Chapter 35: My Hot Face ...... It's been cold by you for a long time
"Qin Yao, where do you live? After a while, Su Guo got out of the car, you have to show me the way......"
"No, I'll go down with her."
"It's okay, I'll take you home, it's starting to rain outside."
The car stopped outside the gate of Su Guo's community, Su Guo thanked Li Shuwen and was about to get out of the car, but Li Shuwen suddenly grabbed Su Guo's hand.
"I'll come back to you in two days."
Su Guo thought that Li Shuwen came to him for the follow-up of their company, so he didn't think too much about it and said "okay".
Qin Yao...... I'd better send you back......"
"Thanks, no." Qin Yao got out of the car with Su Guo.
Su Guo knew that Qin Yao was behind him, and he also knew that he was deliberately following him.
Su Guo didn't know what Qin Yao's actions meant, but she told herself: Su Guo, don't be cheap, don't let people look down on you! Don't forget the hardships you endured, the tiredness you suffered, the pits you fell into, and the wrong path you took. How did you force yourself to endure the heartache and bury this person deep in those years!
Su Guo quickly pressed the number on the password button, opened the door, closed the door, and went upstairs, without any pause and hesitation, and even with urgent panic and uneasiness, as if Qin Yao in the back was a man-eating monster, if he was a second late, he would dig out his heart and drink blood......
Su Guo threw the bag on the ground casually, his shoes were crooked, and he hurriedly opened the refrigerator door and poured a large mouthful of ice water.
Su Guo, who wanted to use ice water to cool the chaos in his heart, kept Qin Yao's coughing sound in his ears.
Qin Yao's cold seems to be quite serious, since the last time he told himself that he was sick, hasn't he gotten better for more than a week? Did he take good care of himself? Have you taken your medicine? Have you seen a doctor? Sauna? What if you faint while taking a sauna? Is Chubby's brain!
It's raining too! It's going to rain hell!
When Su Guo hurriedly ran downstairs with an umbrella, Qin Yao was no longer there.
Su Guo looked at the umbrella in his hand and his feet in slippers. I feel like a fool, and I run towards you with tears streaming down my eyes while shouting "I don't love you for a long time......
In vain, he couldn't hang his shoulders, so tired that he wanted to cry bitterly.
But at the moment of turning around, he fell into an embrace without warning.
It's not warm, it's even a little cool with a clear manly atmosphere, which once made her intoxicated and unable to extricate herself from someone's arms.
In an instant, the tears collapsed.
The most fucked-up emotion in the world is not two little guesses, but two little guesses but they can't love each other fiercely.
For a long time after Qin Yao left, Su Guo couldn't accept this reality for a while.
She even felt that she and Qin Yao had been separated for a while, a little farther away, and a little less contact, but they didn't break up or separate. Tomorrow, next week, next month, next year...... Qin Yao came back.
She had thought that waiting for it would be fruitful, but time had told her it was in vain.
So, she began to sort out her feelings.
From the first time I saw Qin Yao from Xiaoshengchu to the understanding that they had ended, after more than ten years, it was not long, it was only one-eighth of her life, it was not short, it was her entire youth.
Just like Qin Yao said, no one at this age will be anyone's life, many people are just passers-by in your life, some rush by, some unforgettable. But no matter how long or short, it will eventually pass, and it will eventually be let go.
How so? It's a pity. Like someone who will eventually miss you, it's like riding a slide, it's over all of a sudden, you sit at the bottom, think about it or feel that it's difficult to go back on your own, at least too lazy to go back the same way, too lazy to go around and start again, get up and pat the ash on your buttocks, and walk towards the crowd again.
No more love like a dog, wagging his tail and waiting for him to lose a ball.
The years are not too long, you and I are kind, and when we meet again, I hope you understand me, and still have a deep but expressionless smile for you.
But when Qin Yao appeared in front of him again, he was no longer a shadow in his memory.
He re-entered Su Guo's life like a long-lost light, but she couldn't show the "still affectionate but expressionless smile" that had been carefully prepared for five years, she didn't even dare to look into his eyes, for fear that his heart would collapse at any time if he tried to hide it under his expressionless face.
"What are you like this? You have your life, and I'm ready to start a new life of my own. You pester me, come to me, what can you change? Su Guo sighed and poured Qin Yao a cup of hot water.
"You start talking about it...... Is it with Li Shuwen? ”
"Qin Yao, don't change the subject!" Su Guo threw the dry towel he had prepared for Qin Yao on the sofa, "You don't have the right to ask about my life." I'm not obligated to report back to you with anyone! Go back! ”
She really didn't have the strength to entangle with Qin Yao anymore.
"Then what are you chasing me for ten years, and you have been intruding into my life for ten years without my permission?" Qin Yao's hoarse voice because of a cold revealed an unrelieved unwillingness, "You have been chasing me for ten years and have liked me for ten years, why can't you continue to chase and like me......
"It's impossible to chase you anymore."
"Why? You tell me why? What I did wrong, I changed ......"
"Qin Yao," Su Guo had a bleak smile on his face, "Qin Yao, my hot face...... It's been cold by you for a long time. ”
"When you were hugging someone else, when you left the country without saying a word, when you came back for a year and never came to me, when you ...... When you invite me to dinner but bring my girlfriend. Or maybe I was going to give up a long, long time ago. ”
In those years, the result of her chasing Qin Yao all the way forward was that she crashed headlong into the south wall, broke her head and bled out, and was injured. And she finally chose to leave, probably because no matter how much she likes it, she can't exchange it for a future. After separation, there are 10,000 possibilities in the future, but in this possibility, there is no longer Qin Yao.
"What the hell am I ...... What do you have to do to get back? You tell me, Su Guo, I beg you to tell me......"
Many times, many things, have an irreversible ending. Even if he is as smart as him, he is regarded as a scholar with a high IQ, and he is powerless to change. However, he didn't need to change anything else, the only thing he wanted to get back was one person, to change an ending that he had been so wrong that it could not be reversed.
"The past is my fault. I will, use all my future time to get you back! Su Guo, you don't need to come back, but please stay where you are, this time, I will pursue you......"
"Whatever you want." Su Guo turned his face and didn't let Qin Yao see the expression on his face. In fact, she couldn't tell how she felt when she heard Qin Yao say, "It's up to me to pursue you this time". But she subconsciously didn't want Qin Yao to know her mood at the moment, she had already reached the limit of disguise.
"Su Guo."
"What?"
"Ahem......"
"So you're not sick yet, what kind of rain do you have to get rid of?"
"Suguo ......"
"Why ......?"
"I ......"
"Ahh Qin Yao, what's wrong with you? Wake up! Don't die in my house! ”