This "private dish" was eaten quite easily, at least Li's mother's love for Su Guo was undisguised, and after eating a meal, in addition to asking Su Guo's work, what family background, whether there was a house, a car and a deposit, there was no mention of it, and what Mother Li said the most was that you should come often and accompany me.

Su Guo can understand Li's mother's mood, as a person who has retired from the teaching team, he has long been accustomed to the excitement and busyness of the school, if it were not for physical reasons, this dedicated teacher would definitely stick to his post until the last moment. In addition, her husband died, and her son was busy with his career, and there was only an old sister by her side, although she was a relative, but after all, she was the one her son invited back, and she was paid, and she chose what she liked when she spoke and did. But Su Guo is different, she doesn't take their family's money and doesn't need flattery to pick up good words, and at the same time, she is very likely to become her own person in the future, between the relationship between relatives and aliens, many things that can't be said to the closest people can be said to her, listen to her opinions, and the old lady can get more information about her son from her. Su Guo can see a little clue from Li Shuwen's relationship with his mother, I don't know if it is affected by those experiences, now he is far less talkative than when he was easy to be shy and nervous in college, even if he cares about his mother, he has a sense of powerlessness, and his desire to speak is pitiful.

Maybe home is the only safe fortress that people can put down their disguises, and the personable Li Shuwen, who is not lacking in humor and ridicule, is quiet and silent when he is at home.

It's like she's sitting in his study right now, he's about to deal with an urgent matter, engrossed in the computer; She sat on the couch to the side, with a large pot full of fruit in front of her. Su Guo even had the illusion for a moment, Li Shuwen's work looked a little similar to Qin Yao, he didn't smile, he wouldn't even raise his head to look at you, he was only immersed in his own brainstorming. They isolate themselves from everyone and build an invisible barrier that allows you to watch from afar and not play with them.

Su Guo grabbed a handful of Millennial in his hand, and ate it one by one in his mouth, so he was bored, so he stood up and looked at his entire wall of bookcases.

His collection of books is rich, and it is also very neat and regular, Su Guo randomly pulled out a book from a whole row of "how to be a successful manager", intending to absorb some knowledge in different fields, and automatically surrendered after just turning two pages. Leaving the bookcase, she looked at the vertical carved cabinet next to the bay window as an ornament with great interest, but she looked at the whole study for a long time and found that although the shape of this cabinet is quite unique, it obviously does not match the overall decoration style, and it stands there very abruptly.

"I found it at the thrift market." I don't know when Li Shuwen was already standing behind her.

"At that time, when I first opened a company, I had invested all the money, and I was very short on hand, and I couldn't even match the furniture in the office. I asked Xiaoyao for money and wanted to buy a bookcase for herself, and she always cried with a sad face and said that the employees' salaries were almost unpaid, and what bookshelves to buy, and books had to be bought less. If you really like it, I'll find you an electronic version on the Internet. Later, when I saw that my books were piled up in the office, and a good office was turned into a second-hand book market, I agreed to move a bookshelf. Li Shuwen had an indifferent look on his face, "I thought that this girl was really good at living, she brought me food from home every day, her clothes were always washed by hand, and even the garbage bags in the office had to be used several times before they could be thrown away." Frugality and non-waste should be considered a virtue, and I thought that such a girl must be pure in heart, and I would be happy with her. ”

"It's not a virtue to slam the door."

"Yes," Li Shuwen's hand stroked the carved pattern of the cabinet, "Sometimes slamming the door will also commit crimes." ”

Su Guo finally understood that the "Xiao Yao" in his mouth was the person who partnered with him to start the company at the beginning, and he was also the fiancée who ran away with someone else.

"Then why do you keep it?" Since it represents painful memories of the past, why is it still placed in a place where you can see it every day? If it were her, she would have been smashed to shreds and then burned to ashes!

"Why don't you keep it? Can I throw away everything in its past as if it didn't happen? ”

Of course Su Guo understood what he said, but just like a victim carrying a photo of a rapist every day, how much psychological capacity does this have? She couldn't do it anyway. She is a straight gut, she hates or dislikes it simply, just like Liu Ruoyang, it is best not to let herself see her and hear anything about this person for the rest of her life.

"Su Guo, I don't want to forget the pain they caused me, so that I can always hate them and never forgive them. Why should I let time dilute my hatred for them? If there is nothing to remind me of the past, I am afraid that one day I will not be able to forgive them. But I don't want to forgive! ”

"One of them is my best friend, the other is the one I am ready to spend my life with, such a betrayal, I will not forgive, never. Su Guo, you may think that I am very sad, with such a deep hatred, it also means that I am always 'thinking' about these two people, so that I can't get rid of them. Maybe you think I'm so successful now, you have so much, why can't you be generous, why can't you let go? I actually...... I also thought about letting go, I sometimes look back and think about it, it's not that I'm not wrong, if I'm good enough to Xiaoyao, how can she be with others? It must have been when I broke her heart. ”

Although the girl named Xiaoyao is not very beautiful and capable, she has been by his side since her freshman year, and he knows her thoughts, but before he speaks, she has kept herself within the boundaries of her friends, and she does not exceed the rules. Accompanying him to open a company, starting from scratch, not afraid of hard work, he was naturally moved, so he also made that lifelong commitment. It's just that sharing weal and woe can really only be one or the other.

"But I can't."

Su Guozhi is like Li Shuwen, just like a villain who is full of stinky problems and will never find his own shortcomings, and a clean and transparent person who is warm as Yang and only needs a smile from him to bring hope to people. But it turns out that such a transparent person will also have people and things that are unwilling to forgive. Yes, he is just an ordinary person, not a Buddha who has attained enlightenment and gone to the future, and no one has the right to trample on his kindness and forbearance. Su Guo felt that he must have loved the girl surnamed Yao very much at that time, how deep did he love before he decided that he would not be willing to forgive in this life?

"It's 'Xiao Yao' who has no vision."

"Su Guo," Li Shuwen withdrew from his memories, standing in front of him at the moment was the girl who had accompanied him through countless tired, numb, and hopeless days in his heart, the only thing he still wanted to be greedy for after he had many, many things, "How is your vision?" ”