Of course, getting married is the beginning of a new life for anyone, but for Miao Ling, it is the beginning of a nightmare. He discovers that his beautiful wife suffers from a serious mental illness! This was a question I had in college, thinking that it was her self-protection, and she didn't even let him grasp it. But after getting married, both of them are working hard in a strange place far from home, relying on each other, and they should love each other even more. Who knows, after marriage, Lu Jing was barely able to let him share the same bed, and later, as soon as he saw him go to bed, he was nervous and screamed with fear. Even, to the death of each other.

He compromised and even thought of divorce. But seeing his wife's pitiful appearance, he couldn't bear to push her into the abyss of loneliness. I tried to treat her, but she didn't cooperate. At that time, there was also a lack of effective treatment for the disease she suffered, sexual cleanliness. Moreover, as a newly married white-collar class, they can't talk about it. We can only let this situation linger and be helpless. A young man, a flower and a moon, how beautiful the future life should be! It's a pity...

After a long time, it fades. Without the loving life of fish and water, he turned all his attention to work, he had to struggle, he wanted to prove that he could do it. And as it turned out, he did. But his ambitions also swelled with his promotion. The desire to conquer in his heart became stronger and stronger.

However, Lu Jing's illness made him feel frustrated. There is always a dark cloud hanging in my heart, which lingers. Seeing his painful appearance and insurmountable psychological obstacles, Lu Jing once filed for divorce, but he did not agree, not only for the original promise, but also based on the needs of career development. He did not allow any obstacle to his career, not even himself.

Therefore, he has developed an independent and prudent style of doing things, and he has become much more stable and sophisticated.

Miao Ling deliberately got up early in the morning. On a late autumn morning, walking through the empty streets under the thick fog, reviewing the morning of the city, savoring the faint melancholy of the late autumn season. The leaves of the trees on the side of the street are yellow, and the flowers and plants have withered reluctantly after the autumn rain and autumn wind. "Dead leaves can't bury flowers, and it will happen again next spring. If I am the Green Emperor in his year, don't let the four seasons dye don't hate! The tone is a little big, borrowing a poem from Huang Chao, and expressing his heart directly.

The mood is born from the people, the environment is born from the heart, he can't see the mood of the fallen leaves and the sad autumn, and he tear off the haze in his heart domineeringly, and the sun shines into his heart. So, he took a step with his hands and feet, raised his head, and moved energetically.

It will snow in a while, and the white world is so beautiful! He remembered that he and Lu Jing had seen such a big snow for the first time, Lu Jing's face was red from the cold, and in the snow, the appearance of his daughter's family who was dancing and laughing, as if looking forward to the ground: wearing a wedding dress and taking a wedding photo in the snow, the artistic conception must be beautiful.

However, on the day they got married, the romantic snow did not come as scheduled, which made Lu Jing somewhat disappointed. And creation makes people, you and I can't help it!

When she returned home, Aunt Zhang was a little surprised to see him dressed in sportswear, sweaty, and refreshed as he entered the door. Obviously, she didn't think he was in the room. "Movement went? On foggy days, it's not good for your health! ”

"Oh, I can't sleep, I can't lie down, so I go out for a walk. I haven't exercised for a long time, and I can't get used to it for a while! He easily complied, went back to his room, and went to wash.

"It's good, you work so hard, you don't have a good body, how can you do that!" Aunt Zhang nodded approvingly, "Breakfast is almost ready, will you eat later?" Across the door, she said. I secretly thought, he is really a very good man! Full of self-discipline and self-awareness!

After breakfast, he went to work early. Today, he has a very important meeting, that is, the urban planning plan that the citizens are hotly discussing is over, and it is time to finalize it today. That is the blueprint for the development of the city, the vision for the future, he put a lot of effort into it, and he is basically satisfied. His concept of urban functional zones was endorsed by Professor Li, an expert in urban construction at a university.

“… Under this idea, the city is divided into a number of different functional areas, each functional area has outstanding characteristics, adjacent functional areas complement each other's advantages, between different functional areas, relying on the scheduling of the central area of the city, so that the whole city is active, so that the rhythm of life jumps, highlighting the city's personality and style..."Professor Li held a laser pointer in his hand, and explained the theme of the whole plan, the distribution of functional areas, the main color of the city on the PPT, Miao Ling listened carefully, remembered carefully, and thought carefully.

The Plan was adopted and well received. As long as you do things seriously, everything is expected.

"The current lead, thirty years will not lag behind." There is a saying in the market, and it seems that social conditions and public opinion are very much in favor of this plan. Even the leaders of the higher-level departments, who were not optimistic about him, privately gave a pertinent evaluation of the plan on the phone, and sincerely put forward constructive opinions and suggestions. This made him very excited, and his heart was even more full of ambition.

After a while, it snowed, and Lu Jing was also on vacation, so he took her over and let her enjoy the scenery here. Look at what he has achieved like never before, and perhaps, in your heart, you can accept him. Sit back in your chair and let your thoughts wander.

In the late autumn season, outside the window, the sky darkened prematurely, and the lights in the office were bright, as if he was in the same mood.

When I met the deputy mayor in charge of urban greening, it was already past 8 o'clock in the evening, and it was in the elevator after work. He briefly talked about some ideas for urban greening of tree species and the planting of flowers and plants. Said: In the morning, I saw that the leaves fell too much, and it was very difficult for the sanitation workers to clean, and the front sweep and the back fell, although it has a certain relationship with the climate here, but it is not unchangeable. See if there is a kind of tree species that fall slowly or at what temperature, you can concentrate the fallen leaves, and wait until autumn, which can not only reduce the labor intensity of sanitation workers, but also improve labor efficiency and keep the city clean and tidy... The deputy mayor was very moved to hear this, and expressed his gratitude to the secretary for his care on behalf of the sanitation workers. The deputy mayor also said that he would personally lead the leaders of relevant departments to investigate and study this opinion as soon as possible, come up with a feasible plan, and conscientiously implement the spirit of the secretary's instructions. "The plan must be objective and realistic, and it must be reviewed by the mayor! It was adopted and included in next year's budget. Miao Ling finally emphasized the issue of principle. Definitely. The deputy mayor took a serious position. The two stepped out of the elevator and shook hands to say goodbye.

"Secretary, that's amazing! Even that was taken into account. He felt guilty that he wasn't doing his job properly. Seeing the secretary get into the car, he quietly turned back to the office, picked up the phone, and summoned the leaders and relevant technical personnel of the sanitation, greening, housing and construction departments, and went to his office overnight to hold an emergency meeting.

The lights are blooming, and the lights are brilliant.

Sitting in the car, Miao Ling enjoyed the night view of the city and experienced the achievements and pride of a designer. If you can come to this city sooner, today, it will be more beautiful than just this scene, that's for sure. He thought with some regret. It is much easier and less expensive to create a new achievement than to renovate an old one. Why can't every term do something ahead of the curve? Can't patronize the present, that's conservative or backward!

As everyone knows, the back waves of the Yangtze River push the front waves, and one wave is higher than the other. As a successor, don't blame your ex. You can't stick to the rules, and you can't be brutal. Seeking truth from facts, proceeding from reality, adapting measures to local conditions, and taking advantage of the situation is the law of doing everything well.

Of course Miao Ling knows! It's just that the aura of achievement is too dazzling, and it has drowned out the light of reason.

He felt more and more that the prospects for development were bright, the mission was glorious, the task was arduous, and the time was pressing. If time can go back, even if it is slower, I will definitely do all this better, and I will definitely give her happiness. If that's the case, he will have no regrets in his life!

There are some things that you won't understand without experiencing them, but after you understand them, most of them regret not being at the beginning. In life, there will be many choices, life and death decisions are only once, what kind of road to take, what kind of person to be, are the inevitable choices you make. Right or wrong, only time will tell. Because, nothing can be done all over again.