I looked at her stupid expression, my heart ached, her eyes seemed to have tears about to gush out, but I held back, the hand that paddled slowly left my left chest, just now when she did that simple movement on my chest, I looked at her eyelashes, and jumped after a few seconds, but my eyes were surprisingly focused, so attentive movements, slowly retracted my arms, I took her hand, slowly broke her slender little hand, also drew a heart in her palm, and then gently merged her hand.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault just now." I spoke slowly.

"Actually, you didn't do anything wrong." "Do you know what I meant by that action?" She looked up at me, and at this time she also retracted her hands, and then put her hands behind her back, as if she was afraid that I would take my hand again.

"I see, did you understand what I mean?"

After I finished drawing the sign of the heart, I fused her little hands, just hoping that she would hold my heart firmly, which also implied that I would treat her sincerely, I just wanted her smile and her happiness, but I often couldn't treat her well, and I couldn't be happy to see her sad.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to grasp your heart."

I was shocked, she guessed so simply, real girls are more sensitive to feelings than boys, and I didn't know how to comfort her at the time, she looked at feelings more openly than me, she never beat around the bush when she spoke, the last time she mentioned to me that his ex-boyfriend came to her again, it was so crisp, and I couldn't say how I felt about Li Su in front of her, and now I don't know who didn't enter the other party's heart, I always felt that I knew her very well and would think about her, although she said that she wouldn't be angry, but I still couldn't speak, Just blindly avoided, if time can forget something, it can also burn a relationship, maybe I am in this situation now, avoiding some of Chen Hua's emotional problems, but secretly had the idea of wanting to get close to Li Su, but I didn't dare to admit it in front of Li Su, now there are two roads in front of me, if I hesitate, if I stop again, the road under my feet will be a road of no return. "Go your own way and let others do the talking." This famous sentence of Dante does not seem to be useful to me, I am going my own way, but I insist on my stubborn ideas, and in the end I cannot tell whether the road before me is light or dark. I just know that I can only take one step at a time.

"Are you so unconfident in yourself? You're so attractive, how could I not take you to heart? "I never forget how to tease her, and I always feel that it shouldn't be so dull when talking about feelings.

"You're talking nonsense again, every time I ask you seriously, you never take it seriously. Say one thing and do another. ”

"I'm sorry."

"That's not your excuse, I don't want to hear that explanation today." "I just want you to treat me well, just have me in your heart, can't you do this little request?"

At this time, a breeze blew next to her, and her long hair floated up, and gradually some strands of hair covered her eyes, and she slowly used her right hand to button the strands of hair to her ear, this action was so familiar to me, this action reminded me of her, and she also had long hair. Sometimes I would watch her comb her hair, and she liked to slowly comb her hair in the mirror, always tying a ponytail behind her back. The action just now reminded me of too many things, the same smile, I don't know when I started to find her shadow in front of Chen Hua's eyes, last time Li Su's subtle action reminded me of her, and now she is too, what does that feel like? I found that I still couldn't forget her, did I owe her too much, or was I complaining about something? Is it my fault? She gave up everything for me and the opportunity to learn. For me to accept the tedious work day and night. And what can I do for her? Once again, I pondered everything about her, but the distance made my memory of her blurred. Sometimes a few inadvertent actions make me forget.