Chapter 57: Let you live and wait for death

"Have you been looking for Xiao Ye?"

"Yes, I went to find her, what's wrong, regret not saying good words beforehand? Don't worry, Xiao Ye didn't say anything. Su Guo felt that his eyes hurt, and suddenly he felt a little dry pain, "Oh, by the way, I also saw someone." Xiao Ye said that his name is 'Zhao Yinan', do you know him? ”

"I don't know," Qin Yao knew that Su Guo was driving and shouldn't affect her, but his hand was on Su Guo's right hand on the steering wheel, and his thumb and fingertips gently rubbed the back of her hand, "Su Guo, please believe me, and please give me a little time, it won't be too long, I will take care of all this." Whether it is Ye Chenxi or Zhao Yinan, their affairs have nothing to do with us. ”

"As someone's boyfriend, do you watch your girlfriend cuckold you? Qin Yao, why do I think you are living so aggrieved? Su Guo inadvertently shook off Qin Yao's hand covering the back of his hand, and seemed to be serious, "Qin Yao, no matter what, as your hair is small, I really can't bear to be bullied by you, tell me if there is anything, I will definitely give you anger, it's a big deal to post a big-character poster for this pair of dog men and women, expose all the reluctance between them, and I'll give you anger!" ”

"Su Guo......" Qin Yao naturally understood that Su Guo was mocking himself when he said these words, blaming himself for hiding something from her, of course he was willing to tell Su Guo everything, but ...... The agreement he made with Xiao Ye at the beginning, he must abide by.

"You've arrived."

A few days ago, after Su Guo picked up Qin Yao from work, the two of them either went to Su Guo and Qin Yao was in charge of the kitchen to cook a few home-cooked dishes with all the color and flavor, or rubbed them in the small northeast next to Qin Yao's school. It's quite a good way to get along. Until today, Su Guo went to find Xiao Ye and knew about the "hookup" between her and Qin Yao, and then pretended to be Qin Yao's identity and went to the 4S store to learn that his car was not broken at all.

"What do you have for dinner? Why don't we go eat Japanese food today, and then call Lao Liu, you don't say that he likes to eat salmon the most. I know there's a good Japanese restaurant in the neighborhood. ”

"No need." Su Guo unlocked the car door, "Goodbye." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Su Guo, whom Qin Yao knows, will choose to believe in herself unconditionally, no matter what unexplainable things she does, she will still believe in the Qin Yao she likes. What's more, she knew that there must be a reason why she and Xiao Ye pretended to be a couple, "No matter what I said or did before, you would choose to believe me." ”

Su Guo sighed, "If what you give me is the same as what you give to others, then I don't want it." ”

If you are willing to help Xiao Ye out of your gratitude or sympathy, then what you said about your willingness to recover me after five years of separation is probably out of guilt and a little regret about the past.

"You know what I mean to you, Su Guo."

He lied to her that the car broke down, he fainted and was sick in front of her, he stayed by her side in vain, and he told her more than once: I regret that I shouldn't have left you five years ago, I still love you, I have always loved you, and I am willing to spend the rest of my life to win back your love.

This is already the craziest and most desperate thing he Qin Yao has ever done in the past thirty years, he thought she understood, she should also understand, there have been so many years between them...... Each other has long been convinced of each other's feelings.

"If you don't say it, how can I understand? Forget it, I don't want to know anything about you and Xiao Ye anymore, even if you tell me now, I don't want to know. ”

"So, you're already disappointed in me?"

"Disappointment is never overwhelming, it only adds up." Disappointment is different from love, love can pour out and drown you completely, so that you will die immediately; And the disappointment is to slowly boil the frog in warm water bit by bit, so that you can live and wait for death.

"I know I used to ...... you Not good enough, we can start again, and this time I will definitely treat you well! He had already experienced the pain of losing her, and understood that he had a deep affection for her, perhaps sooner than she fell in love with herself, and more deeply than she loved herself.

Qin Yao was confident that she could recover Su Guo, after all, she had chased herself for ten years, and she had never thought of giving up liking herself in the ten years when she was so mean and ruthless to her. But now, he has long been unconfident, starting from her refusal to run away from him, he found that Su Guo is no longer the silly girl who used to chase after him as long as she likes it. She began to know how to protect herself and hide her feelings, just like Qin Yao himself in a certain period of time, locking herself in a dark room and not letting anyone approach, which was a way for people who were afraid of being hurt to protect themselves.

Su Guo is protecting his heart from being hurt again, especially from himself.

"Tomorrow, I won't be picking you up."

This was the last sentence Su Guo said before Qin Yao got out of the car.

The next day, Su Guo stepped on the accelerator and stepped on the unit, and he got low air pressure all day, and even the security master noticed it. The master asked Manager Lin what happened to Manager Su recently? A few days ago, I was full of spring breeze and invited everyone to drink milk tea and eat desserts every day, but today I suddenly had a black face and couldn't see anything well, and even a few pothos plants that my aunt put in the pantry were murdered.

Lin Zhi told the security guard that a big customer under Manager Su's name was about to get his hands, who knew that he was cut off by other bank competitors halfway, and he was naturally in a bad mood, so we had to understand her more and tell my aunt not to be angry with her.

Lin Zhi came to the pantry and saw a few pots of pothos that were almost bald, and he was a little distressed.

"Broke up?"

Fortunately, he quickly caught the teacup that someone threw at him, and there was no water in the teacup, but the stainless steel was so heavy that it could make people "oops" when smashed in his arms.

"Murder!" Lin Zhi patted his chest, looking like he was cowardly for the rest of his life.

"Let you talk nonsense again!" Su Guo sat on the bench in the pantry, his hands on his head, his eyes wandering.

"Nonsense?" Lin Zhi also dragged a bench to sit beside her, "I spent the night at your house, why did you sleep late...... Hey, hey, these words are not what I said, you have the ability to twist people's ears! Lin Zhi's patience with Su Guo is also enough, usually he is either smashed or twisted his ears, scolding is common, and from time to time he lies in front of the leader for her off-duty, "I said Comrade Su Guo, we are also comrades who have been tempered by many years of revolutionary friendship, from graduation to now, for five years, although you have never taken me seriously, but I ...... Ahem, why do you think you're a friend, if you really can't figure it out, tell me about it? ”

Lin Zhi's words were sincere and moved, and Su Guo was almost fooled by him.

But just as Lin Zhi said, they are "comrades who have been tempered by years of revolutionary friendship", can she still understand him?!

Su Guo took out his mobile phone from Lin Zhi's suit pocket, and pressed the password familiarly, "Oh, I'm still recording!" Which faction is this spy? ”

"Hehe...... Lin Zhi took back his phone and laughed embarrassedly, "Guo'er, you also know that I have always had little self-control over beautiful women, especially Bai Fumei's ......"

"Why did you all sign a 'contract' with Xiao Ye one by one?" Su Guo rolled his eyes at him, "What secrets can't be said, I'll hear them, comrade?" ”