I slept for a short time in a daze, and in a trance I remembered having a brief dream. In the dream, the mother was knitting a sweater under the tree again, but unlike before, the mother's face at this time was not very good compared to before. The light in the dream was not very sufficient, and although there was no rain, it was as dark as the sky outside. My mother was still dim and unbright in her dreams, and I even had to rub my eyes to see clearly.

When the alarm went off, I lay on my bed and remembered the scene from my dream. I can't help but start complaining to God, why my mother's dreams and reality are so decadent, even if reality can't be reversed, it's always okay to be alive in dreams. Every time I have such a dream, I always wake up with a sad heart. Perhaps, it's because I'm sad for my mother.

Cao Cancan got up earlier than me, and when I went downstairs, she was already sitting at the dining table eating bean paste buns.

"Mu Xi, come quickly, try this, don't drink milk this morning, eat some Chinese mouth, porridge and bean paste buns." After Aunt Qin finished speaking, she handed me one and put it in a bowl. I picked up the chopsticks, but I didn't do it. Aunt Qin asked me in surprise, "Mu Xi?" Don't you love bean paste buns? Or shall I go and get you milk? With that, he got up and went to the fridge to get milk.

"Ah, no, it's just, I haven't eaten it for a long time, it's a little, it's a little ......" I said halfway through, not knowing how to describe the mood at that time.

Cao Cancan stuffed the bean paste bun in his mouth and said while chewing, "A little excited? No, I don't like it anyway, but once in a while, don't say it, it's delicious. After Cao Cancan finished speaking, he put another one into the bowl.

Aunt Qin smiled: "Mu Xi, then eat quickly." Oh, by the way, you can go back to your mother's house at noon today to see your mother, and help me bring it by the way. Now that Aunt Cancan is back, there are many people in the family, and I can still go out occasionally. Tell your mother that if I'm free, I'll go see her. I was stunned for a moment and nodded.

"Huh? Mu Xi's mother was discharged from the hospital? Oh, no, Auntie, Auntie, I said it wrong. Cao Cancan looked at Aunt Qin's face and asked with a smile.

"Hmm. Went home. Hey, I searched for it all night. When I was in the hospital last night, I was still worried about my sister. Fortunately, I did go home, otherwise, my heart would have had a heart attack. ”

"Searched all night? What to find a night? Cao Muxi took a mouthful of pickles and put them in her mouth, whining.

"You don't know? You didn't wake up last night, did you? Aunt Qin asked.

"No? I won't talk about it in the morning, I slept well last night. I don't know anything. What's wrong? Lost? ”

"Mu Xi's mother suddenly left the hospital in the middle of the night last night, I went to accompany Chenchen for injections, your sister-in-law drove to look for it all night, and finally found it at her house."

"Why? Why did you leave the hospital? Cao Cancan's face was puzzled, and his eyes were round.

"Mu Xi's mother, maybe I'm afraid of the cost of examination and treatment. So choose to leave. Actually, we paid all the fees in advance. Hey, it's also our fault, so many people forgot to mention it at that time. What if I had told her that she was going to have a check-up right now, how good would it be to have a full-body check-up by the way? When Aunt Qin said this, there was some regret in her tone.

I sat silently in my chair and ate the bean paste bun one bite at a time. The one that is being chewed in the mouth is the one sold outside, and its taste is far from what my mother makes. Somehow, I suddenly wanted to eat my mother's steamed buns, maybe it was the dough in my hand that evoked the taste of memories.

After eating, Cao Cancan and I got into the car with our schoolbags.

"Are you really going to your mother's at noon? Then you don't need me to order you food, right? Cao Cancan tilted his head and asked me.

I glanced at her and gave her a simple answer.

"Eh, Cao Muxi, do you believe in constellations?"

"What constellation?"

"Oh, it's the constellation theory, it's accurate. Last week, I saw that my fortune was going downhill and that it was a tricky week that I might encounter people and things that bothered me. It's so accurate. Hey, though, I flipped through it before I went to bed last night, and it said that the next two months will be troublesome days, and there is a possibility that something unexpected will happen. You don't even know, I'm going to read this heart......"

"You, didn't you sleep last night, okay?" I asked cautiously.

"That's because, when I looked at Kan Tao, they were all rising indexes. So, I thought, forget it, he's good, I'm good, it doesn't matter what I do! I went to sleep. Ha ha. When Cao Cancan said this, his face was filled with a happy expression, and his eyes narrowed into a slit.

I didn't reply, and I didn't know what to reply. Yesterday I was worried that my mother would come to Cao's house, and today I was worried about seeing my mother at noon. Sometimes, even I don't know what I'm juggling on the scales. I looked out the window, at the red light at the intersection, the students were escorted by their parents to cross the street, I saw some mothers, some fathers, and I sat in a high-end car, seemingly superior to the life of passers-by, but I did not taste ordinary happiness at all.

At that time, although I ate and drank well in the Cao family, because the identity secret hanging in my heart has always occupied all my thoughts, so, in a short period of time, I have not yet had the distorted three views that money can override emotions. At that time, I was terrified every day, maybe a period of calm and calm would make me occasionally give my mood a vacation, but it was also the kind that was short and had no way back.

When I was staring at passers-by and sighing, Cao Cancan suddenly pushed me: "I remembered something." Do you remember the last time I asked you to send a letter to Kan Tao? Strangely, I asked him, and he said he received it, but he never said anything. Eh, what did he say when you gave it to him? Did he see it? ”

Of course, I can't say that Kan Tao threw it into the desk, and then blinked: "I don't know if he saw it or not, but when he gave it to him, he was quite happy." Anyway, there is no class, and I don't know if there is a class or something. ”

"Oh. Just be happy. Feed! Cao Muxi, I wrote that letter, you didn't peek at it, did you? Cao Cancan suddenly pointed his finger at me, and this question startled me. I was so frightened that I felt like I was looking at it.

"No, no." "What are you afraid of?" "I'm not afraid, you suddenly pointed at me and scared me." Cao Cancan withdrew his hand and didn't ask again.

After getting out of the car, she stuffed me with another letter, which was also handed to Kan Tao. I nodded and headed for the class.