When Chen Hua said that she once said that "in the end, I still chose to leave", it meant to let Li Su leave. Li Su didn't listen to this, there was already an obstacle between them, a terrible obstacle, and I was a substitute between this obstacle. Why did the two of them become like this, love began to make the friendship between them cease to exist, so that friends who have been friendly for many years become rivals, and what is even more difficult is that I can't really face feelings, I seem very helpless, I don't want to hurt any party, maybe not being able to let go is my biggest weakness, I love Chen Hua, I want to use all means to make her happy, I don't want her to worry about me, but my actions have made Li Su very sensitive, she is arrogant, her actions are very "terrifying", and she is very neat.

I began to worry about my relationship with Chen Hua, some indifferent worries. I've been looking for her very little lately because I've been suspicious of something, which worries her, and she doesn't seem to know anything and doesn't contact me. It went on like this for a week, and in the afternoon a week later, I met Li Su.

I only know that the footsteps, breathing, and heartbeat were all together at that time, I don't know why I felt this way, the nerves in my feet began to transmit information to me, I still pretended to be very calm, there was no expression on my face, as terrifying as a zombie, and she was the same, her face was not as bright as the rose smile when we first met, when she got closer, she still barely smiled, and gradually we came together, she looked at my face, with affection.

"You look bad, haven't you had a good time lately? You have lost a lot of weight, are you worried because of Chen Hua's affairs? She began to walk up to me, took my left hand, put it on her face, and stroked it gently, and I felt her gentleness again, the first time I was carrying her, the softness of her body, this time it was the softness of her skin, the same feeling, but at this time it was a different scene, now it was a bitter face. I didn't dare look at her, let her grasp my hand as if she didn't feel it. As she put my hand to her lips, I felt a chill.

"It's not because of you, why are you talking about anything other than Chen Hua in front of me, what are your intentions? I panicked in my heart, why did I do this. "I began to come back to my senses, but my hand was still on her face, and she pressed my hand tightly and wouldn't let me go.

"Do you think I'm doing this for myself? I'm also for your good, the love between two people should be sincere, there can be no concealment, she hides from you that she has a boyfriend, it's her fault, I say it for your good, I don't want you to be deceived like this again, don't you understand what I mean? I was really sad about what I said just now, in your mind, I am such a person? I kept looking at you when Chen Hua introduced you for the first time, my heart was beating fast at that time, you made my heart move, and I didn't know why I became like this. ”

After saying that, she leaned on my chest, her long hair floated over, the fragrance of flowers remained the same, I began to revel, I began to think about the scene of carrying her for the first time, she was different from now, she was a little shy at the time, and now she has let go of everything, it is also natural, she began to grab my back and put my chest tight, at this time, I was also in a mess, and Chen Hua's shadow kept flashing in my mind, her smile, her dress, her everything, I couldn't let go of her.

I pushed her away and ran away, not looking back, only to hear Li Su shouting my name.

"Huang Rong... Huang Rong..."shouted until I didn't appear in her sight.

When I went back, Lin Yang stopped me and said that Chen Hua called me, I said that I would call her later, took my clothes, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.