it all the time! He hates Xingchun's strength, and he hates his weakness even more!

No, I'm not going to continue! He thought of Gu Yu. Our daughter has grown up and now I am a father!

He looked up at the thunder and lightning outside the window. I'm not going to let myself go on like this! I didn't protect you, Warbler! But I must protect our daughter Gu Yu. I will protect her with my life!