Chapter 15 Almost
That night, under the street lamp, your clothes fluttered in the wind, and the yellow light shone on your face, I involuntarily stopped, standing in place and quietly watching you walk slowly without noticing. You have your hair behind your ears, but you are scared away by the sudden appearance of the car, and it is only then that you come back to your senses and find that I am already behind you. So you turn around and wave to me. Only then did I realize that the gap between me and you had become very far, and I ran towards you like crazy. Just because I understand that I don't want you to leave my side, no matter what difficulties lie ahead, no matter what distance we are, I will run towards you, try to catch up with you, and all you can do is just go on firmly, just keep going.
When the temperature changes from hot to cool, it proves that the most comfortable autumn of the year has arrived. I sat in the corner of the classroom by the window, ignoring the three people who were sleeping next to me, and looked out the window in the distance and remembered what had happened. At this moment, it suddenly felt strange and familiar. Yes, the strange thing is that this strange city may not want to accept me as a stranger, and the familiar thing is that there are so many familiar people around me. At this moment, I feel very homesick.
What the teacher said on the podium was out of step with my world. I looked at the birds flying outside the window, and I felt really longing for it, the feeling that I could control the direction, the life that many people yearn for. Just as my mind was about to continue galloping, a short, rapid bell disrupted my thoughts, and when I looked out the window again, I saw that the free-flying bird had disappeared without a trace.
The classmates around him walked out one after another, and the noisy sound did not affect the three people around him at all. I took out my mobile phone and silently recorded the embarrassment of the three of them, and saved it in my mobile phone, which became a joke to talk about in the future.
Instead of calling them, I turned my head and continued to look out the window. But in any case, I can't remember the idea at all. So I didn't care where it went, and silently remembered Jiang Li again.
It's been almost a week since that day, and we've had no contact with each other. In my opinion, this is not a matter of who takes the initiative, but we may all still be thinking about it, and there are doubts, waiting for us to decrypt it piece by piece. I remembered what Jiang Li said to me that day before leaving: Is what you said true? I hesitated.
I don't know if I can fulfill my promise to Jiang Li, just like the simplicity and expectation when I liked you at the beginning. I really love Jiang Li, and after thinking about it, I realized that this was completely different from before. The difference is that before it was possession, now it is hopeful. If because of my appearance, let Jiang Li go and make changes for me, let her change her current lifestyle, and let her feel the pain she doesn't want to bear again. The most important point is that I don't know what Jiang Li thinks. Is it just to thank for what happened that day, or to deal with it blindly. Just as my mind was in a state of confusion, suddenly a hand came to my shoulder, breaking the thoughts in my head.
I looked back and found that it was Yu Qiang. He looked at me with a sad face, didn't say anything, pointed outside, and motioned for me to go out for a walk. I nodded, and walked out cautiously and slowly, not disturbing the two who were still asleep.
I followed Yu Qiang out of the classroom, the corridor was empty, the two of us leaned on the escalator, and neither spoke to each other. Yu Qiang asked first: "Tell me, what makes you so sad, let me analyze it for you." ”
I looked at Yu Qiang's sincere appearance, and I told everything in 1510. After listening to this, Yu Qiang thought for a moment and replied. "Li Ran, aren't you thinking too much. It's been so long, don't you know who Jiang Li is? If she is with you to repay your kindness, I think it is a stain on her. Don't forget, you're chasing people all the time. You don't have to think like this now, listen to me talk to Jiang Li, as long as you talk about everything, you will know the answer. Yu Qiang's words really woke up the dreamer, I nodded with some gratitude, and was ready to take the first step and let him take care of the two people in the classroom, under Yu Qiang's gaze, I ran out.
Running outside the teaching building, there was a chill in the autumn breeze. The withered yellow leaves finally couldn't hold on, and fell with the urging wind. Yu Qiang's words gave me a good answer, yes, instead of thinking so much about yourself, it is better to go directly to Jiang Li face-to-face, what does she think. On the way to find Jiang Li, she passed by her favorite bubble tea shop, thought about it and walked in.
As soon as I entered the door, the waiter inside found me and said to me with a smile: "Here, are you buying milk tea for your girlfriend again, I know the strawberry flavor, right, how many cups do you want?" I said a few glasses a little shyly, paid and waited patiently. It turned out that in the minds of others, Jiang Li and I were already a couple. After a while, the milk tea was delivered to me, and I said thank you and walked out with it.
Walking out the door, I realized that I was really thinking a little too much. I stood at the door, took out my mobile phone and easily dialed Jiang Li's phone and put it to my ear. "Dut. Honk. Hello. "When Jiang Li's familiar voice appeared in my ears again, I felt that I hadn't seen each other for a long time." Hey, Jiang Li, are you free now? I want to talk to you. "Yes, where can I see you?" "It's in the corridor under your dormitory, I'll be waiting for you there." "Uh-huh, okay, see you later." After that, we hung up the phone and walked slowly towards the dormitory.
After I arrived at Jiang Li's dormitory, I was thinking about how to say what was in my heart, and just as I was thinking, Jiang Li appeared at the door of the girls' dormitory.
Many years later, I still vividly remember that day she was wearing a floral dress, a pair of milky white short white sandals on her feet, her hair was scattered behind her, and the wind blew and the hair fluttered lightly. Although there is a little foundation on my face, it is still beautiful, with a pair of big eyes and a cherry mouth without lipstick, at that moment, I know that God let me meet such a beautiful woman, which is the greatest fate in my life.
I watched Jiang Li walk towards me step by step, until Jiang Li stood in front of me, shook my eyes with his hand, and asked with a smile, "Hey, what's wrong with you." I hurriedly smiled and said that it was okay, gave Jiang Li the milk tea in my hand, and walked over to the corridor in front of me.
The two of us picked a slightly clean place, where to sit, before sitting Jiang Li took out a tissue and carefully wiped the seat for me, I looked at Jiang Li bowed his head and concentrated, and couldn't help but feel relieved. But at this moment, a strand of hair next to Jiang Li's ear was blown down by the wind, and I subconsciously helped her behind her ear, but Jiang Li jumped away from the place where he was standing like a panicked little white rabbit, looking at me with a slightly blushing face.
I couldn't help but smile, sat down first, patted the seat next to me, and said with a smile: "Come on, what's wrong with you haha." Jiang Li gave me a roll of the eyes and sat down. After the two of us sat down, I saw Jiang Li drinking milk tea in small sips, and I looked at this scenery that was completely different from summer, and I didn't say anything for a long time. Just when the two of us were still in a daze, it was Jiang Li who took the lead and asked, "Li Ran, you won't just call me out today and invite me to drink milk tea." "I've come to my senses, yes, I've forgotten the purpose of today. I began to talk about it side by side, and when I saw that the foreshadowing was almost there, I said: "Jiang Li, I want to say to you, I..."
Just as I was condemning the caller, Jiang Li hung up the phone and said to me, "I'm sorry, something happened to the student union, I need to go over." I touched my head and said, "Do you need me to come with you?" Jiang Li shook his head, then got up and prepared to leave.
I stood helplessly, not knowing what to do, just when I was a little uncomfortable, Jiang Li, who was not far from me, turned around and shouted to me: "Li Ran, I hope that next time you can say what you want to say today to me again, and play a basketball game with the school next door, I will go to watch it then." Without waiting for my reply, he turned and left. I touched my nose and thought, is this just a naked hint, by the way, the basketball game is about to start, Jiang Li, you just wait for me to confess to you in public on the day I win. I looked at Jiang Qianying, who was getting farther and farther away from me, shook my head with a smile, and slowly walked back to the dormitory with the milk tea that I hadn't had time to drink.
At this moment, the two of us started from here, although in opposite directions, but sooner or later we will meet again, because I have her in my heart. The dream gradually becomes a reality, and it will slowly disappear.