9, the pain of being torn open 1
Zhang Xuejiao's words can be said to be very heartbreaking, watching He Yingxue's face turn white little by little, there is a kind of pleasure dripping, before she can enjoy this pleasure, a cold male voice came from behind, making her whole person seem to be pointed, unable to move.
"Zhang Xuejiao, you haven't brushed your teeth for a few years, why do you spray feces all over your mouth, no, feces are not as smelly as you." Yang Yang covered his nose and said with a disgusted face: "I've never been a gentleman, and I don't feel guilty about beating women, apologize immediately, otherwise I don't mind spending some medical expenses to help you clean up your dirty mouth." ”
Zhang Xuejiao looked at Yang Yang with cold eyes, her face was blue and white, she gritted her teeth and refused to speak.
"I'll make you apologize, give you three seconds, or don't blame me for being unkind to you." Yang Yang looked at her with disgust, and wanted to do it irritably.
Zhang Xuejiao saw that his face was full of disgust for himself, obviously He Yingxue ridiculed her first, she was just fighting back, he knew his feelings for Yang Yang, but he always ignored himself, and now he actually hated her for He Yingxue, tears crossed his cheeks and shouted: "Yang Yang, I hate you." Then he pushed him away and ran away.
Yang Yang didn't expect her to rush over, and was almost pushed to the ground, and when he came back to his senses, the person had already run out, and he wanted to chase it, but after running two steps, he remembered that He Yingxue stopped his feet and returned to the tree. His seat happened to be at the back door, and he saw He Yingxue's back from a distance, and was wondering why she saw Zhang Xuejiao chasing her outside during class hours, knowing that she had been at odds with each other and sneaking out to take a look, but she didn't expect Zhang Xuejiao to be so vicious. looked at He Yingxue, who was bloodless, worriedly, and comforted awkwardly: "Boss, don't listen to that dead girl's nonsense, it's not ...... thing."
He Yingxue interrupted him with difficulty: "Yang Yang, let me stay alone for a while, please!" ”
Yang Yang looked at He Yingxue, who was about to collapse, a little helpless, she opened her mouth so lowly, he could only listen to her exit from the woods, standing on the edge of the playground and looking at the big tree irritated. took out his mobile phone and was stunned for a while before dialing the phone out, no one answered it for a long time and replayed it again, muttering in his mouth: "Big brother, answer the phone, only you can comfort her." ”
At He Yingxue's home, Li Zifeng was busy in the kitchen, preparing a sumptuous lunch for He Yingxue, when the landline in the living room rang suddenly. He glanced at it suspiciously, didn't answer, and rang again in less than two seconds, Li Zifeng thought that there was probably something urgent, and walked over to answer the phone. Yang Yang's voice couldn't wait.
"Brother Feng, something big happened to the boss, I can't persuade her, didn't you always come out at times like this before, come quickly."
Li Zifeng frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" Let's be clear. ”
"Zhang Xuejiao, the vicious woman, said that the death of the eldest father and the hospitalization of the grandmother abandoned by her mother are the fault of the boss, the boss She is very bad now, she is hiding behind a tree and is about to collapse, you come quickly, otherwise something will really happen."
"Where are you?"
"You know the big tree in the corner of the river on the football field?"
"I see, you look at her a little."
Li Zifeng hung up the phone, hurriedly took the car keys and went out, wearing a floral apron.
He Yingxue completely fell into painful memories, when she was six years old, her father lost his feet due to an accident, and he could only rely on a wheelchair to barely move in his own courtyard. But she has never seen decadence on her father's face, after her father's accident, her mother set up a stall on the street, and her father took on the housework at home, and also took time to do all kinds of handicrafts to supplement the family, it was her father who taught her to be strong and optimistic, and such simple happiness came to an abrupt end when she stepped into the first year.
On the day she was called into the teacher's office for the first time, when she came home from school, she learned that her father was sent to the county hospital because he fell and did not find it in time.
He Yingxue looked at her mother's pale face and looked tired and distressed, knowing that her mother came back to pack her clothes and took the initiative to clean up, and then she heard her mother and grandmother whispering something in the hall, the voice was very low and she couldn't hear it clearly, so she felt that the adult had something to hide from her, and immediately lay on the door and listened attentively.
Intermittently, I heard my mother say, "...... Can't move...... Can't find out...... Provincial Hospital ......"
Grandma kept wiping her tears and whispered, "What kind of sin you have made, why don't I suffer it." ”
Then the two cried together in a low voice, He Yingxue's nose was sour, tears were rolling in her eyes, and she knew that her little uncle had lied to her. Her father is probably really serious and has to go to the provincial capital, the last time her father's injury was so serious, it was only treated in the city hospital, how serious it must be to go to the provincial capital for treatment, He's mother's nasal voice interrupted her thoughts.
"Cher, okay, the car is still waiting on the street."
He Yingxue wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, not wanting her mother to hear the strange and echoed loudly: "Right away." I quickly packed up three or four sets of clothes, and I was afraid that they would go to the changing sky and put on two slightly thicker coats. Watching my mother walk into the night in a hurry, she was swallowed up by the darkness little by little.
Half a month later, when my father returned home, he saw that his father was thinner than when he was at home, leaning crookedly on the wheelchair, He Yingxue's nose was sour, and He Yingxue's nose was sore, and He Dad looked at his daughter's ruddy eyes and squeezed out a smile at her, and spit out a sentence with difficulty: "Don't cry." He Yingxue nodded, sniffing and trying to force the tears back.
Coming back with my father was the little aunt who married into the provincial capital and the little uncle who worked in other provinces, and then my grandmother fell ill, and after getting better, I persuaded my little aunt and uncle to leave, and my mother's snack shop was also transferred, and the family seemed to have returned to its previous life.
The elders all hid her and refused to tell her father's illness, but how could there be anything in the countryside that was impenetrable, from the sympathy in the eyes of other uncles and aunts, and from the words of the friends in the village, she still knew that her father really lived for a short time, but the friends couldn't say why, in order to know her father's real illness, she found He Yao, who returned to the village on vacation on New Year's Day.
On New Year's Day, the eldest children who went out to study returned to the village one after another, including He Yao and Li Zifeng. He Yao, who was studying at a technical college in the provincial capital, came to He Yingxue's house not long after returning home, bringing home remedies that his little aunt didn't know where to get them, and by the way, he expressed his concern for his cousin. He Yao finished sending things and was about to go home, He Yingxue gave him a good face for the first time and took the initiative to give him a look, He Yao felt terrified. The two walked out of the gate of He Yingxue's house and walked two hundred meters away before stopping, and He Yao, who was standing at the fork in the road, finally waited until He Yingxue opened the golden mouth.
"Uncle."
He Yao was shocked by his shouting, this girl had been calling him by his name since he threw the dead snake at her, he had been used to it for so many years, and he felt a sense of fear when she changed her words.
He Yingxue didn't bother to pay attention to his feelings and continued: "You help me ask me what kind of illness my dad is and how long he can live." ”
"Huh? Me? Who do I ask? ”
"The adults in the village know a little bit about it, your mother is well-informed and the first in the village, she should know the whole thing, I don't want to know half and not know half, it's too painful." He Yingxue looked hurt.
He Yao put his mind at ease, didn't he just ask about his condition, he thought it was a big difficulty, patted his chest and promised: "Don't worry, I will definitely ask clearly and tell you word for word." ”
"Thank you."
"No thanks, don't you call me uncle?"
"See you at half past eight in the evening, under the almond tree that breaks the courtyard wall."
"Okay, you go back and wait for my good news."
The two went home separately, and when He Yingxue got home, she put on a smiling face and accompanied her father to bask in the sun in the yard. At eight o'clock in the evening, He Yingxue excused herself to borrow something from Li Ziyue and went out, the faint crescent moon could barely see things clearly, the weather was getting cooler, and the villagers were watching TV at home, and there was no one on the road.
When she arrived outside the gate of her grandmother's house, she looked up and turned around and walked to the old courtyard wall opposite, and after a flash to the courtyard wall, she saw that He Yao was already holding a flashlight and asked hurriedly: "Did you ask?"
He Yao nodded and whispered, "I asked clearly, but are you sure you want to know?" ”
He Yingxue said firmly: "Say it, I can bear it." ”
He Yao saw that her face was firm and knew how stubborn she was, and he couldn't say a word of admonition, and said cautiously: "It was your eldest aunt who told my mother that she had a brain tumor, and the doctor said that she could live for a year at most." You ......"
He Yingxue only felt that the world was spinning, and her world seemed to be collapsing.
Soon the semester ended, the second semester just started, the head teacher called He Yingxue into the office again, she followed the head teacher into the office with a worried face, I don't know what trouble I got into again, is it because the grades in the last period have dropped?
Teacher Zhou sat at the desk and picked up the teacup and said to her, "Sit down." He Yingxue was at a loss, this is not like asking for a crime, Teacher Zhou took a sip of tea and said unhurriedly: "Yingxue, you can join the student union." ”
"Huh? I don't have time, so I'd better not use it. ”
"Yingxue, we all know the situation of your family, you don't spend much time studying, and the student union doesn't have a lot of things for you to do, there are more than ten classmates in it, you just need to hang a job first."
"Teacher Zhou, there should be no shortage of people in the student union now, and the student union is going to run, so it's not good to go through the back door."
"You don't have to worry about this, since you must have a place for you to join."
"That Teacher Zhou, can I know the reason why you want me to join?" A few days ago, the student council president came to her and she refused, and now even the teacher is out of the horse, which is weird.