Chapter 161-162: The heart is too soft

"You're embarrassed to say that you arranged it. Why do you want to help her make songs when you have nothing to do, because I accompanied her to practice singing last time. ”

"Don't you know how to say no? Aren't you very assertive? How can my heart soften when I encounter such a thing? If you are cowardly, can't you be ruthless? Soft-heartedness is your characteristic. If you continue like this, you will have no good fruit to eat. ”

It's really like what Lin Yang said, I'm like this, my heart is too soft to bring me so much trouble, and now I finally come to retribution. I can't let go of Li Su, but I love Chen Hua deeply, I was not sure about my love for Li Su before, but now I finally have a preliminary conclusion, I care about her, I don't want her to be sad, I hope she can be happy. Seeing her sad and unhappy, I always feel that the relationship is so wonderful, and love always breaks the hearts of those who love deeply.

"Forget it, I don't blame you, I don't want to mention these things for the time being." I looked at my watch, it was half past nine, and I was trying to wash up.

"Why are you going?"

"Don't you see me taking this? Wash your face! ”

"I'll go later, I'll ask Wuwei to go out and buy hamburgers, let's ask them to eat together, and congratulations for our tomorrow's game."

"Congratulations before the game, what if you lose? Still in the mood to eat? ”

"Can't you say nice things, you crow's mouth?"

"It's my fault." "No wonder I'm everywhere, it turned out to be doing things for you, what about Liu Bin?"

"Where else can he go, he went to self-study, I think he will be back soon."

"Here you go, call her back later."

Lin Yang handed me a small note with a phone number written on it. But I've never seen it myself. But it's safe to say that this call is from our school, because the calls in the dormitory are regular, only a little bit.

About the dormitory phone, there are some small episodes, some people are very careless, when leaving the phone to the family are copied wrong, but it will not be far away, generally in the dormitory next door or between the upper and lower floors, before Wuwei received such a call, a person with a very strong Henan dialect to find his baby, Wuwei was depressed for a long time just said that there was no such person, and then checked, he made the call is not wrong, and he is from the same school, until the end of the inquiry only to know that it is a senior, He was a careless person, and he made a mistake when he copied the phone to his family. After receiving the phone, the senior held Wuwei's hand, and was so moved that he was about to shed tears, because he had been looking forward to it for a long time before he knew that his family had sent him money, although the money was not much, he said that he had been waiting for this moment for a long time, and he was very happy to hear such news, and held Wuwei's hand tightly.

In fact, the school assigns phone numbers randomly. Some people quarreled because of this, it was a problem with the phone number, some people said that the number of four or three should not be wanted, saying that such a number was unlucky, the homonym said that it was "death" or "injury", and it was inevitable that such a number would appear, and the school was also very difficult, it stands to reason that no one wanted three and four, but then there was a number like this, XXXX1314, everyone rushed to ask for it, some people said it was a lifetime, and some people said that it was to be injured or killed. It was a big deal, and then a lottery was used to determine the distribution of phone numbers.

"What are you going to do with this, who wants me to hit me?" I asked Lin Yang, today he is very mysterious.

"Isn't there a phone number written on it? You can guess for yourself who gave it, but fortunately, I was the one who answered the phone just now, and you don't want to call in the dormitory later, I don't want to wait to make the situation very strong. ”

"Is it Li Su's?"

"And who else?" "Today she also went to listen to the rules of the basketball game. Later, when I left, I stuffed a note, saying that I want you to call her back tonight, you just slept like a dead pig, I don't want to quarrel with you, in fact, she also called once just now, I told her to call you later. She also kept asking me if you were in the dorm, and I said you were out. Wait a minute, don't say you're in the dormitory, don't make me feel bad as a middleman. ”

"What is she going to do? She doesn't participate in listening to what rules? ”

"Of course, she volunteered to be the captain of the cheerleading team. Looks like you're motivated to play tomorrow. Hehe. ”

"Go, you're here again, then let me ask you, did Chen Hua participate in the cheerleading team?"

"Then I don't know very well, at the venue, I haven't met her, she shouldn't participate, you see her personality doesn't like to show her head very much, not to mention that your current situation is very hard, eighty percent will not participate, she should come to see the game."

"Wait for him (Wuwei) to come back, and don't mention that she asked me to call."

"Okay, I see. I don't want to see a discord between my brothers, let alone that we have to play together tomorrow? ”

"Thank you."

I clutched the note Lin Yang gave in my hand, why did she work so hard? There is no intention of letting go at all, and the degree is getting deeper and deeper, is there really love between us? Her love is approaching me step by step, I can't even cope with it, should I accept her love? So what is my love for Chen Hua? Is it fair to her? Am I loyal to love? Can I accept the love of two women? I repeatedly think about the problem of loyal love and betrayal of love, at this time I am tired, when accepting love, I bear a huge pressure, I can never find a solution, just blindly escape, every time I comfort myself to be sensible, hormonal explosion period, often very confused about this kind of problem, there are too many of my own reverie, have been thinking, what kind of thoughts and feelings cause me to be so indecisive, are they tempting me? Or am I being tempted by them? At this time, active and passive are obviously not the most important, and I have fallen into it deeply and began to be unable to extricate myself. Considering the problem is extreme, easy to be impulsive, I told Lin Yang about my own behavior and the bad symptoms that appeared, and asked him to give me a little opinion, he said that I am the "menopause" of adolescence, and it is inevitable to be upset, and also suggested that I take Mrs. oral liquid, as soon as I finished speaking, I used the "Foshan Shadowless Legs" to kick him below the waist, he flashed, did not kick, I cursed, "Let your mother use that thing, you dare to talk nonsense next time you will cut off your grandchildren, if you want to die, say it early, I will not be polite to you." Throw him a word.