For the beauty that my heart yearns for, I once wanted to find an irrelevant person to marry
On that day, I went to walk the wooden plank road by the sea with my friends and my friends, and I was a little excited.
I'm a man with a belly full of anachronisms – I've always seen myself that way. Because of my inner whimsy, I am often frightened by my strange thoughts.
Once, I thought that the plank road was very long, like the road of life, and I couldn't finish it. At that time, I thought this because I had never reached the end of the boardwalk. Whenever I walk on the boardwalk, I often wonder, where is the end of the boardwalk? Zhenzhu Bay? Tay Yang Bay? Moon Bay? Qingfeng Village? No Bay? …… Or even a week around the island?
Finally, one day. I walked to the end of the boardwalk, and it turned out that the end was not far away.
When you have the bottom in your heart, you will be tasteless.
Without room for imagination, it is like a bird without wings and unable to fly freely in the sky.
This is a kind of sadness.
Actually, what about sorrow?
Life is a tragedy; Human life is a tragedy in the first place.
In this way, you may think that I am a negative person, but in fact, this is not the case at all. It is precisely because I take life lightly and take life lightly that I will actively live. What is it called?
This is called "living an optimistic life with a pessimistic experience" - this is not what I said, it was said by Mr. Gu Sui. However, before I read Gu Sui, I had already realized that my idea was to "live an optimistic life with a pessimistic attitude".
Jin Luji has a cloud in "Wenfu":
"Although the axis is in the arms, I am the first to be scared. Honest and righteous, although love and must donate. ”
The reason why I want to talk about my experience and experience here, and I brought out Mr. Gu Sui, is not to raise my value by borrowing virtuous people, I just want to say that everyone will have something in common about their perception of life.
This is true for life, and it is also true for the boardwalk. Although it has come to an end, there is less room for imagination, but I still like it and yearn for it.
So far, I like two kinds of footsteps:
The first is the sound of trampling on soft snow, which has been mentioned many times in my texts. Back then, in the Northeast, the most favorite thing was to wake up in the morning and be covered in snow outside, and then walk in the snow and listen to the charming sound.
The second is the sound of stepping on the wooden floor or wooden plank road, which is very felt. There is a section of the wooden plank road by the sea that is plastic, and you can feel it immediately when you walk up, which is a lot less interesting.
The wooden plank road has been walked many times, and sometimes there is an occasional whim, whether one day I can be with the beautiful woman, side by side, how comfortable it should be! Come to think of it, every time I go to leave, I am still lonely and lonely.
There is my favorite section of the boardwalk, why do you like that one? It was because of that section of the volley, across the sea, with the vast blue sea on one side and the steep rocks on the other. If the wind blows the waves, hits the rock, the waves flip back, into countless water droplets, scattered in the air, and fall on the plank road, it is really moving, it is really a rare wind!
That day, after going to the plank road, because there were no waves and the wind was fine, there was no such scene of flowers and tears, and I was a little sad in my heart.
Think about it, isn't life just like that, and beautiful things can't be achieved by thinking about it in your heart.
So, I said to my friend:
"For the beauty that my heart yearns for, I once wanted to find an irrelevant person to take wedding photos."
I said it indifferently, but my friend was amazed.
He asked me:
"What do you mean? Let's hear how."
When I first arrived here, I used to walk or run on the road around the island, and the couple on the beach who were photographing wedding dresses caught my eye.
For emotions, I'm a layman.
I don't know, why do you want to take wedding photos?
Is it to remember being young? There are many ways to remember being young, so why bother with wedding photos?
Is it to witness love? Love is to be experienced with the heart, and a marriage without feelings, wedding photos are just a decoration, which often makes men and women who enter an embarrassing situation in marriage more sad.
Is it for romance? Love and marriage are a matter of two people, has the romance that has been planned and rehearsed by someone have lost their taste?
As I said, I'm a person with a belly full of anachronisms, and there are many things that I don't want to do in my heart.
I often think that if one day, I'm going to get married, I'm not going to take any wedding photos! Haha, that's probably why I'm not favored so far.
Sometimes I think about it, in fact, the reason why I am disgusted with some things is because it is a constraint imposed on people.
I have a little bit of a grit about taking wedding photos, but that doesn't mean I hate it.
I also thought about finding someone to take wedding photos with me, but the purpose is not very different: not to prepare for marriage, but for the beauty that my heart yearns for:
Two people, dressed in beautiful dresses, march naturally: sometimes far away, sometimes near; Sometimes walking, sometimes daunting; Sometimes laughing, sometimes whispering...... What the photographer has to do is just record, no need to design movements, no need to deliberately shape.
Two people do not need to worry about their obligations being ignored and their responsibilities disappearing.
Two people don't have to be confused about the future, and they don't have to be uncertain because of the truth or falsehood of affection.
Two people, there is no need to think that there is a guarantee with restraint, and there is no need to be afraid of being abandoned and secretly afraid.
……
Friends laugh at me:
"What have you done for the beauty that your heart desires? Don't spend all day dreaming and not acting"
I say:
"Once, I thought of making a post on the forum and asking for a girl to take wedding photos......"
Friend Says:
"Dream on, you!"
Ha ha
Maybe my cranky thoughts are just whispering in a dream.
It doesn't matter if it's a whisper or a mantra!
I will continue to dream and make myself more alive;
I will continue to dream about the end of the boardwalk;
I will continue to dream of taking the beautiful woman to walk on the wooden plank road and walk to the old and barren;
I will continue to dream of finding an irrelevant person to take wedding photos for the beauty that my heart yearns for;
I will continue to dream my ......