Section 40 Love and love are born of love
Aunt Qin obviously couldn't sit still, although the one sitting opposite was the old man in charge of the Cao family and her mother-in-law, but in her eyes, her father was not so unbearable. That kind of protection, like a parent sheltering his young son, everything comes from love, and only because of love.
"Mother, in your eyes, is Cao Mu particularly incompetent? Haha, actually, mother, I told you, Cao Mu still has advantages. For example, he ...... "Aunt Qin's words themselves came out of her mouth hard, and in just a few sentences, she changed several postures between words, which was enough to see her nervousness." As a result, even these few words of fighting for her husband were choked back by her grandmother.
"Xiaoqin, you are also a mother, you should know, I am not annoying Cao Mu for being incompetent, I hate iron but not steel! Hey......" After Grandma finished speaking, she got up slowly, and went upstairs shaking as she went.
Grandma is obviously more difficult to go upstairs than a few days ago, maybe she is older, or, there have been a lot of things in the family recently, for this older man, as the head of the family, even if he can't stand it, he has to pretend to be strong.
I was very impressed by my grandmother's back that day. Later, whenever I thought of the Cao family and the various personnel in this house, I couldn't help but sigh that in this world, all mortals are mortals. For mortals, it is difficult to describe all troubles.
After my grandmother went upstairs, I saw Aunt Qin swallow her saliva and look straight at the marble surface on the dining table in a daze.
"Xiaoqin, what my mother said is right, Cao Mu is naturally playful, and there is no one around him who can manage him, so isn't it that the mud can't support the wall." There are words in Zhang Jing's words, which obviously means that Aunt Qin can't share her father's worries and solve problems, can't catch her father's heart and return to her father's righteous path, on the contrary, she herself knows better than anyone else that in this world, except for her Zhang Jing, there are no two people who can stand on her father's heart.
Cao Cancan and I stared at the table with big eyes. Cao Cancan, a heartless guy, is estimated to have been guilty of nymphomania, and when Aunt Qin was counted down by Zhang Jing, she didn't hear it, and she was still laughing there alone.
Aunt Qin's face was red and white for a while. This woman is not unintelligent, she is so smart that she knows that if she talks back, she will become the target of public criticism, so she chooses to keep silent. However, Aunt Qin ignores a fatal problem, that is, people, in the face of emotion, will lose many basic skills of social survival, including the mind, including the brain, including reason. Therefore, Aunt Qin's inferiority complex comes from her husband's unlove. Assuming that her father loves her, then this woman is definitely not so cowardly and deceitful at home and abroad. All the light in this world is the sharpest thorn of love given by love, and this light, whether it is bright or dark, all goes with the heart.
After Zhang Jing finished eating, he took Chenchen to the park outside in a circle. When I was going upstairs with Cao Cancan, Wu's mother was picking up the rice bowl, and the sound of ceramics colliding couldn't disturb Aunt Qin's melancholy thoughts.
At the corner of the second floor, Cao Cancan suddenly caught up with me with a few quick steps: "Eh, Cao Muxi, what do you eat for lunch?" Starting tomorrow, let's have lunch together! ”
"Huh? What to eat? Have lunch! What's for lunch? ”
"No, you don't eat at noon! Of course, it's lunch! Eh, the one I've been ordering every day lately is delicious, and there's meat at noon. Shall I give you one? What do you usually eat at noon? Let me tell you, my house is very delicious, better than what I make at home. Cao Cancan was chattering endlessly beside me, and I suddenly remembered the words that flashed in my mind when Teacher Zhang Yan begged me to do something when I was a child - nothing to do, or a traitor or a thief. Especially this Cao Cancan, I haven't given me a good face since the day I stepped into Cao's door, and this sudden want to have lunch with me, I don't think it's a good thing to think about it.
Before entering the bedroom, I suddenly turned around and almost hit Cao Cancan's nose. She flashed back, "Thanks, no, I'm used to skipping meals at noon." In order to match Cao Cancan's enthusiasm, I also barely squeezed out a smile on my face.
"Hey, I said, no, you're quite big, you don't eat at noon, can you do it? What a long body you have! Besides, the teachers have said that skipping lunch will affect the study in the afternoon. "When Cao Cancan said this, I had already closed the door of the room. Seeing that I had not moved in the room, she muttered a few words and left.
I looked at the little doll under the lamp, and suddenly thought, even if there are flower skirts and purple butterflies in childhood, what can it be? Like Cao Cancan, even though she has one more father than me, it is still limited to a formal title. Because of this father, his heart is not in us, and his love for the house and the black is all extravagant hopes.
The light of the table lamp shone brightly on the doll's skirt, and the staggered light made me see my mother crocheting a sweater in the dim light. I glanced sideways at the plane tree outside the window, the sky was not yet completely over, and the afterglow on the plane leaves finally illuminated the impermanence of the life of the mediocre.
Before going to bed, I continued to struggle with the fate of my mother's birthday for a while, but in the end, to no avail, I fell into a deep sleep.
Early the next morning, Cao Cancan asked Aunt Qin for some money. Aunt Qin asked her what she was doing, and she said eloquently: "I'll set lunch for Cao Muxi!" I'm a sister, I can't look like one! Aunt Qin smiled, maybe she was surprised and relieved by Cao Cancan's actions, in short, the smile still looked soothing. But suddenly turned his head and asked me, "Mu Xi, isn't there a special food delivery department in your primary school?" ”
"Ah, there used to be, but then the school won't let the students eat badly." I took a sip of milk and said lightly.
Aunt Qin stood up suddenly: "Mu Xi, then what did you eat at noon after you didn't deliver food?" Yes? Don't tell your aunt you haven't eaten! Aunt Qin looked panicked, for fear that my answer would be what she did not want to hear, and this kind of concern was as if she had done a great wrong, the unforgivable kind.
"No, no, no. The school later returned the rest of the money to us, and we simply ate at noon, and then took a lunch break. ”
"A simple bite? Oh, you kid, why don't you tell your aunt about such a big thing? You say, your mother sent you here, I even made you hungry for the most basic three meals a day, you, how can I explain to Grandma Cancan? Aunt Qin rubbed her hands back and forth.
"It's okay, auntie, it's really fine, I don't eat much at noon normally. Besides, the school commissary has everything! You can change it, it's not bad. ”
"Mom, look, so, I decided, from today onwards, I will eat with Cao Muxi at noon every day! I'll watch her for you! You can rest assured, she will never go hungry. Cao Muxi's tone obviously had some small luck, she should be happy that this statement was just used to have lunch with me.
Aunt Qin nodded again and again, and took out 20 yuan from her bag and stuffed it to Cao Cancan, and repeatedly told her that she must ensure that she eats well. Cao Cancan's voice lit up: "Don't worry! Queen Mother! Yes, sir! ”
The refusal to eat was forced to be natural again.