Later, at the class meeting, the counselor commented and summarized the process of the game and the performance of the players, and I was dumbfounded. Chen Hua was not unhappy, and listened very carefully.

"What's wrong, aren't you happy? I didn't play well today, and I'm happy to have your support. Seeing that I was not thinking, she began to comfort me, because in her heart, I will always be her supporter.

"No, I will always support you, I believe you will win the first place in the final." After saying that, I felt that my nose was sour.

On the night of the game, I didn't stay long in the dormitory, and I planned to go out for a walk alone, and my mood was as chaotic as before. This time I decided to go for a walk in the playground alone, and when I was about to close the door, Lin Yang asked me where I was going, "Go out for a walk." "I lost a word, and I don't know if he heard it.

The playground at night was silent, I put my hands in my pockets, walked a few steps and kept kicking the broken stones on the ground, until my heels ached faintly, it didn't take long for me to feel a little tired, but more physically and mentally exhausted, today's scene is still in my mind, when I added the last stroke for Li Su, I already knew the result, whether it was my fault or not, I asked myself repeatedly, but Chen Hua's decision today also surprised me, if my decision was left to myself, at least I could have a tie with Li Su, In this way, I could make myself feel better, and sat down on a large rock next to the tree, and without caring whether the stone was clean or not, I pressed my butt down. Hands began to pull weeds from the ground.

"I'm still thinking about today." Turning around and startled, Lin Yang patted me on the shoulder from behind.

"Why did you come along, I want to be alone today, why don't you walk today without sound."

"I'm afraid you can't do stupid things if you don't want to meet." He started joking with me.

"You can't think about it, I'm just a little annoyed to come out to breathe." "By the way, you said there was anyone else like me, and this was the first time I've done that."

"It was the same last time I didn't do anything, I walked without a sound, or in the middle of the night, I was almost scared to death."

"It's your own problem, you're too alert to blame anyone else." He did it again, half-crouching next to me. "Do you blame me, do you blame me for instigating you to do this, maybe I shouldn't have intervened in front of Li Su, I knew that I shouldn't have forced you last time I came to my house, I didn't expect today's result, I thought the champion must be Chen Hua, but I didn't expect her to play abnormally today."

"It's none of your business, it's all my fault, in fact, it's also my decision to give her the ticket, and your will can't control my thoughts at all." He stood up, and he was still half-crouching.

"Oh, is it? What do you mean by giving Li Su? Can you accept her. ”

"Don't bother me now, I'm already annoyed, don't mention her for now, okay?" Sometimes I think avoidance is a good way to do it.

"Okay, don't mention it, you're like that anyway." He had already stood up, took something into his pocket, and after a while, he took out a pack of brand-name cigarettes, opened the wrapping paper, took out two, lit one himself, and handed me the other, which was the first time someone handed me a cigarette.

"I don't smoke." Resist his "kindness".

"I don't smoke very often, I gave it to you today when I saw that you were unhappy, don't you know that smoking has other effects? You can eliminate your worries, and when you are helpless, you can be advised to smoke a cigarette. "He said a whole bunch of bullshit theories.

"Don't blow it, you smoke for my good, there are many nonsense, I only know that smoking is bad for health." Didn't go to pick up his cigarettes.

"Have you ever heard Jay's "Smoke Rings"? Smoking can really eliminate troubles, you try it. ”

"The CD you gave me this time doesn't seem to have this song, smoking still works, don't joke with me."

"I swallowed the smoke rings in one pit / ...... / I finally saw through love, it's not like lighting a cigarette / put it to my mouth casually / ...... / I saw through love a little earlier, it's not like smoking a cigarette / used to relieve boredom / ......" he began to sing Jay's "Smoke Rings". This time, I didn't stop him from singing, but slowly fell silent in the music. It's okay this time, I can understand what he sings.

"Good men shouldn't smoke." I moved closer.

"You can't be a good man in this life, it seems that you have to smoke this cigarette today."

"Why can't I be a good man?" I wasn't angry at his words, I just wanted to ask for an explanation. A good man shouldn't be a drag on his feelings. Based on that, I don't think I'm qualified to do that.

"It's nothing, just because there are two women who like you at the same time. This temptation is something that no good man can stand, so I'm sure you can't be a good man in this life. "Give me the hardest hit.

After saying that, he threw the cigarette over, and my hand unconsciously caught it. I took the cigarette and he lit the fire for me. I sucked hard, and my mouth felt astringent. It's like drinking bitter tea.

"Why is it so bitter, is it a fake cigarette?" I started complaining that I didn't know what it was like to smoke. I don't even know what smoke tastes like.

"Fake cigarettes? Boss, see clearly, this is the most famous cigarette in the area. After that, he took out his cigarette and showed me the manufacturer and logo on it.