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Because that's what I'm supposed to do. Who made me like you, I can't do anything if I want to watch you have something, so I can only choose to make you feel guilty. Xingyue said with a smile.

pretended to be very cheerful, but in fact, his heart was very sad and reluctant, but what could he do even if he lived?

He won't be with him, and he won't love himself anymore, although he doesn't want this, and he doesn't want to have this, but in the dead of night, he still occasionally thinks like this, she is not a virgin, but occasionally he thinks that this is actually quite good.

If you don't get it, you won't lose it, but now, she was really grateful to hear him say such things, but she knew that he didn't say it because he really liked him, but just because he sympathized.

And what she wants is Hanmo's true affection instead of sympathy, if he wants Nangong Hanmo, he won't wait until today, and he won't let himself get to this point, she said that it is easy to make Hanmo change her mind, but unfortunately she won't do it, because he doesn't want this kind of love, she feels that it is an insult to them, so Xingyue chose to continue to wait,

No matter what the outcome is, she won't let herself regret it.

"You're a kind of selfishness, you know? Have you asked my opinion? Who told you to do this, I did that to you, but why do you do it? What do you like about me, can't I change it? And is it really worth it for you to do it?

No matter how much you pay for me, even if you die for me, I won't be moved, gluttony is right, I'm a person who doesn't deserve your love, but I owe you so much, I really feel very sorry for you.

But that's the case, but I'm telling the truth, I really want to be with you, because I know that if I'm with you, it will make my own path a lot easier, because if you can help me, she can't help me, so even if it's for me, okay?

Survive, I know you can do it, otherwise, let's go to your senior sister, she is so powerful, there must be a way to bring you back to life, didn't you survive the last time you were so badly injured? So I guess you should be able to do that this time. Nangong Hanmo said almost crying.

He had never shed tears in front of a woman, this was the first and only time he went to cry in front of her, and his tears were also shed for the stars and moons, and he finally knew what heartache was.

He now believes more and more in that curse, the woman who is with him will never get a good end, first one by one, in Xinlan, in Xingyue, who did he offend?

Why did God treat him like this, why did he punish him like this? She just wants to have an ordinary love, is this also an excessive thing? Why can't he get it!

Nangong Hanmo was sad, just when he was crying. Suddenly, something reached out to his face, he subconsciously looked up and saw Xingyue gently caressing her face, and he subconsciously held her hand. Just listen to her softly.

"You're right, I'm being selfish in doing this, but aren't you selfish? Who made you make me fall in love with you, didn't I tell you not to provoke a woman casually? Because it's easy to get emotionally attached to you, it's a debt you've incurred, and besides, I told you that I did it willingly.

What's more, it's a relief for me to die like this, because I don't have to bear so much pressure anymore, and I don't have to bear so many responsibilities anymore, I've been so tired and tired, but I'm just embarrassed to say it, because I bear everyone's expectations, so I can only say that everyone imagines God.

But all this is not what I want, what I want is just a stable life, just like you expect, marrying you is my lifelong wish, being loved by you is my lifelong pursuit, but unfortunately I can't have such a pursuit anymore, because I am about to close my eyes and leave.

In fact, before I met you, I already thought that I would have today, because I am the high priest, I have a strong ability to suppress, besides, my master told me before he left that there is a life and death calamity, and the so-called life and death calamity is a disaster that may cost my life, I don't know what that is?

Because I can't see my own heavenly chances, so I can't predict it, but when I met you, I had a feeling, because when I first looked into your eyes, I had already seen today, so I was so repulsed by you at the beginning, but unfortunately this rejection didn't last too long, and I was already sunk in your eyes.

I'm insane when I say that, isn't it? I've always been making myself a strong woman, and now it's time to get rid of this disguise and return to my true self, in fact, I'm very timid, I don't even fear ghosts between learning spells, although I'm not afraid of ghosts after learning spells, but I'm afraid of hurting another thing, because that's love, I've heard that love is a very torturous thing, and people can't stop it.

You want to have it when you don't have it, and you want it when you have it but you don't get it, but the day you get it will have a day to lose, so I'm afraid of this day coming, but I look forward to the coming of love, I don't know why I fell in love with you.

Maybe it's just a feeling, maybe it's just because I'm destined to have a fate with you, and I have an entanglement with you, no matter what, anyway, my feelings for you can't be changed, even if you don't like it anymore.

It's a pity that I appeared too late, and when I came to you, there was already another woman by your side, in fact, I occasionally have times when I am unhappy, but unfortunately even if I am unwilling, what can I do?

You're not going to come back to me, and besides, I know you two are a natural pair. As for me, even if I am an immortal, it is impossible to save me, so let alone my senior sister, besides, how can she save me if she hates me so much?

Last time, it was because you exchanged a condition with her, that's why she saved me, and now what reason does she have.

Besides, even if she wants to, she can't save her, I know my own body, I'm afraid I won't survive tonight, so I hope you can accompany me to the last moment of my life, okay? Xingyue said bitterly.