"My dad died, my mom is gone, my husband can find another one, but I only have one dad, has one of you considered my feelings? Have it? Who ever thought about me when you were thinking about my mother? Who's ...... I don't care if I'm sad or sad. ”

"Mom, you're sad to lose your husband, aren't I sad to lose my father? I was careful not to mention a word of my father in front of you, but as a result, you forgot about him like this, you are too ...... "selfish."

Li Zifeng covered her mouth, and her last few words didn't come out. Li Zifeng said to her distressedly but firmly: "Xiaoxue, don't say hurtful things when you lose your mind. ”

He Yingxue looked at Li Zifeng's serious expression, tears finally fell, drop by drop on his fingertips, the scorching temperature flowed all the way into his heart, Li Zifeng shook his head at He Yingxue ruthlessly, he knew how much she cared about her family, if she was allowed to have a stiff fight with her mother, she would be more painful.

Zhao Qin felt a throbbing pain in her heart, and cried and said, "I'm sorry daughter, my mother won't remarry, and my mother will live with you in the future." ”

He Yingxue looked back at her crying mother, remembering what her uncle said, she really had no reason to ask her to be widowed for her father for the rest of her life, raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and said to Zhao Zhen with a smile that was more ugly than crying: "Mom, I don't object." ”

Zhao Qin was a little stunned for a moment when she looked at her daughter's transformation, looked at the look on her daughter's face and said sadly: "Mom will be separated from Uncle Geng, and I will ...... in the future."

He Yingxue smiled and said firmly: "I have no objection to you being together, if you want to get married, you will get married, I will not become a bad girl because of this, and I will study hard to take the university entrance examination to fulfill my father's expectations for me." ”

"Xue'er ......" Zhao Qin didn't understand the changes in her daughter before and after. But I felt my daughter's alienation from me.

"I want to go back by myself, don't follow me anymore, Brother Zifeng will send me home, let me stay by myself for a few days, please."

Li Zifeng felt the feeling of depression coming from the hand he was holding, and when he saw Zhao Qin taking two steps forward, he wanted to say something first: "Auntie, uncle, don't worry, I will bring Xiaoxue back safely, for the sake of everyone, let her calm down first, give her a little time and space." ”

Geng Zhongjun saw the resoluteness in He Yingxue's eyes, although he didn't know how Zhao Wen persuaded her, it should have pushed her to the extreme, and if she continued to entangle, she was afraid that the stimulation of the little girl would be too great, so he stepped forward and hugged Zhao Zhen and said, "The child needs time, don't force her anymore." ”

Zhao Zhen looked at her daughter who didn't want to show them her face and nodded heartbrokenly, she thought that maybe she really shouldn't be looking for a partner, and there was nothing wrong with living with her daughter. Li Zifeng bowed to a few people and pulled He Yingxue away.

He Xinghua looked at the sad sister-in-law and comforted: "Sister-in-law, don't be sad, at least Xue'er won't object to you anymore, take your time." ”

Geng Zhongjun seemed to feel her inner thoughts, afraid that she would leave because He Yingxue really let go, and hurriedly echoed He Xingguo: "Yes, Zhao Wen has already persuaded Xiaoxue not to object, and Yingxue will understand you and support you after a long time." ”

Zhao Qin asked helplessly, "Really?" But Cher was very unhappy. ”

He Xinghua sighed, after all, her sister-in-law has worked hard in the He family for so many years, and she has worked hard a lot, at this time she needs to get more support, he spoke again: "Sister-in-law, give Xue'er a little time, didn't she still oppose it very resolutely two days ago, and now she doesn't object, this is a good phenomenon, take your time." ”

Geng Zhongjun was ashamed to find that at that time, they always felt that He Yingxue was a good child, they would not embarrass their mother, and always asked her not to make Zhao Qin sad, and only blindly asked her to understand them, but they never understood her.

Zhao Wen remembered the conversation between him and He Yingxue through the glass window, it was he who forced He Yingxue little by little, asking her not to object to Zhao Qin's new feelings, and it was only now that he realized that he was stabbing He Yingxue in the heart at that time, stabbing again and again.

Li Zifeng remembered He Yingxue following behind him like a puppet, and he couldn't help himself. Leaving the prison and getting on the bus, He Yingxue was paralyzed, like a doll that had lost its soul, Li Zifeng was distressed but could only accompany her quietly, He Yingxue's mind was blank and she didn't want to think about anything, she leaned her head against the glass window in a daze.

More than two hours later, the two finally transferred back to the train station, Li Zifeng bought the last ticket to stop in Pingshan, arrived at one o'clock in the middle of the night, he looked at He Yingxue who was speechless, and led her outside the station to buy all kinds of food, milk bread, eight-treasure porridge, instant noodles, fresh oranges, seeing that the time was almost up, took her on the train home, after twelve o'clock it was the Chinese New Year's Eve, the train car was very empty.

The car started, He Yingxue looked out the window in a daze, Li Zifeng stopped her into his arms with a sigh, and whispered comfort in her ear: "Don't keep thinking about unhappy things, I remember telling you that no matter how hard and difficult the days will pass." ”

He Yingxue, who was immersed in sadness, just bit her lip to prevent herself from crying.

"Say what's in your mind, it's a little better to say it, tell me what you're thinking."

"I ...... When my dad was here, I didn't live a lot of money, but I had a warm home, and now I don't have a home. He Yingxue moistened her eyes as she spoke, sniffed hard a few times, and continued to say: "After my father died, everyone took care of my mother's feelings and considered her future, but none of my original family members ...... No one thought about me, not even my ......mother, and I was a burden to them. The tears were overwhelming, but they finally rolled down.

"No, it's not like that, you can't think of everyone so badly."

"That's it, people all over the world know that my mom has a new life, and I'm like a fool alone."

"Xiaoxue, listen to me, it's not that they don't care about you, it's because they care about you too much that they will look ahead, afraid that you will be unhappy, afraid of affecting your studies, and it is because they care too much about you that they will want to give you time, wait for you to be admitted to high school, and wait for you to come out of the pain of losing your father."

He Yingxue got up from his arms, her eyes were red and she said: "Don't say it anymore, less than three months after my father died, they started looking for a partner for my mother, I didn't mean that my mother shouldn't be looking for a partner, but people go too fast to cool the tea, it's too chilling." If I hadn't been too careful and never mentioned my dad in front of her, how could she have forgotten so quickly, I did it wrong, I'm sorry for my dad, I'm the first one. ”

"Light snow."

"I don't want to say that anymore." He Yingxue stubbornly turned her head sideways and looked out the window.

Li Zifeng looked at her back and knew that there was no way for her to change her thinking for a while. took out the bread and milk and handed it to He Yingxue: "Xiaoxue, let's not talk about unhappy things, I haven't eaten much all day, first pad my stomach, and I'll give you instant noodles later." ”

He Yingxue looked out the window and did not retract her gaze, and replied lightly: "Thank you, I'm not hungry." Li Zifeng put the things back on the table, moved over her body, and looked at her without saying a word. He Yingxue looked at Li Zifeng, who was full of exhaustion, the original dissatisfaction dissipated, and she was finally relieved when she thought that he had run with him for most of the day without eating: "Brother Zifeng, let's eat together." ”

Li Zifeng took the things on the table and handed them to He Yingxue again, she took the bread and broke it in half, and stuffed half of it into Li Zifeng's mouth, Li Zifeng smiled indulgently, and gave her the milk with the straw inserted.

He Yingxue took the milk, looked at Li Zifeng, who was eating elegantly, looked tired, and couldn't help asking, "Brother Zifeng, you don't seem to have slept well." ”

Li Zifeng smiled at her and said, "It took me three cities to get to Rongcheng, and I haven't slept for two days and two nights now." ”

He Yingxue was stunned, thinking that he was still running around with him when he was so tired, his heart was very sour, Li Zifeng was not her, but he was the person who gave her the most warmth after her father's death, and as a result, she was still angry with him just now. Guiltily said with a full apology: "Then you can sleep on me for a while, there are still more than five hours to arrive." ”

"Okay, eat first, I'll go make some noodles"

"No, I'm full."

"Do you eat so little?"

"I'll give you instant noodles, you can wait a while." He Yingxue thought that he was a boy anyway, so it was impossible to eat enough bread, so she put down the milk in her hand and got up after holding a bucket of noodles.

Li Zifeng saw that she was finally no longer immersed in sadness, and felt that it was nothing to let her move, so he let her go. Five minutes later, He Yingxue returned to her seat with the soaked noodles, Li Zifeng did not forget to feed her two bites while eating, and soon the two finished eating the noodles, and Li Zifeng stretched his waist.

He Yingxue patted her shoulder and said, "Come on, lend you your shoulder." ”

Li Zifeng said with a smile: "With your body, how can it be good if it is crushed?" ”

"No, you forgot that I've practiced anyway, hurry up, if you don't sleep again, you can compare with the giant panda."

Li Zifeng curled his body, gently rested his head on her thin shoulder, and muttered a little dissatisfied: "It's too thin, I'm panicking." ”

He Yingxue twitched the corners of her mouth and said, "I have wronged you." ”

"It's good to know, and think about how to compensate me when I go back. Do you want to read a book, I have a storybook in my bag, you can take it and read it. ”

"You still have a storybook with you."

"Well, I knew I would run into you, so I bought it outside the station, don't you like to read the most?"

He Yingxue's cold heart finally had warmth, Li Zifeng always gave her books when she was lost, and also gave her a lot of warmth and courage, those books are the best gifts she has received over the years, and her nose was slightly sour and said: "Thank you, go to sleep, I will read books and not think about it." ”