"We love you very much, but it's because we love you so much that we can't accept such a cruel thing happening to you......"

Shen Xingqiao smiled weakly when he heard this, opened his mouth and throat, as if he was unable to speak.

Only Shen's father chattered endlessly to excuse him and Shen's mother: "You don't know, looking at the exact same test results again and again, how devastated your mother and I are......"

"Your mother couldn't stand it, the pressure was too great, and then she went to see a psychiatrist, and finally chose to divert her attention."

The so-called diversion of attention is probably to transfer the love for Shen Xingqiao to another person.

Now Shen Xingqiao is no longer a fool, he can understand the word.

No, he is still cognitively impaired, but he has seen more, seen more, and memorized more.

The life he lived was a template he had taken from others, and with the template, the cognitive problem was less serious.

"We've been afraid to tell you that it will make you feel different from others, and we're afraid that your mind will be twisted, so we've been keeping it secret......"

But if you don't tell me, I always feel like I've done a lot of things wrong...... Like a bad guy like a fool.

I always thought I was like them, and what they could easily do was hard for me...... In fact, I have low self-esteem and hate myself in my heart.

If I had known that I was a person with an IQ of only 60, I might have accepted such a bad self......

Maybe it won't be so tiring to live......

Maybe you won't have expectations for Li Yaoyao from the beginning......

Maybe I don't think that I can change with hard work and keep up with her......

Maybe I won't have the opportunity to meet someone as good as Li Yaoyao......

Maybe it won't be so painful now.

If only I had told me earlier......

I've already brought her home, and I've met you several times. You've had a lot of opportunities to tell me, and if I had earlier, I might not have been so reluctant......

Why wait until now, why?

"Dad." Shen Xingqiao called him gently, "I promise you that I will break up with Li Yaoyao." ”

"Still, forget about the blind date. After all, people like me, whoever they end up with is a scourge. ”

Father Shen looked at him with a pair of teary eyes when he heard this, covered his mouth in pain, and buried his head again.

Shen Xingqiao smiled weakly and said, "Don't cry, I'll take these things away." ”

"Anyway, I'm an adult now, I'm an independent person, don't worry about me anymore."

Shen Xingqiao sorted out the thick stamps of materials on the table, then stood up and took them into his room.

In the middle of the night, he held his mobile phone, stood in front of the window lattice, and looked at the dialog with Li Yaoyao.

watched quietly for five minutes, and finally sighed helplessly, and muttered in a low voice: "I still can't do it......"

A minute later, he exited the dialog box and sent a text message to He Chitian: That's busy, let's go on.

still want Li Yaoyao to speak, do something that disappoints her, and force her to break up...... He is really a scumbag, and he doesn't even have the courage to say break up.

After the phone was turned off, he took out the pill box from the drawer, deducted two pills and put them in his mouth, mixed them with cold water and swallowed them.

Too late...... Sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow.

- "From the first time we met, Mr. Shen, you exude an irresistible charm that I can't resist. ”

Li Yaoyao stepped on the corner of his mouth and kissed him.

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